I just want to thank you all for your care and love and support.



I don't listen to you guys enough. I realize that many of you here appreciate me and care about me, and I thank you for that. For all the questions I ask about what people like here on my page and all, I've recieved many comments of that nature already, and from several people. I remember your commendations. Sometimes I go through my old journals and look at the old comments I've recieved.



It's not that I forget people's respect and concern shown to me.

It's that I usually have low self-esteem.



So when many people like or love what I do (or me ), I usually ask for several opinions in the future because I'm not usually confident in my own ability. I was always like this growing up, and I should've grown out of it by now.

I know WHO has shown me appreciation and general concern. I don't forget a friend, and I try my best not to forget an aquaintance. FA's coding doesn't have enough "iconusername" slots for me to post up EVERYONE'S name here, but I could mention a few names anyway.



Out of all the assholes on the forums here,  12-string and  fleabeast showed themselves as friendly to me. I haven't forgotten their genuine care shown (even though I haven't talked to fleabeast much). They're a huge part of why I felt confident enough to keep posting here.

 kiyofox commented me on my very first submission, and I appreciated his commendation. It really made me feel welcome here.

 yinepu has communicated with me several times in the past year, and I appreciated her kindness when I was only just starting out here on FA. I made a huge deal out of how many watchers I had back then, being a newcomer and all.

I don't have words for how much  thevesselandtheshades has made me feel like a welcome addition to FA's various artists. He is an excellent RPer, and a wonderful friend. I don't communicate with him enough to merit his friendship, but he continues to be a source of support and welcome conversation.

 systematicweasel has commented me in an old journal out of respect for the kind of person I am, and I thank him.

 realitybites continues to speak with me on matters that concern me, and although he doesn't always agree with me 100% he still remains a good friend to communicate with nonetheless. I thank him for his support.

 byakuraitora remains as a close friend - a brother, even - whenever 12-String isn't around to talk to. I don't often give him as much respect as a hard working person like him deserves, but beyond how I talk to him and what I mention to him, I love him like a brother also, and I really care about him being that he and I have faced many similar hardships in life.



There are many others here who also continue to communicate with me, and I thank them all for their support. Honestly, without the notice I've recieved from other users here, I don't know what I would do. It just feels much, much better that I have many people to speak to and relate to, because if nothing else, I appreciate the time they put into putting up with my antics. I can be a real asshole sometimes, but I never mean to demean or devalue my friends.



Thank you all for caring about an uninformed, ignorant furry like me. It means very, very much to me...