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Fuck. My. Life.
15 years ago
***WARNING*** Depressed fox is depressed. Ignore this if you can't stand someone ranting and being angry.
So it's bad enough I've had car problems lately.
It's bad enough my government backpay stillllll hasn't come in.
It's bad enough I am being forced to move out in the next month.
It's bad enough that I can't fucking handle romance without fucking things up.
But now, there's this. Fuck you, world, and everyone in it.
I don't know why I even bother...
Decided I'd break routine (I should know by now that doing that will cause nothing but fucking problems, as the last time it was several hours messing with video drivers, and the time before that it was a flat tire that I had to argue to get fixed) and visit a friend in South Austin. I've been down there dozens of times. It's not the best neighborhood but it's right by I-35, and isn't TERRIBLE. Well, I'm a fucking idiot, and if ANYONE remarks on my stupidity here they will be BLOCKED from my FA. I had my GPS and radar detector still on my dash. I didn't think anything of it. I'd been in the area before, right? Well, I go inside to hang out, and come out two hours later to get something out of my car. I go to the passenger door and see green. "Why is there a broken beer bottle in my car... wait... how could a broken beer bottle be in my car? O.o *looks up* ..................................................................................................."
Driver's side front window smashed, glass all over the inside of my car. Garmin Nuvi GPS stolen, radar detector stolen, crappy Zune 30GB stolen, USB car-adaptor hub stolen. Part of my dash broken, too. I'd say around $500 in stuff taken and damages. Cops can't do shit about it other than file the report, insurance can't do shit about it because I didn't have comprehensive (cuz I can't afford anything more than what I'm paying in the first place) and I'm stuck picking glass fragments out of my car for around 3 hours. My seatbelt won't connect, my door currently has a white garbage bag somewhat taped to it, and I'm missing three items I use on a daily basis.
Which, btw, I don't have the money to deal with ANY of this right now because I'm having to move into a new place (subsidized housing, yay, more ghetto. At least it's not down south but this would have happened eventually, I'm sure -_-) and will have to pay double the rent I'm paying now.
I don't like taking help from people. I feel like I should be able to stand on my own... But then shit like this happens that punishes me for no reason what so ever. The people who did it will get away without punishment, and I'm out almost an entire month's income. If anyone WANTS to help me out, I won't say no. I can't do anything in return but be thankful.
So it's bad enough I've had car problems lately.
It's bad enough my government backpay stillllll hasn't come in.
It's bad enough I am being forced to move out in the next month.
It's bad enough that I can't fucking handle romance without fucking things up.
But now, there's this. Fuck you, world, and everyone in it.
I don't know why I even bother...
Decided I'd break routine (I should know by now that doing that will cause nothing but fucking problems, as the last time it was several hours messing with video drivers, and the time before that it was a flat tire that I had to argue to get fixed) and visit a friend in South Austin. I've been down there dozens of times. It's not the best neighborhood but it's right by I-35, and isn't TERRIBLE. Well, I'm a fucking idiot, and if ANYONE remarks on my stupidity here they will be BLOCKED from my FA. I had my GPS and radar detector still on my dash. I didn't think anything of it. I'd been in the area before, right? Well, I go inside to hang out, and come out two hours later to get something out of my car. I go to the passenger door and see green. "Why is there a broken beer bottle in my car... wait... how could a broken beer bottle be in my car? O.o *looks up* ..................................................................................................."
Driver's side front window smashed, glass all over the inside of my car. Garmin Nuvi GPS stolen, radar detector stolen, crappy Zune 30GB stolen, USB car-adaptor hub stolen. Part of my dash broken, too. I'd say around $500 in stuff taken and damages. Cops can't do shit about it other than file the report, insurance can't do shit about it because I didn't have comprehensive (cuz I can't afford anything more than what I'm paying in the first place) and I'm stuck picking glass fragments out of my car for around 3 hours. My seatbelt won't connect, my door currently has a white garbage bag somewhat taped to it, and I'm missing three items I use on a daily basis.
Which, btw, I don't have the money to deal with ANY of this right now because I'm having to move into a new place (subsidized housing, yay, more ghetto. At least it's not down south but this would have happened eventually, I'm sure -_-) and will have to pay double the rent I'm paying now.
I don't like taking help from people. I feel like I should be able to stand on my own... But then shit like this happens that punishes me for no reason what so ever. The people who did it will get away without punishment, and I'm out almost an entire month's income. If anyone WANTS to help me out, I won't say no. I can't do anything in return but be thankful.
I'm not really.... reacting to anything right now. I'm incredibly depressed, but without emotion, aside from writing this. I guess... sad. Lost....
Be thankful they didnt take your entire car, or wait for you to come out and force you at gunpoint. The stuff they took is replaceable (even though replacing stuff sucks bigtime).
The important thing is that you still have your car, and YOU are safe. But in the series of events, I am so sorry. I wish I could do something to help :C
anyway how much you paying in rent?
mind you i only see it this way becuase of my own past