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DISASTER
15 years ago
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Kieran_and_Ulric
Your love,is lifting me higher....Than i've ever been lifted before
Kieran_and_UlricYour love,is lifting me higher....Than i've ever been lifted before
*definition of long distance madness found at bottom of journal in this link http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1657899/ *
As i sit here at the lybray on my moms laptop i can barely type thru the tears
Long distance madness* does it again...almost a week after the most wonderfull lovemaking i have ever experianced...heard nothing from nanaki during that time...this made me quite emotional...i went emo and sent a few emotional and bitter messages to him confronting him on the silence and then was dumped for the very reason i had broken up with feathery...to preserve our friendship.
Ironic...when i was dumped i had just gotten in the mail the apartment application that would have made us practically neighbors and increased my contact with him to the point of getting rid of the long distance madness.
I feel so worthless....i wish one of the branches over my tent would break and kill me putting me out of my misery.
I have gone from feeling a sense of belonging, happier and more loved than ever before in my pathetic life....to feeling completely alone and used.
If Pat Benatar if right and love is a battlefield then i have just suffered a near fatele wound...down to half a heart container...i hear the beeping already
I...i...i could really use a hug...or the reaper...right now i dont care which
So keep it it up,quench my desire...and i'll be at your side, forever more
AWESOME ARTISTIC SHOWCASE IS THIS PIC OF CLICK HERE FOR A PIC OF Terra Bradford and Locke Cole(Final Fantasy3/6) in the caves of Narsh
BY
TheJinx
FallenFeathers IS A KIND AND GROOVY ARTIST WHOM YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT AND COMISSION...HE COULD REALLY USE IT RIGHT NOW AND HIS ART IS TOP NOTCH
AWESOME ARTISTIC SHOWCASE IS THIS PIC OF CLICK HERE FOR A PIC OF Terra Bradford and Locke Cole(Final Fantasy3/6) in the caves of Narsh
BY
TheJinx
FallenFeathers IS A KIND AND GROOVY ARTIST WHOM YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT AND COMISSION...HE COULD REALLY USE IT RIGHT NOW AND HIS ART IS TOP NOTCH 
I'm so sorry. Not just that this has happened to you...but because I know that there's nothing I can do to assist you. You're one of the most amazing people I've ever seen, on or off this site. You're kind, generous, and selfless to a fault. And such is the case here, the only time when you're truly angry is when you love too much, if there's such a thing. If there's anything I can do, please tell me. But until I'm able to help in another way, I'll pray and hope with all my heart for your well-being.
But please remember. You aren't a mean or bitter person. You just want what everyone in life deserves: to be happy. And the day will come when you are. And as a firm believer in karma, I know that that time will be soon.
as for that "Day"....i hope your right dude....i dont want to be alone anymore....hurts too dam much
Hippie, sweetheart, this might not be the right time to say it, but I kind of doubt that there could be. You know the old saying; once is a disaster, twice is a coincidence, three times is a pattern. You find something that makes you happy, you confront the person you shared it with, you break it off to preserve the friendship. Is it "long-distance emo," or are you avoiding success? No really, I'm asking you. Could it be that you don't want to start something that you're not sure you can keep up indefinitely?
Please mousie, do this for me. Fill out the apartment application -- and fill it out ASAP -- but in pencil. Ask your cousin to review it with you before you send it in. If he suggests changes, make them before you re-do it in pen. Then send it in. You can't stay in your cousin's field all winter! Right?
But it's so unfair that this keeps happening to you! I hope you can find a place near Mudpaws, it should be good for you both.
Thanks maverick dude....ill be ok....tho it will be a while before i can take to the sky on these wings
*points to my wings which are all brown having witherd and wilted*
thanks dude...just wish it was a real one instead of a cyberhug...real ones feel 3 times as nice
Big bellies make for wonderful hugs and snuggles
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