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15 years ago
Let me start with some good news.
Good News:
I decided to go back to college as part of a Birthday promise I made to myself. Taking 18 credits this semester and worked really hard to get financial aid but its looking like its more trouble then its worth sometimes. :P Going to try for 3 years and get two ASA's. Been planning this for a very very long time and glad to have made it possible.
Bad news:
I still need to get about $1200 in necessary supplies for my Art courses and still need to come up with about $300/month for food, and $150 for bus transport..
I need to come up with this money. Please Commission, purchase things from me....Im reasonable and hope that you understand that I have other issues to try and get around....
I.... Really need help...
And even worse news:
My brother also Passed September 12, 2010 and trying to gather all the information and set up for things... Didn't know funerals were this expensive... *sniffles*
Trying to keep this short and sweet...My brother passed due to complications and an infection... and a rupture that caused internal bleeding and other stuff...I really don't feel comfortable going further...but he died Sunday morning...
I need...help...just help...I know its kinda bad asking... but this is serious... The expenses for this can reach over $12,000 but I was able to work things out. So if anyone can help me ...in anyway, weather it be commissions, donations, buying, spreading the word I really need it.....
Commission Information: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/928732/
Jewelry Catalog:http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1687167/
Donations could be sent to my paypal: handleslikemagic[at]yahoo.com
For those of who want more information...I can provide more. Money from donations will help out my family significantly....Thank you... *sheds a tear*... Thanks..
EDIT:9/20/2010
New Stuff added:
Well thank you for those that helped out and well my brothers wake/funeral/misc costs/cremation took place the 9/14/2010 which Im still a bit of a wreck about... and it didn't cost that much it only cost about $7000.... Only that much which our family tried to help us out as much as they could... But that leaves us in a whole which we need help with. Without his paycheck even though it was unemployment...It was better then nothing...I can do lots of numbers and figures but Im just too enraged...at this.
Called AT&T and pretty much had to wasted $600 On two lines and for a deposit... Im am livid right now....REALLY FRIEKING livid...Not only do we have to pay the bill but we still end up getting fucked over.... My hands and paws are trembling.... Just when we thought things would be a bit easier...BOY I was fucking wrong...And their are even more money that we need now if this comes up so Please....
Spread the word....Donate....Watch...Commission...Buy...Advertise....Help me in any Shape way or form... Digi could use ...it..
EDIT AGAIN!~: x.x9/26/2010
My Glasses apparently need to be fixed and since the part i need is a spring, I have to buy new frames...(About $100)but here is the kicker...I don't have insurance...and I need my eye exam cause its been 3 years....So I'm looking at about $600 another for the eye exam for my glasses (Cause of my astigmatism) *Sighs*
Im Really surprised I need to edit this again LOL 10/04/2010
To add insult to injury now, I have to think about getting some sort of help and well being that I wanted to catch my bus, the water patched a puddle slider and well I fell really hard, Thank god I didn't hurt myself but in the fray I managed to ruin both my
PSP (Hacked by my ex) AND
Samsung 6.0MP Digitail Camera..
Both broke upon impact... *Sighs sadly* Other things Have been added to the plate as well. And my Zune 30GB (Given to me by another Ex for a gift) Seems to be lost/stolen.... So ...what the HELL *whimpers*
More to Update10/08/2010
So Since I got a few things stolen/lost I really need to acquire a few things including ink for a printer and scanner for my work especially its nice for me to use art stuff and be able to do things with it via illustrator.. So the hits KEEP on coming *Looks down* x.x
Guesh Wha? Another update:10/12/2010
On the one month anniversary of my brothers death... This had to happen. My father walked with my mother out on the Avenue when he had a seizure but lost his footing, he fell from off the corner of a sidewalk to the street really hard probably on his front and then seizing not too long after on his side. Paramedics/Police/Fire Department came and their was a very very large crowd.
