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Betrayal... Just something I have to say. (VENT)
15 years ago
*tightly grips a pencil and keeps myself from jabbing it into his eyes*
>:0
So.. as it turns out, I've been betrayed by someone who is *said tightly* verrry clllossse too mee... *pushes pencil into desk harder*.
I wanted to believe he was different, but as it turns out he was like any other man.. I knew it would end like this. If any of you have ever read Hurston's "Their Eyes Were Watching God", you might understand what I'm talking about... that book freaked me out, because the main thing the author was trying to get across mimicked my relationship with HIM so perfectly, it was scary...
And now I understand that that actually IS how men's dreams work.. >_<..
I wrote this piece this morning after I found out from another close friend.....
Betrayal - 2010/2011.
Kira_animerawr
"I see you, you see me.
we tried to be things you allways wanted to be.
We made promises, and we saved eachother from our own darkness.
Too bad, you were the weak link all along.
I depended on you to be strong- to be a man,
but you can't do any more than I can.
I loved you, you loved me.
Too bad it was never ment to be.
You obviously can't see how much you hurt me,
but you know what pisses me off the most??
You allways said you would never leave me,
YOU allways worried about me breaking apart from you,
But, in the end, YOU were the one to break it off..
YOU were the one who hurt ME.
And you know what? I can't stand you anymore..
Even if you say your sorry for betraying me, I can't forgive you..
Damn these human emotions, the sense that I had depended on you..
Betrayal is brought on my my own stupid human tendencies...
But it's STILL YOUR fault!"
Congradulations for lying and hurting me.. the worst part is you told all your friends, but never asked me if it was ok. And I know you don't really get on furaffinity anymore, and that you probably wont see this.. but I just wanted to let you know that you hurt me more that you could ever know. But as I say, I'm done with you if that's really the way you want to be..
I would have been ok with it if you had atleast asked me, or told me what was up.. but then you'd use me as the excuse, and say I never wanted to talk.... well you know what? F you.
... I really.. did.. love you.
we left of at the part where she had to kill tea cake :c
and im sorry about what ever happened u.u
want a hug? :c
*hugs* thanks.
...im like the only white person in the whole class~ but i tell them im a coon, so its all good~
We are reading it for my PreAP English 2 class..
i in L level, and i like to lay on the floor and text during class :3
but the teacher dont like it tho :o
*hugs*
What a douche.
*climbs on your back and pouts* He's honestly an idiot for not seeing how awesome you are!
And HE'S the one who ultimately is gunna miss out on having an amazing lover, he's going to die old and alone while you have alllllll you friends! >:T
"Males are natural born self-centered assholes." :P
But seriously, it's the kinds of people who could care less about how they affect the feelings of another person - especially someone they may have felt any moreso INTIMATE with - that I loathe in the highest regard. I'd barely even want to convey such a personality in my writing (even though I REALLY, REALLY DID just three days ago lol...).
I hope things become better for you later on.
u must be about ready to kill the bastard, am i right? if u ever wanna talk, this wolf will always lend an ear. *hands u an ice-cold Monster* i may not know u that well, but i can always tell when a furiend needs cheering up. i'm here for ya, no matter what.
lol, sure, is it a club here on FA? :3
It would be an honor to have you as one of our own.
Welcome to the ISW, Pack-Sister.
(P.S.: Brought ya something *hands you a gallon jug of chocolate milk* Enjoy!)
^^ so you guys don't have a page or anything on FA?