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14 years ago
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So an update that may impact with my life. This september I will be moving to a different house. Away from the memorable memories D: The School I go to, The Friends I made, all the school doodles I ever did while I'm not paying attention... I mean when Im bored . There's a good side and a downside to the aftermath.
One, I can start anew with my habits.
Two, What I have said above :U
Lately My mother just ranted at my face of how I always show attitude whenever it is unnecessary, and when people are present. I just couldn't help myself whenever something else is going on. It's because I am very worried about what else is happening, but it's too great to explain it right now. I litterally trashed my whole room right after the argument, I almost broke my Tablet, Thank Gawd i didn't o.o
Im just agitated and panicked of how the world is changing, and how people may have become scarred for life. I also need to learn how to care for myself most of the time, At least that's what one of my friends told me.
Another update on my psychiatry sessions. I may have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder). I kinda doubt it, It's not a big deal, I just have to deal with the consequences of how people react to me. *shrugs* Im also on the verge to take Anti-Depressants.
So I hope you guys are feeling good, or at least fair enough. Ill let you guys know when the exact date is for when me and my family move okie dokie? ;D
Jarg~
One, I can start anew with my habits.
Two, What I have said above :U
Lately My mother just ranted at my face of how I always show attitude whenever it is unnecessary, and when people are present. I just couldn't help myself whenever something else is going on. It's because I am very worried about what else is happening, but it's too great to explain it right now. I litterally trashed my whole room right after the argument, I almost broke my Tablet, Thank Gawd i didn't o.o
Im just agitated and panicked of how the world is changing, and how people may have become scarred for life. I also need to learn how to care for myself most of the time, At least that's what one of my friends told me.
Another update on my psychiatry sessions. I may have OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder). I kinda doubt it, It's not a big deal, I just have to deal with the consequences of how people react to me. *shrugs* Im also on the verge to take Anti-Depressants.
So I hope you guys are feeling good, or at least fair enough. Ill let you guys know when the exact date is for when me and my family move okie dokie? ;D
Jarg~
My parents actually thought I had ADHD last year. Turns out it was just bullies, but the teachers kept insisting that I take medication.
Did I? F*** no.
Moves are tough, you'll go through similar upheaval when you transition to college. (I have a hard time with forming friendships and social interactions, which makes it even more frustrating when it comes to finding common ground, most of my meatspace friendships are academic/professional, the most recent person I was really friends with was Borusa.) Then again, rebooting might be a good thing, you could get lucky.
Don't fret too much about the antidepressants, clinical depression isn't all that uncommon, I've ended up on them on a few occasions for a couple months at a time. Sometimes, cognitive therapy alone just isn't enough and you need pharmaceutical help. I wouldn't view this as a failure on your part, you've put an honest effort into trying to think your way around the issues you're experiencing, but you need more help.
I've been struggling with intermittent explosive disorder too. My only option right now is to be really disaffected about what I view as the source of my problems, although it's tough trying to get the right level of disconnection while still putting effort into the job.
OCD. Yeah, I know what it's like on the mild end too. It's kind of frustraing to be a slave to loop structures you don't really have control over, but hey, if it's not too severe you can work with it and turn it to your advantage. In my case, the painstaking attention to detail means that I'd make a good test engineer or electronics technician.