So last night I almost had some kind of break down. I felt like this giant pile of angst or something. I had spent the entire day doing absolutly nothing other than eating all the food in the house. I've been seriously thinking about frying myself. So after going on a tirade of facebook about the negative effects of "daylight saving time" (because it really is a stupid fucking concept! You cant just move time and make a 25 hour day and then act like you've altered time and everythings now an hour before is used to be, thats not how the clock works! this shit causes depression, confusion and car crashes! look it up!) I ranted about what I'm gonna do to myself if i cant fix my id problem. You see, the government of ontario is a little nazi loving homophobic racist misogynist so they gave everyone in the entire fucking world EXCEPT ME new health cards with photos on them and left me with their ugly fucking orange one that looks like it was printed in 1949 and probably doesnt even work because thats what socialism is REALLY LIKE. I tried to make them replace it with the new one but they were like NOOOOOOOOO </fucking darthvader> because they have to ask me to get one before i can get one. so ppl tell me to go to the hospital and get them to tell me to get one but, i'm not just gonna walk into a hospital and be like, HAY FIX MY CARD PROBLEm. Like first of all theyre gonna thing i'm annoying and disruptive, then they're gonna berate me. I don't wann go into a hospital thats where sick people are, I'm gonna go in there and come out with the same ficking problem +SARS. So i decided to try it once, several months ago, and after walking clear across town to get there i went into the emergency room and it was full of people and half of them were kids and their all looking at me and i know for sure theyre all little trailer trash hicks thinking homophobic shit like "maybe he lost the banana" so i left. Now i wanna go to a certain convention that will require me to have some kind of photo id and theres nothing i can do short of getting my license and I'm thinking 'hay, I havent done it in the last six years why start now?' so at that point i went to bed.