I don't know the answer to that question honestly. I thought I did at one point but now I am not so sure. I listed people on FA that I thought were friends because they lent a kind ear to me when I needed to talk with someone.

I since realized I was just beige selfish and misguiding myself; they were simply being nice because they are nice people. Not one time did anyone of them call me friend directly in any conversation I can recall. Nor have any of them actually reached out to me on their own, only responding to me.

I wish I had friends. Some people to talk with and have fun times with online and offline. People who actually try to hold a conversation with you rather than give one liner responses that are vague and easily able to respond to well.

I have tried to make friends but I just seem to alienate apple more than draw in when I am feeling social. I am kinda ashamed to admit I have my best social interactions online leading into an RP or during an (E)RP encounter on IM or WoW.

I see people have their status set as an away so I respect that and leave people be. Though if someone is being distant every time I say hello and I ask if something is wrongwith and they deny it, I feel like I am being lied to. If there is one thing I hate the most in the World more than anything else, it is being lied to. I do not lie to you, Id expect the same, even if it hurts my feelings.

I guess I have no friends, so that field will remain blank until I actually feel someone sees me as a friend, as I don't want to be a burden or creepy person misinterpreting things.

TL;DR - GO BACK AND READ THE WHOLE THING YOU LAZY SACK OF SHIT OR GTFO.