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14 years ago
From the beak of Serif and his human core:
Hey everyone.
So, I've come to the point that every time I put pencil to paper, I get so angry at what I draw and my thoughts about it that I'm about to throw the sketch book out the window. SO! That being in the air...
I will no longer be drawing. I have a few trades and one commission to finish. They WILL be done and WILL be posted here. Otherwise, that's it.
No more.
This account will not be uploading any more art apart from that mentioned above. I'm done hating myself over something as stupid as a few lines on paper. For everyone that'll tell me not to give up... I've tried for years, and there has been zero improvement. I can't get better if I don't like what I'm doing. Art is supposed to be fun, and enjoyable... not make you hate yourself every day. If something isn't fun and enjoyable, why do it?
However, I will be checking this account every few days to read journals and see what everyone's uploading. I still want to follow you guys!
I will be moving to
SerifBalehawk. There, I'll be uploading any commissions that people allow me to upload, and a refsheet or two that is from the past/might commission one day. Everything else that'll be on that account will be writing. I am a writer, that is what brings me joy. That is the art I will be offering.
I also will have my fabric works at
muddledesigns, though I'm really behind on updating that account. There you'll be able to find my ponies and my jackets and such. When I get around to updating it, of course.
So yes, find me on SerifBalehawk and MuddleDesigns as I won't be uploading anything here anymore. I WILL CHECK THIS ACCOUNT THOUGH! So if you need to contact me, or are afraid that I won't be seeing your new uploads, don't worry. I'll be here, just not touching the drawing world anymore. Sorry.
So, I've come to the point that every time I put pencil to paper, I get so angry at what I draw and my thoughts about it that I'm about to throw the sketch book out the window. SO! That being in the air...
I will no longer be drawing. I have a few trades and one commission to finish. They WILL be done and WILL be posted here. Otherwise, that's it.
No more.
This account will not be uploading any more art apart from that mentioned above. I'm done hating myself over something as stupid as a few lines on paper. For everyone that'll tell me not to give up... I've tried for years, and there has been zero improvement. I can't get better if I don't like what I'm doing. Art is supposed to be fun, and enjoyable... not make you hate yourself every day. If something isn't fun and enjoyable, why do it?
However, I will be checking this account every few days to read journals and see what everyone's uploading. I still want to follow you guys!
I will be moving to
SerifBalehawk. There, I'll be uploading any commissions that people allow me to upload, and a refsheet or two that is from the past/might commission one day. Everything else that'll be on that account will be writing. I am a writer, that is what brings me joy. That is the art I will be offering.I also will have my fabric works at
muddledesigns, though I'm really behind on updating that account. There you'll be able to find my ponies and my jackets and such. When I get around to updating it, of course. So yes, find me on
SerifBalehawk and MuddleDesigns as I won't be uploading anything here anymore. I WILL CHECK THIS ACCOUNT THOUGH! So if you need to contact me, or are afraid that I won't be seeing your new uploads, don't worry. I'll be here, just not touching the drawing world anymore. Sorry.
Do what you love, and love what you do.
At least we each have something we can still do and enjoy that lets out the creative flow. :3
If it'd be easier on you, you can just consider Serif goat a gift piece, and don't worry about doing anything for me <3 I would absolutely hate to see you force yourself to do it when drawing isn't your thing anymore, it's understandable and forcing yourself will only make it worse. I'm totally okay with it, I wouldn't suggest it if I wasn't.
:)
But thank you for the offer. That's extremely kind of you.
I see the link in the old journal is dead, and I honestly have no idea what character I gave you, so I'll just link you to my current 'sona, to make it easier. Here you go http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5382762/