Heya... I know i don't share a lot of personal things on here...

but a big part of my life changed recently...
on Friday afternoon my mom Passed away.
she was terminally ill and has been battling Cancer for a long time.

I feel really bad because i feel like things could have been different,
and i feel like a big fuck up.

So anyway i woke up today with tears in my eyes because its mother's day
its never meant anything to me before... but now it does...
Everyone should wish their mother a heartfelt happy mother's day because
you never know when they are gonna go...

Now here's the difficult part;

My mom Has been terminated from her job after taking leave for 6+ months, (because of being too sick to work) even while sick with cancer
and under going chemo, she went to work (pretty fucking hardcore) but
when she missed too much work they cut her loose along with her health
insurance/life insurance.

so she had been paying out of pocket (cobra <-- wiki that one for a good laugh) for health care costs. Dissability on average takes a year to kick in from
OFFICIAL Termination.
so long story short her entire life savings was Depleted, as you can imagine
paying everything upfront out of pocket and getting minimally reiumbursed.

she has no money left to fulfill her Dying wish, which was to be burried.
I CANNOT fuck this up, cremation is not an option. so i'm determined to make
this happen.

Anyone that knows me, knows i'm not the Type of Fur that shit happens to all the time.
whats going on in your life, man, something is always goin on in his life...

thats not me....

anyone who knows me for real, knows i've NEVER asked for money.
EVER....

well to pull this thing together i'm going to need an additional $2,000
which i am short. keep in mind i've been busting my ass to get the bottom
line from these funeral directors and cemetary lots and its an uphill battle.

i'm financing everything myself so i'm on the hook, but i realistcially cannot
afford to take a hit like that.

If people would be able to send money Via Pay Pal to:

(CLOSED - no longer Accepting donations as 100% has been raised as of June 9th with an anonymous donation of $500) (*edit) it would be a great help and i'd much appreciate it.

i'm not asking alot, if you could just give between $10 ~ $25
if 80 people donate then i would be in the clear and we can make this happen.

thank you so so so much, and wish me luck in the coming days, i gotta lotta shit to wade through.

Love you guys,

-Brine

(*edit: my brother was kind enough to accept donations on my behalf, i now have my own pay pal set up.) (edit: no longer accepting donations, thanks so much to those who expressed condolences, and those who've helped chip in, its really went a long way to help me and my family )