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Why do I even bother trying to live?
15 years ago
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The killer in me
is the killer in you,
My Love.
is the killer in you,
My Love.
And once again I will not be able to feed myself, put gas in my car for the entire time needed to get to work before next payday or do anything but sit at home and mope. I do however have at least that tiny bit enough to be able to make my phone and car payment so I won't lose those. But here is how it stands if you even give a damn.
I get paid $11.50 hourly and work a 40 hour week, that is if I don't have system issues, if we aren't slow or if we don't have a melt down. Which really is actually impossible. The only people at my work who get their full paychecks, other than the managers, is those who stay an extra hour at least three times a week. Even if I do this I still won't make it.
Now that I have explained that issue let me break it down for you if you actually care. I am being garnished for 25% of my paycheck, each paycheck and will be until the beginning of October when Bank of America will finally get paid off, than another of my creditors will sink their teeth into my juicy paycheck. That is an average of $225 each paycheck. And since last month I had to go to the hospital now I have another $1000 bill to worry about. On top of student loans, personal loans and bills.
I don't really have many bills or expenses just the ones I have are too expensive now. My car is $440 a month, my insurance so I can drive it is $100 a month. My phone bill is $175. I also have loans I have to pay on which are $100 per month I live about 50 miles from my work though so I average about $100 in gas a week. That's $400 just to make it there and back. Now I haven't really had money for food or anything because of the financial situation getting worse and not being able to afford to even drive to work which causes my paychecks to get smaller and smaller. I used to average a paycheck of $860 before the garnishment now I average a little less then $600 each paycheck. Now you see my issue.
Sometimes it just doesn't seem worth working for anymore. But instead of getting emo, I will try and work through it. Like I always do. So please if you can donate or commission me for something, anything and I will gladly do it if I can.
My commissions are open, my prices are negotiable and I really, really could use the help. So spread the word and help a fellow fur out. If you are wondering what all I can do check out my commission page here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1284166/
If you are looking to donate or make your payment for your commission my Paypal is shinigamikei[at]gmail.com
I get paid $11.50 hourly and work a 40 hour week, that is if I don't have system issues, if we aren't slow or if we don't have a melt down. Which really is actually impossible. The only people at my work who get their full paychecks, other than the managers, is those who stay an extra hour at least three times a week. Even if I do this I still won't make it.
Now that I have explained that issue let me break it down for you if you actually care. I am being garnished for 25% of my paycheck, each paycheck and will be until the beginning of October when Bank of America will finally get paid off, than another of my creditors will sink their teeth into my juicy paycheck. That is an average of $225 each paycheck. And since last month I had to go to the hospital now I have another $1000 bill to worry about. On top of student loans, personal loans and bills.
I don't really have many bills or expenses just the ones I have are too expensive now. My car is $440 a month, my insurance so I can drive it is $100 a month. My phone bill is $175. I also have loans I have to pay on which are $100 per month I live about 50 miles from my work though so I average about $100 in gas a week. That's $400 just to make it there and back. Now I haven't really had money for food or anything because of the financial situation getting worse and not being able to afford to even drive to work which causes my paychecks to get smaller and smaller. I used to average a paycheck of $860 before the garnishment now I average a little less then $600 each paycheck. Now you see my issue.
Sometimes it just doesn't seem worth working for anymore. But instead of getting emo, I will try and work through it. Like I always do. So please if you can donate or commission me for something, anything and I will gladly do it if I can.
My commissions are open, my prices are negotiable and I really, really could use the help. So spread the word and help a fellow fur out. If you are wondering what all I can do check out my commission page here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1284166/
If you are looking to donate or make your payment for your commission my Paypal is shinigamikei[at]gmail.com
It's a sad, disgusting, revolting, pathetic, and self-devaluing truth that the porn industry is most successful industry in the world and that the urge to reproduce their species in the male population is the strongest single psychological force in the galaxy.
Banking on it could save your life. I'm serious. Good luck!
I luff you though and I hope things get better! *snugs*
Oh my god, that Nuzz guy STILL trying to perpetuate that stupid drama? ._.