Admitted to a trauma care hospital but to my surprise, the head surgeon said "he was ok to leave" and was about to send him home. Looking him over I knew he had broken ribs.
Seesh you think that doctors would know some shit right?
Anyway after my finagling and my mother, he was admitted, had a seizure later on that night.
Found out that he has 4 broken ribs, had a deflated lung, a blood clot below his lung, contusions, sprained ankle, bruised wrist.
Can't believe I have to update this x..x even more....10/21/2010
Well here is the thing after all is said in done I was sick for about 2 weeks, dealt with my brothers death and arrangements for 2 weeks, and then had to help my father go to the ICU and look after my family meaning for 5 weeks I have missed classes all due to circumstances. Im a good student but I don't know how to come back from this. Im actually scared since my college doesn't have a freeze policy which means I may have to withdraw sadly *Whimpers* hope that doesn't happen...I'd be really pissed offf....
I still need help cause well with things I need camera/scanner/printer ink/cardstock papers/art supplies/monitor/supplies for class still... And I want to go to fur fright...
Does anyone know of someone I may know that has room in the main hotel in FF? *Whimpers sadly* I really want to not only help with my stress and be able to have fun/relax but to help sales.. you know? *Whimpers* Please...help if you cans and thanks for everything you all you mean alot to me..All of you x.x
Oh and...I kinda fell I have a bruise thats huge on my lower back x.x
Good News:
I decided to go back to college as part of a Birthday promise I made to myself. Taking 18 credits this semester and worked really hard to get financial aid but its looking like its more trouble then its worth sometimes. :P Going to try for 3 years and get two ASA's. Been planning this for a very very long time and glad to have made it possible.
Bad news:
I still need to get about $1200 in necessary supplies for my Art courses and still need to come up with about $300/month for food, and $150 for bus transport..
I need to come up with this money. Please Commission, purchase things from me....Im reasonable and hope that you understand that I have other issues to try and get around....
I.... Really need help...
And even worse news:
My brother also Passed September 12, 2010 and trying to gather all the information and set up for things... Didn't know funerals were this expensive... *sniffles*
Marek, you will always live on in my heart. You will always....always be alive in my memories.. I love you bro...He was an awesome poet, rapper even, and just was a great listener...No matter if he was an ass about it, heh.. Marek, hope you enoy the other side....Trying to keep this short and sweet...My brother passed due to complications and an infection... and a rupture that caused internal bleeding and other stuff...I really don't feel comfortable going further...but he died Sunday morning...
I need...help...just help...I know its kinda bad asking... but this is serious... The expenses for this can reach over $12,000 but I was able to work things out. So if anyone can help me ...in anyway, weather it be commissions, donations, buying, spreading the word I really need it.....
Commission Information: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/928732/
Jewelry Catalog:http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1687167/
Donations could be sent to my paypal: handleslikemagic[at]yahoo.com
For those of who want more information...I can provide more. Money from donations will help out my family significantly....Thank you... *sheds a tear*... Thanks..
EDIT:9/20/2010
New Stuff added:
Well thank you for those that helped out and well my brothers wake/funeral/misc costs/cremation took place the 9/14/2010 which Im still a bit of a wreck about... and it didn't cost that much it only cost about $7000.... Only that much which our family tried to help us out as much as they could... But that leaves us in a whole which we need help with. Without his paycheck even though it was unemployment...It was better then nothing...I can do lots of numbers and figures but Im just too enraged...at this.
Called AT&T and pretty much had to wasted $600 On two lines and for a deposit... Im am livid right now....REALLY FRIEKING livid...Not only do we have to pay the bill but we still end up getting fucked over.... My hands and paws are trembling.... Just when we thought things would be a bit easier...BOY I was fucking wrong...And their are even more money that we need now if this comes up so Please....
Spread the word....Donate....Watch...Commission...Buy...Advertise....Help me in any Shape way or form... Digi could use ...it..
