
... He caught me reading a model magazine. I promised him that I wouldn't compare myself to anyone in the magazine that wears a size 2 or 3. But I am not the type that can't hold a promise like that together. While I sat on my bed, he leaned against the door with his hands in his pockets. His eyes gazed from the magazine on my lap to my eyes. "Why do you read trash like that, Amanda?" he asked in a calm yet curious tone.
It took a minute for me to respond. "Everyone thinks that skinny girls are attractive," I lowered my ears and fiddled with one of the pages as I continued to think of a good answer. "Whenever someone gains a pound, it is like their world comes crashing down. Those who can loose weight are 'blessed'. Those who can't... like me... are 'cursed'. That is what all these magazines are telling me."
I gave a small sigh and lowered my ears. "I feel very ugly because of my body..."
He said nothing to me as he scanned my body. He took a step closer to me with his hands still in his pockets. "Let me see your body. Let me see what you hate most about your body."
I trusted him without hesitation. We have been together for a long time, but I was still self-conscious about my physical appearance around him. I took off all my clothes except my panties and stood there. I said nothing and refused to look him in the eyes. Instead, my eyes looked at that large sack between my breasts and over my hips. Just looking at it and after what I read, I wanted to put my clothes back on. He stopped me and held my hands in front of me as he looked over my curves. "I think you have the perfect body."
I disagreed with him by shaking my head. "If I had the perfect body, why don't I feel beautiful every day?" My voice was low and shy. Having him seeing my body in daylight made me nervous and uncomfortable.
He sat me down and took a step back from the bed. He started to take off his clothes in front of me. I couldn't help but watch and wonder why he was doing that. He stood there naked in front of me. He gave a small shrug and a smile upon his muzzle.
"Look at my body. I don't have a six-pack, muscular arms, the perfect fur coat, curvy girly-boy hips, or the biggest package. I am Me. That's all that matters. I could care less if I don't have the perfect body like the males in Club Stripes or any other magazine. I'm happy with what I got. You should feel the same too."
He sat down next to me, still with a smile upon his muzzle. "I love your body. It's perfect just the way it is. I love you because of your personality. Your body comes second. Every time I see you like this, it hurts me. I can feel and see the sadness that you give off when you doubt your body. When you feel like that, I feel sad. I wish I can just show you how beautiful you are though my eyes."
His eyes never left mind as he gave me a hug, his arms clinging to my pudge and his tail raking along the sheets. "No matter what you look like, no matter how hard you try, you will always retain the same beauty as I see right now."
He said nothing more as he leaned against my shoulder and hugged me. His words struck me like cupid's arrow and his hug was like a protective wing radiating from his back to wipe away the sadness. I smiled as I sat there naked with him, my hand holding his and the other caressing his muzzle. The magazine was still open on my lap, still on the same page as the models I was comparing myself to. I didn't say it. I didn't have the strength. I thought it as I looked down at those skinny models: "I am sexier than you’ll ever be."
Pudge Love © 2009 Alex Cockburn
It took a minute for me to respond. "Everyone thinks that skinny girls are attractive," I lowered my ears and fiddled with one of the pages as I continued to think of a good answer. "Whenever someone gains a pound, it is like their world comes crashing down. Those who can loose weight are 'blessed'. Those who can't... like me... are 'cursed'. That is what all these magazines are telling me."
I gave a small sigh and lowered my ears. "I feel very ugly because of my body..."
He said nothing to me as he scanned my body. He took a step closer to me with his hands still in his pockets. "Let me see your body. Let me see what you hate most about your body."
I trusted him without hesitation. We have been together for a long time, but I was still self-conscious about my physical appearance around him. I took off all my clothes except my panties and stood there. I said nothing and refused to look him in the eyes. Instead, my eyes looked at that large sack between my breasts and over my hips. Just looking at it and after what I read, I wanted to put my clothes back on. He stopped me and held my hands in front of me as he looked over my curves. "I think you have the perfect body."
I disagreed with him by shaking my head. "If I had the perfect body, why don't I feel beautiful every day?" My voice was low and shy. Having him seeing my body in daylight made me nervous and uncomfortable.
He sat me down and took a step back from the bed. He started to take off his clothes in front of me. I couldn't help but watch and wonder why he was doing that. He stood there naked in front of me. He gave a small shrug and a smile upon his muzzle.
"Look at my body. I don't have a six-pack, muscular arms, the perfect fur coat, curvy girly-boy hips, or the biggest package. I am Me. That's all that matters. I could care less if I don't have the perfect body like the males in Club Stripes or any other magazine. I'm happy with what I got. You should feel the same too."
