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Surgery...
15 years ago
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Well tomorrow at 11:00am I'll be at surgery. I'm kinda having second thoughts about it though. What if I don't ever wake up? When they put me under what if that is the last time I ever see or hear anything? What if its the last time I see my family? What will happen to my son if I die? These are all questions that keep swimming through my head. Everyone keeps telling me that I'll be ok but I just have this feeling things won't be. I am always so tired that maybe my body will just give out while I am put under...
If anything like that happens I want you all to know that I love you all....yes all of you. Not romantically of course but as friends who I cherish deeply.
Praying nothing bad happens,
Sheba
If anything like that happens I want you all to know that I love you all....yes all of you. Not romantically of course but as friends who I cherish deeply.
Praying nothing bad happens,
Sheba
[huggles!!!]
And, seeing as how it is weighing so heavily on you, maybe it would help to talk with a member of clergy from your faith? (I honestly don't know your beliefs, so this may not apply to you.)