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I am leaving FA. If you watch me, please read this.
16 years ago
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When you are a man... sometimes you wear stretchy pants... in your room... is for fun...
I will destroy any man who dares abuse my trust!
I will destroy any man who dares abuse my trust!
Yeah, seeing as they have now rebanned you from being able to post SL snapshots in FA, I no longer have any use for it.
So I will be leaving soon.
Sorry to all who have me on watch, but I didn't use this for a full year because you couldn't post SL stuff.
I created my account in February of 2008, but was told on my first submission that I couldn't post SL things, well I had nothing else, so for a year this account just collected dust.
I am not an artist.
I have no money to commission artists to draw things for me to then post.
My depression has gotten so severe as of late that I can't even write.
Even if I had the interest in it, I still have the chronic writer's block.
So, I'd like to thank
Dragoneer for fucking up the place once again.
So long, FA. You were fun for nearly a year.
So I will be leaving soon.
Sorry to all who have me on watch, but I didn't use this for a full year because you couldn't post SL stuff.
I created my account in February of 2008, but was told on my first submission that I couldn't post SL things, well I had nothing else, so for a year this account just collected dust.
I am not an artist.
I have no money to commission artists to draw things for me to then post.
My depression has gotten so severe as of late that I can't even write.
Even if I had the interest in it, I still have the chronic writer's block.
So, I'd like to thank
Dragoneer for fucking up the place once again.So long, FA. You were fun for nearly a year.
I may log in once or twice a day to see if anyone posted any art.
But I'm pretty much done.
The people who know me well know I have certain limitations in rl, and I can't draw.
And with this writer's block I've had this last year or so, I can't even write.
Ya know...on some level, you place yourself in into your depression. Yes, your home life sucks. Yes, your unhappy. But only YOU can make yourself happy. Get off your ass, stop playing SL, go out into the sunshine and live. I don't get why people become so obsessed with online gaming, but i've been told its because they are too shy in world to go out. Well, i guess darwinism is working its magic if that's the case. If you can't deal with people, then see a therapist or talk to someone who can help. Frankly, the internet was the worst invention in world. I like it, but for the most part, its a horrible thing.
Now, please try and live happily.
I've been on drugs, didn't help.
The only thing STILL keeping me sane IS SL.
So do NOT knock SL.
I live five miles from the nearest town and do NOT have a car.
I have ONE rl friend, and he lives even further away.
I have autism and it isn't easy for me offline anyways.
My depression isn't because I play my games a few hours a day, it's a chemical imbalance in my brain.
No, don't hate you, but annoyed with people who try to play doctor and tell me what to do.
And sunshine is FAR overrated, I burn in five minutes.
If you do, I will block you.
I consider it highly insulting.
My autism makes it difficult for me to get along with others, period.
It was discovered when I was 18, not when I was a child, long after they could have taught me to cope with it.
It says this in my profile, so please YOU grow up.
I consider anyone who tries to tell me how to get over depression WITHOUT a medical degree to be playing doctor.
Yes I am getting "help" as you put it, its not doing shit so far. I've been on over 6 meds so far and counting and therapy? .. pff thats a joke in self.
So as I said I hope I didn't step on any feet and still looking forward to seeing you at a wv fur meet when there is one!
Therapy was doing nothing for me, but my social worker keeps trying to push it on me, getting someone to drive me to it, getting in-home therapy.
He kept up on it so much during my SSI appeal at the lawyer's office that I felt like hitting him in the face and screaming, "Therapy is bullshit, now shut up about it!!"
And I discussed being bipolar with a psychiatrist/psychologist, can't remember which he was, but he's got that PhD thing.
But he said he was going to "hold off on a diagnosis of bipolar because my manic episodes don't last long enough."
So, not sleeping for three days is normal?
o.O
have fun and remember to check here every once in a while to see if they change the rules back...