Just recently for the past hour, I felt one of the hugest energy surges of my life! It was so huge it hurt like it was going burst out of my arms if i wasn't able to contain it. It just came out of nowhere, i was so calm right before it, and then all of a sudden it just shot through me.

It felt so great! I had to growl, struggle, to contain it, it just was so real, like my power was just skyrocketing for that 30 minutes. I really felt awesome, and i felt really dark and it felt like Maru was gaining more and more power. As you know i'm spiritually bonded to Maru, so everything he feels goes right to me as well.

The thing is this is the second time I ever felt this much energy coursing through me so much it could kill me. The last time was MAy 15th 2010. I'll never forget that date as long as i live. And it's Monday, October 25th 2010. And it's very ironic that there were full moons on both dates. It seems to have a very special effect on me and Maru. And it only happens with a certain type of full moon as well.

As far as i've been getting this. It's the May Full Moon and October Full Moon, and if memory serves that's the Hunter's Moon. Wolves themeselves have special names for moons of each month as far as i remember. They react differently to certain moons just like i have less than 30 minutes ago.

If i could voice record my voice in that entire 30 minutes you'd know how real this felt. And i'm being dead serious about this. This truly prooves that I have a certain reaction to the Full Moon, and it prooves how much of a wolf i really am. That the only thing human about me is my outward appearance, and bones, but everything else is well. Unhuman.

This was just an awesome 30 minutes that i had, even if it nearly could have practically kill me. Even though it wouldn't really, but damn it felt like it.