I know so many people on here, and fortunately this is a place I can let some grief vent off without my entire local personal life finding out. I had a great job, it was awesome working as a part of a team, and when our lab went live, the whole team system dissolved and I was on my own. I'm not proud of myself under these circumstances, I made mistakes, and it was difficult to get help when there was none to be had. So I was compared to my co-worker who has 25 years of experience, and truth be told I don't have enough experience to be working completely on my own isolated from any sort of teamwork that could and probably should be there. I'm completely green from school, and as my sister put it. "if I was expected to run my own audiology clinic straight from my doctorate, I'd be fucked. Plain and simple, I'd be fucked." I love my sister and I know she's going to be an amazing audiologist some day like I will be an amazing lab scientist some day. But right now I'm living off what little I have saved to cover my tuition loans for a little while.

So yeah... I've got more time for art at the moment until I get a hit back on the applications I'll send out daily. Here's the journal leave requests there: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2050655/

I'm still open to donations to the porn request fund. If I hit $80 in donations, the highest donor will get a commission from me. It could mean if 80 people give me a dollar, the person that donated $5 will get a full commission. I'm talking at least $80 worth of a commission and time of whatever you want.

Please pass this around and keep me busy, it's easy for me to get sad and down, I just want to make art for free or for work I'm not particular at the moment, I just want to be busy. My paypal is jjtschampa[at]gmail.com please let me know who you are if you donate, I want to be sure to thank you personally if you want me to.