I failed English and Chemistry and have likely lost my financial aid for the next semester. What does that mean? Well coupled with the year and a half without income, the fact I won't be able to pay for classes, and all my other continuous FUCKING problems. I am done. I am at my wits end and can't take a single thing more.

I need 650$ to get just a single class to keep my enrollment status. If I can get that then I'll be able to hold out.

Aside from that I also need a steady income, which I cannot get.

If anyone is paying any attention, please GOD help me get some commissions. I haven't got a single one that is paying at the moment.

I don't know how much more disappointment I can take, not any significant amount, and I have been begging for help for months now.

If I hear one thing about being mellow dramatic from anyone, here is a note, I live on 400$ a month with my mother, father, grandmother, and brother. We wouldn't even have a roof over our heads if it weren't for the fact my grandmother owned her house before our finances fell to ruin.

Dad can't even get a job now because his and mom's credit is so destroyed he has been told he can't work for anyone.