EDIT AGAIN!~: x.x9/26/2010
My Glasses apparently need to be fixed and since the part i need is a spring, I have to buy new frames...(About $100)but here is the kicker...I don't have insurance...and I need my eye exam cause its been 3 years....So I'm looking at about $600 another for the eye exam for my glasses (Cause of my astigmatism) *Sighs*
Im Really surprised I need to edit this again LOL 10/04/2010
To add insult to injury now, I have to think about getting some sort of help and well being that I wanted to catch my bus, the water patched a puddle slider and well I fell really hard, Thank god I didn't hurt myself but in the fray I managed to ruin both my
PSP (Hacked by my ex) AND
Samsung 6.0MP Digitail Camera..
Both broke upon impact... *Sighs sadly* Other things Have been added to the plate as well. And my Zune 30GB (Given to me by another Ex for a gift) Seems to be lost/stolen.... So ...what the HELL *whimpers*
More to Update10/08/2010
So Since I got a few things stolen/lost I really need to acquire a few things including ink for a printer and scanner for my work especially its nice for me to use art stuff and be able to do things with it via illustrator.. So the hits KEEP on coming *Looks down* x.x
Guesh Wha? Another update:10/12/2010
On the one month anniversary of my brothers death... This had to happen. My father walked with my mother out on the Avenue when he had a seizure but lost his footing, he fell from off the corner of a sidewalk to the street really hard probably on his front and then seizing not too long after on his side. Paramedics/Police/Fire Department came and their was a very very large crowd.
Admitted to a trauma care hospital but to my surprise, the head surgeon said "he was ok to leave" and was about to send him home. Looking him over I knew he had broken ribs.
Seesh you think that doctors would know some shit right?
Anyway after my finagling and my mother, he was admitted, had a seizure later on that night.
Found out that he has 4 broken ribs, had a deflated lung, a blood clot below his lung, contusions, sprained ankle, bruised wrist.
Can't believe I have to update this x..x even more....10/21/2010
Well here is the thing after all is said in done I was sick for about 2 weeks, dealt with my brothers death and arrangements for 2 weeks, and then had to help my father go to the ICU and look after my family meaning for 5 weeks I have missed classes all due to circumstances. Im a good student but I don't know how to come back from this. Im actually scared since my college doesn't have a freeze policy which means I may have to withdraw sadly *Whimpers* hope that doesn't happen...I'd be really pissed offf....
I still need help cause well with things I need camera/scanner/printer ink/cardstock papers/art supplies/monitor/supplies for class still... And I want to go to fur fright...
Does anyone know of someone I may know that has room in the main hotel in FF? *Whimpers sadly* I really want to not only help with my stress and be able to have fun/relax but to help sales.. you know? *Whimpers* Please...help if you cans and thanks for everything you all you mean alot to me..All of you x.x
Oh and...I kinda fell I have a bruise thats huge on my lower back x.x
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1712042/
shuold ask my mom and dad though since they are STILL paying the fees off>_>
but that sucks financially man. hope things look up for sure sooner rather than later *nuzzles for good luck*
I eventually had to drop my art college because I ran out of funds for supplies. I hope this doesn't happen to you :(
Keep your head up and eventually it'll get better.
And yes... Funerals cost a shitload of money. Back in high school I found out how much they cost (Both my dad's parents died within 2 months of each other when I was in the 9th grade) which became a "reason" for not killing myself (yes I had a suicidal phase). I didn't want to cost my family more problems because I selfishly ended my life because of petty drama that I caused myself.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1712227/
I am VERY sorry for your loss and I wish I could give you a BIG BEAR HUG right now.... I lost my grandfather a couple years back and I understand the rough time you have been going through... I'm going to see if I can scrounge up some money to commission a couple of jewelry stands from you =P I'll have to get back to you sometime after Friday (payday) though... until then MUCH LOVE
*HUG*
In terms of socializing, I'm still kinda new around here, so I don't know how far my voice will reach, but I'm writing up a journal entry right f'ing now.
