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18 years ago
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Battle not with monsters, least ye become one...
I've really come to the point of where I truly hate my job. I dread going into the damn place each day. I left early today, my wisdom tooth was acting up, and in reality... I don't want to go in tomorrow. I hate it... Its depressing. All and all, I just want to up and quit. But I have bills to pay. I just... I just want to leave. I hate this damn job. I'm always getting chewed out for the fact that the front end isn't perfect, it always has lines, that my cashiers are terrible cashiers, that they are slow... Amongst other things. I'm just tired of getting into trouble when its not my fault. I'm tired of being called shit by customers and being talked to like a dog by my managers to the point where I get so mad I cry infront of them. I hate them... I hate the fact that my creativity suffers from it, that I am beginning to dislike drawing and anything like it because I'm so frustrated and exhausted after work... And no one gives a damn there. My cashiers are wonderful, but the customers and managers are always on my ass. I can never do anything right. And here I come to find one of my favorite managers quit a few days ago, one of the only ones who I could really sit down and talk with... All these new rules and everything else... This place is chasing away so many good people... I hate it... I hate them all.. I just... I just want to fly away...
-Moon
Art Status: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/140021/
-Moon
Art Status: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/140021/
Probably no works give us a satisfaction however, we have to do something to earn bread and butter. I am very afraid that you would be coming near to be caught in a vicious circle. It is absolutely necessary to break it by all means. 8,000 miles away, I cannot be of your help substantially, but I hope you will find a better job which would mitigate your frustrations well enough to keep you drawing.
Again is it sorry to hear that you have gotten thirty cents of pay cut in another department, but I hope it will give you both a new opportunity to lessen your frustrations and a motivation to keep you drawing furry arts.
If the world has closed the door, and if you could not go any more, there may be someone who cares about you and stnads for you. The world may not be full of tragedies.
As for the cut, eh.. What's 30 cents? I could either stay and pull my hair out or go to a department where I don't have to put up with the stuff that I do on the front end.
Thank you again, you truly are a sweet individual. ^^