He sat down next to me, still with a smile upon his muzzle. "I love your body. It's perfect just the way it is. I love you because of your personality. Your body comes second. Every time I see you like this, it hurts me. I can feel and see the sadness that you give off when you doubt your body. When you feel like that, I feel sad. I wish I can just show you how beautiful you are though my eyes."
His eyes never left mind as he gave me a hug, his arms clinging to my pudge and his tail raking along the sheets. "No matter what you look like, no matter how hard you try, you will always retain the same beauty as I see right now."
He said nothing more as he leaned against my shoulder and hugged me. His words struck me like cupid's arrow and his hug was like a protective wing radiating from his back to wipe away the sadness. I smiled as I sat there naked with him, my hand holding his and the other caressing his muzzle. The magazine was still open on my lap, still on the same page as the models I was comparing myself to. I didn't say it. I didn't have the strength. I thought it as I looked down at those skinny models: "I am sexier than you’ll ever be."
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Good work , I think you captured that pretty well...
No offence to any one reading this, But some days I wish girls could be so accepting about men "pudge" as we are of theres, Im a big guy ,with a good personality, and I would really like to see this sort of thing turned the other way,my pudge always seem to get in the way,relationship wise,it seems its only good for "good friends relationships"anything els it seems to be a problem...
No offence to any one reading this, But some days I wish girls could be so accepting about men "pudge" as we are of theres, Im a big guy ,with a good personality, and I would really like to see this sort of thing turned the other way,my pudge always seem to get in the way,relationship wise,it seems its only good for "good friends relationships"anything els it seems to be a problem...
Haha I agree. :3 Not all guys are accepting of pudgy girls though... *is a little on the pudgy side* =( A couple guys I've liked said I was too chubby for them xD;; Grr..
I don't find anything wrong with pudgy guys though. :3 I mean, I think Pudgy guys are better for hugs and cuddles. X3 hehe... Thats my opinion anyway. =3
I don't find anything wrong with pudgy guys though. :3 I mean, I think Pudgy guys are better for hugs and cuddles. X3 hehe... Thats my opinion anyway. =3
I can honestly tell you that I tend to prefer my ladies with a bit of 'pudge'. After all, who wants to snuggle with a bag of bones?
Really, I don't like how most models look. They're anorexic, their bones are showing for goodness sake! That can't be healthy.
Give me a Fat Bottom'd Girl with a good personality any day of the week over one of those blonde bimbos with a supposedly perfect figure and a prima-donna attitude.
If you haven't found him yet, one day you will. The one who will look at you with *that* look in his eyes. The look that tells you, without any words, and without the ability to be false, that you are beautiful to him. When you find him, you will no longer need mirrors or magazines to tell you if you are attractive or not, for his eyes will be all the mirror you will ever need, for they more accurately express your beauty than any glass and silver construct or paper covered in ink could hope to do.
Those males who are so blind and shallow as to be unable to look beyond what they have been told is the 'perfect figure' get what they deserve... relationships based entirely on physical attraction, with messy divorces when that attraction fades. Build a solid foundation based on personalities and friendship first, and build a relationship that can, if properly maintained, last a lifetime.
When those blind fools turn you down because you were too chubby, blow them off. Think to yourself that they get the worst end of the stick, because they're turning down an opportunity of a lifetime over a couple of pounds. Pity them, if you must, but never give their words any weight.
Really, I don't like how most models look. They're anorexic, their bones are showing for goodness sake! That can't be healthy.
Give me a Fat Bottom'd Girl with a good personality any day of the week over one of those blonde bimbos with a supposedly perfect figure and a prima-donna attitude.
If you haven't found him yet, one day you will. The one who will look at you with *that* look in his eyes. The look that tells you, without any words, and without the ability to be false, that you are beautiful to him. When you find him, you will no longer need mirrors or magazines to tell you if you are attractive or not, for his eyes will be all the mirror you will ever need, for they more accurately express your beauty than any glass and silver construct or paper covered in ink could hope to do.
Those males who are so blind and shallow as to be unable to look beyond what they have been told is the 'perfect figure' get what they deserve... relationships based entirely on physical attraction, with messy divorces when that attraction fades. Build a solid foundation based on personalities and friendship first, and build a relationship that can, if properly maintained, last a lifetime.
When those blind fools turn you down because you were too chubby, blow them off. Think to yourself that they get the worst end of the stick, because they're turning down an opportunity of a lifetime over a couple of pounds. Pity them, if you must, but never give their words any weight.
