So. I've been dealing with a bit of a rough time this last month and a half, if it hasn't been known, through myself, or through a couple friends who've been trying to get me help.

I've been living with my dad for a while, he's been trying to help me get back on my feet.

But lately I feel like I've become nothing more than just dead weight. I can't find a job, he's going to jail soon, and my step-mom has THREE jobs, and she's a very proud woman, and the fact that I can't get a job pisses her off to no end.

So I've pretty much decided that if I cannot get a job soon, I'm giving myself roughly a week, maybe a little more or less. I'm going to move out.

I'm hoping to stay with my mom at her friends place, but that might not work out. So I suppose I'm asking if any of you people who do read this, might have a place, spare room, spare couch, spare floor, I'm not picky when it comes to a place to rest my head. Or if you perhaps have a friend or something.

I don't want to impose, but I don't feel right living here with my dad, being wasted space.

I understand job hunting doesn't get easier by simply moving into another town, or state, but I feel I need to get away from where I am now. Lived in this town and the one next to it for nearlyu 20 years.

I'm not running away from my problems. I just want to have a fresh start.