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I want to bring up more intellectual discussions with my journals occasionally, because I have always been a very thoughtful and curious person. I have a high interest in psychology and the workings of the world and the human mind, and experiences in my life have lead me to believe I contain a medium 6th sense. It's one reason why the alternate version of myself is an espeon.
Let me explain further. As a child, there were various things I experienced before I even knew about 'visions' and 'psychics', things like moments of fear to enter certain areas, feelings and small predictions of things people might do. I used to see 'colors' that I gave different names to, and though I don't see them anymore, I believe as a child I was sensitive to auras. I could feel when people were dangerous, or friendly, or hurt, and because of this I often did not find fear in people who may have had a dangerous appearance to the naked eye.
One color I remember was one I called 'Death Yellow' when I was 7. If I saw this color, or aura in an area, I would avoid it. Something bad had either happened or was going to happen, and I just KNEW somehow. I didn't know or question why, because I didn't think it was odd at that age.
The colors went away, but in their place I began to see shadows and objects, and receive 'feelings' about things. I once owned a black cat as a child, but she was given away when I was about 8. I'd say a few years after that, I sometimes saw the shadow of a cat in my window, even though my window was not reachable for animals. I felt pressure on my bed and legs, like paws walking over me, and to this day I STILL get that feeling. Now that I have a cat I often find myself thinking it's him, but then I realize that it CAN'T be him because his bell isn't ringing, and when I look, as suspected, nothing is there.
The feeling doesn't scare me, I feel flustered and confused for a moment but those nights I sleep better than most.
Other moments I can remember are times I might say 'Wouldn't it be strange if--' as an absent thought being spoken out loud, and soon after it happens.
A friend I hadn't seen in months, for instance. I was talking with someone and I said "Wouldn't it be weird if my friend came around the corner and said hi?" Merely 4 minutes later she was there, apparently running away from home and coming to me for advice.
Another time, a moment that was very frightening for me, was when I was in a car and the driver didn't notice a little girl behind him when he backed up. Her ran over her leg, and she was rushed to the hospital. The moment was scary, but somehow the fear went away and I suddenly asked my mom in a fascinated voice, "Wouldn't it be strange if the hospital said she only had scratches on her leg?"
Guess what happened to her? No harm came to her, aside from bruises and scratches...
Now and again, I get TERRIBLE feelings, I hate them because they literally cause a sort of shut down on my body. What happens is, at seemingly random, my vision becomes strange. It's hard to explain, but it's like I'm looking at things, yet I'm not. Things look more distant than they are, and even though they're clear and in focus, I feel like I can't focus on them. After this, my mind becomes sensitive, noises around me stress me out and my body goes into a panic where I feel like I'm in a cold sweat. My body shakes, and everything around me feels so uneasy and uncomfortable.
The most memorable times I've had this feeling were a shock to my system. The worst one I felt was when I walked into a hotel that used to be a school. I was visiting with my mom, and when I walked in everything felt heavy and distorted. I didn't want to go in, I didn't want to be there, my mom saw me shaking and I told her how much stress I was under. I felt sick, unsafe, and frightened, and even asked my mom if we could leave. In the end we didn't, and after 20 minutes I was able to calm down. I later found out there was a suicide there where a man lit himself up with gasoline in front of people.
Another time was at a 7-11 that I visited very often, but on that particular night the feeling just hit me and I had to get home. Across the street from the 7-11, soon after, this happened:
http://bikeportland.org/2008/02/11/.....-in-beaverton/
The kid that was hit was a boy from my school...
I've had a few people witness this 'feeling' that I get, including my mate, friends, and my mother, and most recently, my new room mates.
That's why I made this journal, because I just got this feeling a little while ago and it worried them. I'd say about 10 minutes later my mind shut out for a bit, and I was brought back when

pointed out that there was a siren going off and that must be why I had that feeling. After the siren faded, my feeling faded as well.
These are the many reasons I believe I have a medium level 6th sense, I don't say high because I can't willfully control it. Have any of you had these sort of experiences, and how do you feel about them? How much do you believe in these kind of experiences, or do you think it's all in the mind? I'm curious to know everyone's views and thoughts on this.