My beloved pet cat, Sam, is dying. I dont have the money or transportation to put him down, I dont have a gun, and I cant bring the will to drown him in the bathtub.

I dont want any rp cuddles and huggles here. Those dont do jack shit unless they're in person. Condolences are appreciated, and donations are EXTREMELY appreciated. I called a local vet, and they said it'd be a good chunk of change to get him cremated, but that's DEFINITELY what I want for him. I've had this planned for a long time, that when his time came, I'd take his ashes to Sacramento, CA, and spread his ashes where he played and chased squirrels for the prime of his life.

It'd be nice if I could get some album sales or donations or something to see this goal. Thanks for any condolences received, as I prolly wont be online for a while. I just need to be alone for a while, eat my feelings, and sleep...