Christmas in Love
15 years ago
Journal Entry I know where I'm gonna be spending this Christmas. :3
Actually, in all seriousness, I'm actually going to be gone for awhile. I'm flying out in a couple of days to spend Christmas on the other side of the country with my Fluff and her family. <3 I can't even begin to describe how excited I am for this! ^^ It's such a sweet thing... it's like getting her back for coming to visit me earlier this year, hehe, but it's gonna be for an even longer time and over a great holiday. :3
So uh, I'll probably make one more journal when that time comes, but I'm probably gonna be gone from this Friday so I can pack and get ready and stuff (I'll be doing plenty of that beforehand, too), and I won't be back until the last week of December. ^^; It's gonna be quite awhile, yeah! That's part of the reason I wanted to get caught up on my message log on FA... x_x; (Which I finally did today, go me!)
We're gonna have a great time together! <3 I'm sure there'll be a lot of fun to be had, plus having an opportunity to meet her family (after she got to meet mine) will be nice as well. We'll be able to go shopping for some Christmas presents together (not spending a lot of money of course XD), play some video games, go all sorts of places, cook together, man, so much more, so much more. X3
Also, I did recently tell Fluff about my account here... She knows what FA is and its implications. I would up writing her a letter explaining all of my thoughts and fears and stuff... It was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do, to be honest. ^^; I'm a very shy, reserved person; no one that I know in person knows about what I draw or even that I'm a writer... I've kept it all to myself for my entire life. :( I prefer it that way, but still, that's why it took a lot of courage on my part, and she's such a huge Pokemon fan that I wasn't sure how it would go. ^^;
She didn't say anything for quite awhile, leading me to kinda worry and stuff... I mean, you know, she was still being extremely nice and friendly as ever rather than the "WE NEED TO TALK" (which I guess would have been good or bad now that I think of it lol) I feared. But she did say she thought my digital art was very cute and I've gotten good at it, plus she said it "didn't change anything," so I'll keep those words at heart. :3 FA doesn't show porn or anything if you're not logged in, but I didn't really try to hide the fact that I do that sorta stuff in my art and writing, so at least she hopefully accepts that about me. ^^;
Even though she sorta knows now, I'm not going to be signing onto FA while I'm spending the holidays with her. It'll be simpler that way. I want to focus all of my attention on her during this time because she's so important to me and I'm sure you guys will all be just fine. ^^;
I'll miss you all, though! I hope you have a good time and a Merry Christmas without me! ^^ (Or Happy ___insert holiday you celebrate here___ to you instead XD) I might do Christmas-y things when I get back, since it's too early and I'm out of time to really do anything, although I don't know if I'll have the stamina to draw stuff for literally everyone. ^^;
I will see if I can at least do some art for the four short stories I have on queue and upload those before I go, now that I have my whole tablet situation mostly figured out. Mostly. Then you'll at least have some stuff you can read in the meanwhile. ^^;
Alright well that's all I'm gonna say for now. Like I said, I'll probably leave one last "I'm gone" journal before I hit the big ol' Log Out button for a few weeks. XD
Actually, in all seriousness, I'm actually going to be gone for awhile. I'm flying out in a couple of days to spend Christmas on the other side of the country with my Fluff and her family. <3 I can't even begin to describe how excited I am for this! ^^ It's such a sweet thing... it's like getting her back for coming to visit me earlier this year, hehe, but it's gonna be for an even longer time and over a great holiday. :3
So uh, I'll probably make one more journal when that time comes, but I'm probably gonna be gone from this Friday so I can pack and get ready and stuff (I'll be doing plenty of that beforehand, too), and I won't be back until the last week of December. ^^; It's gonna be quite awhile, yeah! That's part of the reason I wanted to get caught up on my message log on FA... x_x; (Which I finally did today, go me!)
We're gonna have a great time together! <3 I'm sure there'll be a lot of fun to be had, plus having an opportunity to meet her family (after she got to meet mine) will be nice as well. We'll be able to go shopping for some Christmas presents together (not spending a lot of money of course XD), play some video games, go all sorts of places, cook together, man, so much more, so much more. X3
Also, I did recently tell Fluff about my account here... She knows what FA is and its implications. I would up writing her a letter explaining all of my thoughts and fears and stuff... It was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do, to be honest. ^^; I'm a very shy, reserved person; no one that I know in person knows about what I draw or even that I'm a writer... I've kept it all to myself for my entire life. :( I prefer it that way, but still, that's why it took a lot of courage on my part, and she's such a huge Pokemon fan that I wasn't sure how it would go. ^^;
She didn't say anything for quite awhile, leading me to kinda worry and stuff... I mean, you know, she was still being extremely nice and friendly as ever rather than the "WE NEED TO TALK" (which I guess would have been good or bad now that I think of it lol) I feared. But she did say she thought my digital art was very cute and I've gotten good at it, plus she said it "didn't change anything," so I'll keep those words at heart. :3 FA doesn't show porn or anything if you're not logged in, but I didn't really try to hide the fact that I do that sorta stuff in my art and writing, so at least she hopefully accepts that about me. ^^;
Even though she sorta knows now, I'm not going to be signing onto FA while I'm spending the holidays with her. It'll be simpler that way. I want to focus all of my attention on her during this time because she's so important to me and I'm sure you guys will all be just fine. ^^;
I'll miss you all, though! I hope you have a good time and a Merry Christmas without me! ^^ (Or Happy ___insert holiday you celebrate here___ to you instead XD) I might do Christmas-y things when I get back, since it's too early and I'm out of time to really do anything, although I don't know if I'll have the stamina to draw stuff for literally everyone. ^^;
I will see if I can at least do some art for the four short stories I have on queue and upload those before I go, now that I have my whole tablet situation mostly figured out. Mostly. Then you'll at least have some stuff you can read in the meanwhile. ^^;
Alright well that's all I'm gonna say for now. Like I said, I'll probably leave one last "I'm gone" journal before I hit the big ol' Log Out button for a few weeks. XD
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(I also totally never realized that that icon is supposed to be coffee...! That makes it all the more awesome! XD)
Hope everything goes along smoothly - not that I doubt they will.
Merry christmas to you, Zeph. =3
I also hope you have a good holiday :3
And thanks! Likewise back at 'cha!
But that sounds really great! I'm happy for you and glad that it went well for your family and boyfriend! It can definitely be a little challenging, but the thing with family is that they're family no matter what, so they might as well try to be as supportive and understanding of the bigger picture rather than their own ideals.
Hope you'll be able to spend some time with both your boyfriend and your family over the Christmas season as well! ^^
Also:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0saoRPsuaMc
Your Title is exactly (IMO) the same as the title of this song~
Merry Christmas to you, too! :3
I'm hoping to see some pretty sexy stories when I return, too, tsk tsk~
I might be halfway through the second one when you get back, who knows!
Thank you, though! Hope things go well for you, too, and have a happy holiday season! ^^
You take care while you are away and have a wonderful time. *nod*
I'll miss you, so be safe, hehe.
I know I'll be missing ya a lot, but I also know I wouldn't be there if it weren't for all of the support you've given over the past few years, so thank you for all of that! ^^ Take care and Merry Christmas! :3
Aw, it's the least I could do, though I'm always happy I could help! I know already said it, but you too!