There's always time to find new dreams. The first two decades of our life are generally spent wasted and wandering, learning and trying to make our way. Everybody has dreams, and it's never to late to start new ones. Sometimes we follow our dreams and don't like what we find (in my case). Giving up isn't an option, but trying to find a new goal and a new aim... a new place to move forward to.

Well, I still haven't figured out how to turn into a winged lion. But I think people would miss me :)

I tried to lay down and die once. Very nearly succeeded.

But, I realized I still had at least one dream to accomplish even though I was crushed, and that someone wanted/needed me, so I started breathing again.

I suppose one should seek new dreams if there are truly none left though. If only for the entertainment of seeing how it all works out.

I've been there, a few times now.. I find it gets easier to let go each time. The last time I woke up and had to prepare myself for the inevitable disappointment of my life.

for what it's worth, I miss you :)

It is good to know you are still about!

Still in Illinois?

Yep, I feel trapped here.. But I did just get a preliminary offer for a job that would pay me enough to buy a car and move. There is hope yet!

Hope you get that jorb! :)

Move to Iowa! For my amusement. :^ hehe. Actually, best decision I've ever made, Iowa..

Nah, not iowa.. But Seattle is appealing.. maybe oregon. :)

I have always heard Seattle is a nice place to live.

it's a beautiful town, but mostly I'd be chasing a beautiful boy