You are quite welcome. Most of my friends who are ladies happen to be... plus size. At least. Every so often, one or another of them need The Pep Talk, so I get a lot of practice. All the better, since it really is true. Two of them have already found That Guy. Hell, one of 'em found my brother, and I couldn't be happier for the both of 'em.
Oh, here's a bit of History Trivia: What was the ideal beauty figure for a woman pre-victorian era (that would be the 16th century)? The term was "Lush" which meant "Full Figured". As in at least a Size 16. Quick tip: Want ANY male to drool when you walk by? It's called a Bodice, from the same generation. The more ya got, the more it does for ya. Go to a Ren Faire some time, you'll see what I mean.
Oh, here's a bit of History Trivia: What was the ideal beauty figure for a woman pre-victorian era (that would be the 16th century)? The term was "Lush" which meant "Full Figured". As in at least a Size 16. Quick tip: Want ANY male to drool when you walk by? It's called a Bodice, from the same generation. The more ya got, the more it does for ya. Go to a Ren Faire some time, you'll see what I mean.
No words can describe how I feel about this, your pieces are always so emotional and your descriptions always complete the package.
This....
is indescribable. You touch on so many sensitive and REAL issues, I feel like I've almost lived this scene out before (as I'm sure I have) and am truly at a loss of words.
This is absolutely beautiful.
I wish I could super fav something, cause this would be one of them worth keeping up for a very, very long time.
This....
is indescribable. You touch on so many sensitive and REAL issues, I feel like I've almost lived this scene out before (as I'm sure I have) and am truly at a loss of words.
This is absolutely beautiful.
I wish I could super fav something, cause this would be one of them worth keeping up for a very, very long time.
My Mate just shown me this, and said this is one of the reasons I make her happy... it's true. The reality of beauty lies on the inside, and while my own girlfriend isn't perfect, she's lovely, and supportive, and beautiful, and I love her for all those things. I applaude you. :)
"I love your body. It's perfect just the way it is. I love you because of your personality. Your body comes second. Every time I see you like this, it hurts me. I can feel and see the sadness that you give off when you doubt your body. When you feel like that, I feel sad. I wish I can just show you how beautiful you are though my eyes.... No matter what you look like, no matter how hard you try, you will always retain the same beauty as I see right now."
...I thought it as I looked down at those skinny models: "I am sexier than you’ll ever be."
Damn strait!! I have met too many 'beautiful' women who got really ugly really fast when they opened their mouths. I've alwase wanted a woman who knows how to have fun, can handle herself, and loves me for me. Everything else just falls to the wayside.
...I thought it as I looked down at those skinny models: "I am sexier than you’ll ever be."
Damn strait!! I have met too many 'beautiful' women who got really ugly really fast when they opened their mouths. I've alwase wanted a woman who knows how to have fun, can handle herself, and loves me for me. Everything else just falls to the wayside.
I wish all guys were like this... This is a really beautiful story. I love how you portay such emotion into it. 8'D
I've had a few guys I've liked in the past say I was too chubby for them. >__> I mean, I'm not obsese or anything, but I do have a tummy....and a bit of a big butt u_u;;
I've had a few guys I've liked in the past say I was too chubby for them. >__> I mean, I'm not obsese or anything, but I do have a tummy....and a bit of a big butt u_u;;
Beautiful words!
For me, what REALLY set me to re-think beauty, is how much the idea of beauty has changed over time. A little research will show the current ideals of beauty and body image are NOT universal. In paintings by the masters from a few centuries ago, and writings even into the early 20th Century, the ideal woman was "plump" or had "some meat on her bones."
For me, what REALLY set me to re-think beauty, is how much the idea of beauty has changed over time. A little research will show the current ideals of beauty and body image are NOT universal. In paintings by the masters from a few centuries ago, and writings even into the early 20th Century, the ideal woman was "plump" or had "some meat on her bones."
"I love your body. It's perfect just the way it is. I love you because of your personality. Your body comes second. Every time I see you like this, it hurts me. I can feel and see the sadness that you give off when you doubt your body. When you feel like that, I feel sad. I wish I can just show you how beautiful you are though my eyes."
this covers my feelings perfectly...i know girls who fit those bullshit stereotypes doubt their beauty, and on the days they did, you could tell it at a glance... and i know girls that are a little extra package, but when they feel beautiful, they are beautiful... too many people don't realize it, but beauty is inside, and if you feel it, it SHOWS!
this covers my feelings perfectly...i know girls who fit those bullshit stereotypes doubt their beauty, and on the days they did, you could tell it at a glance... and i know girls that are a little extra package, but when they feel beautiful, they are beautiful... too many people don't realize it, but beauty is inside, and if you feel it, it SHOWS!