Sorry to hear about your loss though....*hug*
I've lost family members too, but no-one as close a sibling, especially as close as you were to yours, by the sound of it.
I seriously hope life can get better for you soon.
If I had a job, I'd throw $20 at least, your way. And then probably comission you.
I hope you do well at your college.
I can at least do a commission or simply donate, but I'll send more information later.
Please take good care of yourself, good luck to you in college and your expenses, and may your brother rest in peace, he sounded like a great man.
Thank you for helping.
I also hope that you will be able to get the necessary funds for his funeral and your art stuff.
Stay strong Gabu, and I am sure he will give you strength when you need it.
I can't do anything in terms of financial aid. We have zero extra dollars, barely able to afford food. That being said, I can put up a journal. You need to talk to me about college supplies. $1200 is realistic but I'm willing to bet we can cut that into least half, if not more.
Oh, and don't feel bad asking for help. Your situation is worth it.
And thanks. I just hope that I receive some help and that the word spreads...I have been really tired...
*hugs* i know i dont really know you but bucktown posted and i figured the least i could do was leave a comment. I would definitely assist you if i had the funds but alas im in my own trouble from hospital bills and medication. I wish you the best of luck and pray for both you and your brother
And I'm really sorry bro. I give all my best wishes for you, your family, and your brother.
I'll try to pimp you best I can. Also, do you have any flea market / small festivals near you?
You could try going to some and sell your jewelry. Or maybe try going to places where there are old ladies, they LOVE jewelry!
Just pretty much go anywhere you can to pimp yourself.
Steam punk jewelry = big bucks.
If I come into some more money I can buy some myself.
I can't just sell anywhere, without a vendor's license they can take all your items and thats it, I'll lose everything.... *Leans into and sniffles*
I don't have the money to get inventory to make steam punk stuff sadly hons. *Gentl looks to you and leans against*
Thanks..any help will be appreciated sister..
But about the sp stuff, your wire work already resembles it a lot.
Try as much as you can! And like I said try DA.
Even strangers have hearts, man. Even strangers.
My condolences to your lost brother. I am truly sorry for your loss.
Its some craze going about and you should really take advantage of it.
You have my sympathies, sir. I've lost family, friends, and loved ones and time does help. I don't know if you are religious, but I will keep you in my prayers.
Know that your brother is at peace and in a better place.
http://twitter.com/Catso_Kun/status/24639053848
*hugs you again*
I wish I had money to give you, but I'm in a tight spot myself. =/ All I can send are virtual hugs and a virtual ear if you need one.
Hang in there!
Uggh, I hate funeral homes... because how can someone grieving say no to a $900 embalming and a $5000 coffin and whatever other useless services they offer? :I Should be 100 dorra.
Definitely will keep you and your family in my prayers. <3 Good luck.
Thanks.. and I needs it.
I'll try my best to donate and spread the word. Though my own personal cash flow isn't big but I'll see what I can do.
When I get home I"ll try to remember to post a journal for you...I don't have any cash to spare right now because its all going into this little project of mine I know my parents won't help me support entirely >_<....That and I'm low on cash as it is. =(...But like I said, I"ll try to spread the word later when I get home from classes..until then... stay strong Gabu! *Hugs tightly*
*blushes and leans against* Its alright, shit happens *Smiles lightly* But thank you. Any help and including that would be greatly appreciated.. Marfs.
I'll post a link to this in my journal. Hope it helps some...
Thank you hon...I really hope it does. Arfs...
I got the link from JT, and I'd really like to help but I'm in a bit of a low-cash situation myself...whatever it means to you, I'll offer you my condolences. Sorry dude, and good luck with fund raising.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1723366
Im financially fucked as it is as well and Im lucky as hell I got a job a few days ago along with a car
I'll spread the word and see what I can do...
Even though as worthless as I am I cannot do much.
