I just spent the whole day trying to diagnose the computer's problem. Still no success. It's looking like it boils down to a reformatting of the main drive and starting fresh so I'm in safe mode with networking as I type this, backing up important stuff, and trying a couple last ditch efforts that I don't feel much like elaborating on right now. I've been overworked and stressed for weeks straight and I don't need any of this right now, let along a detailed telling of it all. That only makes it worse and my health is already suspect.

Long story short, I have $150 to make by tomorrow and no way to even attempt to come close. I've been grinding away at commission work and recently putting it all to the side to blitz for the rest of the rent since my pace has suffered so much I can't keep up with my own workflow anymore (doesn't stop me from trying either).

So here I am, again, being the worthless artist I am, begging for more help because I can't make ends meet no matter what I try and how diligent I remain. I'm willing to work for my money but when my work tools are fubar, what does that leave me? Nothing.

I'm not really up to even typing this phrase anymore, but if anyone wants to help me, my paypal is Ishiga.san[at]gmail.com

I'll try my best to do something to earn your aid but... *shrugs* I don't know anymore.