Its really, horribly sad that the media out there makes us all feel like we constantly have to be skinnier, have bigger beasts, whateverthefuck else it wants women to be. Ive noticed in the past year or so that my size in clothing has changed, and not proportionally with my weight.. Im now wearing size 11+ pants and XL or bigger shirts. I thought I was just getting fat until I talked with other women about it. Theyre actually making clothes smaller now, making the bigger girls need to go to specialty stores, making us all FEEL like we're getting fatter.
And because of the stigma that goes along with gaining weight we all have to struggle to love ourselves in a world that tells us to love only that which is "perfection". I hope any girl, or guy who has a problem with their body can find someone to make them feel beautiful..
And because of the stigma that goes along with gaining weight we all have to struggle to love ourselves in a world that tells us to love only that which is "perfection". I hope any girl, or guy who has a problem with their body can find someone to make them feel beautiful..
Alex, only you man! Other artists may pay lip service to this topic, but you have always taken it head on, and honest. Journyefox here is my mate, and I can honestly say, she is dead right... we both appreciate pieces like this, honest straight forward approaches to this topic.
Heck, I aint the perfect figure myself, just a typical long-haired country kitty myself... But I know beauty when I see it, and Ill be <censored> if I'll let society change what I know to be true!
BRAVO! Keep on doing what you do Alex!!
Leo
Heck, I aint the perfect figure myself, just a typical long-haired country kitty myself... But I know beauty when I see it, and Ill be <censored> if I'll let society change what I know to be true!
BRAVO! Keep on doing what you do Alex!!
Leo
Very cute indeed :3 It touched me in a way because I myself consider to be pudgy and though a part of me does love my body it is hard not to feel self concious around people because to me I think nearly everyone is obessed to a point of wanting a skinny body to look attractive, I mean look at all the magazines out there or television with models and such. They all look perfect so it does eat away at your confidence of yourself even though you try hard not to let it.
Basically my point is I loved this peice of work, it shows that you should learn to love who you are and that your personality (to me anyway) is more important then just appearance as that comes second. Plus pudge is teh hotness :D hehe
Basically my point is I loved this peice of work, it shows that you should learn to love who you are and that your personality (to me anyway) is more important then just appearance as that comes second. Plus pudge is teh hotness :D hehe
it's really nice, it actually gives me a little hope to even get someone because well, i'm quiet the fluffly one and i know how it feels to not feel good enough, well in fact i've never been asked out so, just kinda hopin and waitin for the right time
this really did help me out a bit, thank you it's really nice
this really did help me out a bit, thank you it's really nice
I know how you feel. We're probably the same shape and size from what I can tell. Don't let anyone try to tell you what beauty is or is supposed to be. They are wrong. I mean so what if we'd rather have a Cheeseburger over a salad with Lite Ranch.
Also, one more important thing to remember about those model magazines...
They are not really what everyone wants in a person. The people that make up the model industry (models themselves, managers, producers, magazine editors and the like) those are the ones obsessed with weight. If they included society as a whole you'll find out that men and women love a good healthy figure. Being a little overweight never hurt anyone as long as health is in good standing.
Your weight does not make up who you are, your personality does. I don't know you but honey, you're beautiful to me and I do mean ALL of you.
Also, one more important thing to remember about those model magazines...
They are not really what everyone wants in a person. The people that make up the model industry (models themselves, managers, producers, magazine editors and the like) those are the ones obsessed with weight. If they included society as a whole you'll find out that men and women love a good healthy figure. Being a little overweight never hurt anyone as long as health is in good standing.
Your weight does not make up who you are, your personality does. I don't know you but honey, you're beautiful to me and I do mean ALL of you.
I dunno if this helps, but our lounge in the hospital OR had this advert on the back of a women's magazine: http://a.yfrog.com/img204/3083/ac4.jpg Hopefully society's attitude is shifting a little. :3
"I wish I can just show you how beautiful you are though my eyes."
Beauty+truth of these words can never be denied.
I remember, the girl I've got my eye on..she hates her body, she can't see the simple perfection that I do. [Probably weighs 120 pounds, too :P]
The only girl whose eyes I could truely lose myself in...
Beauty+truth of these words can never be denied.
I remember, the girl I've got my eye on..she hates her body, she can't see the simple perfection that I do. [Probably weighs 120 pounds, too :P]
The only girl whose eyes I could truely lose myself in...
Curvy girls are awesome. <3 For what it's worth, I saw this on the back of a women's magazine a week or so ago: http://a.yfrog.com/img204/3083/ac4.jpg
I think society's attitude is changing, at least a little bit. :3
I think society's attitude is changing, at least a little bit. :3
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