This is goodbye...
16 years ago
Yeah....
A lot of you guys have known that I've been living over and my friend Charcoal's house. I have been for bout 4 months or so.
And just recently Charc's dad was concerned with my communication with my father and how I don't get out and do things like hang out with other friends.
Well, just a couple hours ago Charc's dad, my father and me all had "dinner" and had a talk.
It was seriously the most uncomfortable experiance I've ever had to sit through...
Charc's dad (Greg) was concerned about me not getting out enough and I can understand all that. But then it turned into how me and my father not communicating good.
Now I can understand Greg's concern and everything, telling that he cares and everything. When my dad spoke each time, he kept trying to ask me questions to why I moved out and trying to get me to talk which I really didnt want to... so they had practically force it out of me to say anything.
They also talked about how they let me slide in living here at the house and how its an inconvinice at points.... So that just made me feel even MORE like shit..
So in the end my dad gave me that big statment saying he wants me to move back home. Now Greg said it would be best if I moved back home as well, but he's not kicking me out, he's just saying it would be "best"...
I hate how my father just wants me back home so fucking badly....And when it was close to getting my job and getting everything stable...
So I have until Charc gets back home to get everything I got and to finally say goodbye to you all.....
Cause as most of you know, when I go back home, I won't have phone access or internet access, and I don't have my laptop to use the internet at the library and the computers there are only for an hour and I wont get to say or do much of anything.....
So...I'll be gone for very very long periods of time, 2 weeks or more maybe at a time....
Until I get my job and can hopefully repair my laptop AND get my own internet...You won't hear or see me...
There are only very few people I'll keep in contact with, and thats Mainly Aggie
jackleambrose, and Lowery
amwulf. I'm only able to do this with my Pay as you Go phone, which is REALLY EXPENSIVE.
I mean 30$ only gets be 160mins, so I have to use my mins very very very carefully because I don't get money. Not to mention everytime I call and they dont pick up the phone, it costs me one minute.
So in the end....There's not much I can do..
I'll make one more drawing for you all...
I'm sorry to those in artwork I promised, like
k9manx90, Im sorry I can't get your picture to you in time... But I wish you luck in bootcamp (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1113794/ if you want to know)
I will be online on MSN and Yahoo as much as I possible can for these couple days so you can say your goodbyes to me...
But for now....This is goodbye.....
I will miss every single one of you... *gives a huge big group hug* I'll do anything and my best to see you and keep in touch as much as I can....
Please take care everyone....
With love,
HuttserGreywolf signing out.....
A lot of you guys have known that I've been living over and my friend Charcoal's house. I have been for bout 4 months or so.
And just recently Charc's dad was concerned with my communication with my father and how I don't get out and do things like hang out with other friends.
Well, just a couple hours ago Charc's dad, my father and me all had "dinner" and had a talk.
It was seriously the most uncomfortable experiance I've ever had to sit through...
Charc's dad (Greg) was concerned about me not getting out enough and I can understand all that. But then it turned into how me and my father not communicating good.
Now I can understand Greg's concern and everything, telling that he cares and everything. When my dad spoke each time, he kept trying to ask me questions to why I moved out and trying to get me to talk which I really didnt want to... so they had practically force it out of me to say anything.
They also talked about how they let me slide in living here at the house and how its an inconvinice at points.... So that just made me feel even MORE like shit..
So in the end my dad gave me that big statment saying he wants me to move back home. Now Greg said it would be best if I moved back home as well, but he's not kicking me out, he's just saying it would be "best"...
I hate how my father just wants me back home so fucking badly....And when it was close to getting my job and getting everything stable...
So I have until Charc gets back home to get everything I got and to finally say goodbye to you all.....
Cause as most of you know, when I go back home, I won't have phone access or internet access, and I don't have my laptop to use the internet at the library and the computers there are only for an hour and I wont get to say or do much of anything.....
So...I'll be gone for very very long periods of time, 2 weeks or more maybe at a time....
Until I get my job and can hopefully repair my laptop AND get my own internet...You won't hear or see me...
There are only very few people I'll keep in contact with, and thats Mainly Aggie


I mean 30$ only gets be 160mins, so I have to use my mins very very very carefully because I don't get money. Not to mention everytime I call and they dont pick up the phone, it costs me one minute.
So in the end....There's not much I can do..
I'll make one more drawing for you all...
I'm sorry to those in artwork I promised, like

I will be online on MSN and Yahoo as much as I possible can for these couple days so you can say your goodbyes to me...
But for now....This is goodbye.....
I will miss every single one of you... *gives a huge big group hug* I'll do anything and my best to see you and keep in touch as much as I can....
Please take care everyone....
With love,
HuttserGreywolf signing out.....
just try to say Hi or something when you can okay :c
I'm gonna miss you so much bud I love talking to you
I really enjoyed our talks <3
*holds tightly*
Don't go....
We only talked a few times, but I'll miss you. =(
Miss ya too!
Better keep in contact as much as you can bud, and take care of yourself.
Try n keep your head up and be strong, know you can do it.
Much love big guy.
im really hoping it turns out better...it has to after all of this, it has to...
I know you'll be back eventually. < :3
But for now, just focus on getting things in your life organized and straightened out.
That's what's important!
*squeeeeeeeezes tight in a big hug*
See you soon!