*Points in ur face*
And DONT even say or think Im not worthless because I am. End of discussion.
*Goes and posts a journal out of the goodness of his kind heart and love*
I sucks yeah but Your brother wouldnt want you down he's now your gaurdian and Im sure him and everyone else here are doing their best to help with the money issue! saddly I would love to donate but my card has been cancelled last month, I'll spread the word though see what can be done there ^^
I really hope you feel better soon, dont end up like my friend Dez, he still hasnt gotten over his loss. rite now I bet your brother is kicking "life" in the face for billing you such a harsh # I would too >=/
Things will look bright eventually, for now, you needz hugs and support ^^ *gives a tight hug*
And please do, spreading the word will help me out alot too. Even if its just to show your friends what I can do, I mean I do multiple things. *Arfs*.
Thanks again.
And as for the other end of the stick, could you please help spread the word for this digimon please? *Whimpers*
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1727559/
*Pats back*
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1729239/ <--Helping Spread the Word
Peace man!
-Weasel
May he rest in peace.
I hope the best for you! ^^
*grabs and hugs you*
I'm...really sorry...I ...may he rest in piece
And May I ask who did you lose without opening ...a wound? If not then...I can understand..
I'm sure things will be ok...your a strong digimon and I'm sure you'll pull through
*hugs tightly*
I just realized...I don't use YIM much...heh
*lame joke ;P*
I wish all the best to your future and for a smooth and gentle mending of your heart and mind, I know how hard it is to lose a loved one.
*he opens his arms for a big strong dragon hug* Even though you do not know me, moments like this draw people close in rememberence.
I hope you will get along somehow master <3
also technically being homeless with a low paying job doesnt give me much space to help you as i would much like to.
I'd like to know that we furries protect our own a lot of the time right? but in the mean time i will relay your tail of woe.
*hugs and consoles you nuzzling your neck softly*
hope happiness finds you soon.
Hope this helps. Just let me know if there is anything else I can do.
I hope this also helps. Um... do you think I should change it in any way, or say anything else? >.>
it's a start...
I know what it feels like to lose a brother
And your financial situation is the worst I've heard. It's actually a miracle you managed to start school again.
I'll do what I can to help, but I don't have much money to spare. I'm helping my own family currently.
If anyone donates to gabu here I will draw you gift arts for your actions.
*hugs tenderly, pulling you close* mah poor master!
i really wish that i could commission you, but i am also strapped on money.
sorry to hear your lost
*Tiredly leans into*
I may not know you well but I really hope things work out for you. Everything will be okay at some point for certain, I can tell you that much.
It seems you have quite a bit of support here which is really good, and you can add me to that. I can only hope you manage yourself well as you pull through this. Remember happiness lies trapped in misery~ You seem to have a kind heart and great friends around, so I know you'll be okay.
It's just a matter of time~ And as for the financial things, it makes me mad that organizations and businesses have no sympathy for people who suffer losses like this... I have about $100 on hand that I think I can afford to spare at my expense, but it'll take some time to toss it around to get it to you if I can.
Just hold out as long as you can and it'll be okay. And remember all the people who love you.. it'll help you shine through with happiness.
All I ask is do what you can and iif you could just watch me and spread the word... A lil bit of love that way can go a long way... *Goes back to doing homework and leans into sniffling lightly* x.x
And I never said it's not gonna suck... because life sucks in general. But hey, there is a bright side to everything, however difficult it may be to see. Just try to stay positive~ You can note me with msn if you have it and want to chat sometime
and my YIM is handleslikemagic[at]yahoo.com
I will keep you in my prayers, and I really hope things get better for you.
Wereso sorry, man... <=C
Sierra: *still holds you*
If I can, I'll try my hardest to find some money for you...but I cannot guarantee anything. Dog sitting doesn't pay really well. >.<
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1827915/ - thats my journal made for you :>
Rebel
sry. dno what to say...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2UP86bciVA
Just to try & brighten the mood