a horrible tragedy
13 years ago
My wife
lokiblackfang died tonight. She was in a car accident. There was a headfirst collision with a tow truck around 2 o'clock this afternoon. I'm in shock. I haven't stopped crying since I found out. I don't know what to do. The second part is...
ponybird was in that car as well. He was the driver. He died as well... we were supposed to move into a new place today. So now I am homeless and jobless and I have lost my mate and a close friend in a tragic accident. I don't know what to do. I still love her... I wish I had been with her. I hope she will rest in piece. I will love you forever
lokiblackfang and
ponybird
lokiblackfang died tonight. She was in a car accident. There was a headfirst collision with a tow truck around 2 o'clock this afternoon. I'm in shock. I haven't stopped crying since I found out. I don't know what to do. The second part is...
ponybird was in that car as well. He was the driver. He died as well... we were supposed to move into a new place today. So now I am homeless and jobless and I have lost my mate and a close friend in a tragic accident. I don't know what to do. I still love her... I wish I had been with her. I hope she will rest in piece. I will love you forever
lokiblackfang and
ponybird
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I knew you and Loki were both very well connected. This makes me sad, I don't know. Mind if I draw for you? (Free of charge)
I'll get on it now.
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And I shall make a journal
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*hug*
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My deepest condolences...
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Don't feel bad to ask for help in this time, I can't imagine what you're feeling right now.
Piss in his eye
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May they rest in peace.
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I'm so very sorry for your loss. Even though I don't know you, and I didn't really know the two who passed away, I'm still tearing up. I hate the idea of loss/death, and I can't imagine what you're going through right now...
Sending white light for you.
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if you need some 1 to talk to please dont think other wise to come see me ok
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I hope there is a light for you somewhere.
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I know you don't know me, but I do care and I hope you pull through this.
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*Hugs*
i really hope everything works out.
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Loki and Vex didn't deserve that ending...
i was in a very similar accident almost 2 years ago when my jeep collided with a semi. I was lucky enough to have survived. *hugs* I myself felt no pain at all. I can only hope it was the same for them, and you can find some comfort in that.
I know you do not know who I am, but if you need someone to talk to who has been through a horrible accident and can maybe help answer any questions you may have about what happens during such.. feel free to contact me.
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I will lite a candle for them, as well for you and Serpy.
May the warm healing white light surround you in your time of sorrow.
She loved you, and she always will.
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this is sucha punch to the gut to me....
I hope you're doing ok
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May they rest in peace.
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R.I.P. Loki and Pony...
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My heart and thoughts are with you.
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if you want to chat hit me up with notes for IMs if you have any...
May your friend and Loki rest in piece. *bows head and offers 2 roses*
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Why so soon...
I'm very sorry for your loss.
I know what it means to have your loved ones ripped away from your embrace... and you were helpless to do a damn thing about it.
I lost a friend many years ago in the same manner.
I know it's not my place to ask... but please... keep living... keep fighting.
I'm very sure you're loved ones would want that from you.
May your loved ones rest in peace my friend.
*bows to you*
again, i'm sorry for your loss.
coony
You have my condolences
it could take a month or two but... well, would it be fine with you and
I'm so sorry to hear what happened... IT comes to show how fragile life is most of the time... IF you need to talk to someone, I'd be happy to help, but granted, I don't know if I could be of any help.
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I am here for you, and my thoughts and prayers go out to you in this unbelievably horrific time. There are so many people in total shock over this horrible tragedy right now, and we're all here for you.
Fake it till you make it. Live for her, not without her. This is terrible, but you will make it.
"Hugs you"
Im so sorry for your loss.
All that's left for me to say is that I hope everything will work out for you. You're still young like they were, hopefully have a full life ahead, and I just hope the other situations work themselves out, particularly finding a place to go. Again, I'm sorry all of this happened to you at once, even if I'm merely a stranger. Best of luck to you trying to recover from something this huge.
I will spread the word in hopes someone can help your time in need.
I'll link to this on my account. I can't help, but maybe I can spread the word some.
I'm terribly sorry for your loss. I hope that you are able to find some sort of peace in the midst of this disaster.
Being Australian I can't help you with a place to live, but I know the Aussie dollar goes pretty far over there ATM, so if you ever need ANYTHING don't be afraid to ask.
And to see so many furs who didn't even know these people still pay their respects is absolutely amazing.
I really do hope things will get good soon, I really do. I'm sure they will want you to keep on living your own life to its fullest extent, I'd say live it for yourself and for them.
If you ever need someone to chat too, or to ask anything, go right ahead.
Helping people is the biggest thing in life that brings me joy~
R.I.P- Loki and pony.
This is exactly why I will only select a mate based on a criteria they become independent with a job which will be able to pay the bills if anything should happen to me.
It's touching that he has a "criteria" that favors the well being of his mate should something unfortunate happen to him, but there's one flaw...
What could it be... OH. LOVE.
He pretty much just called this guy's dead wife a moron for selecting a jobless man. Classy.
I'm not calling anyone a moron, if anything the incident shows how unprepared people can be in case of such accidents.
I know I'd be pretty much screwed if anything happened to my husband, so I feel for the guy.
But aside from sex, business, and tax reasons, my husband fell in love with me. I mean, my only income is my art. That won't pay rent.
I don't know these people, but I'm guessing love was indeed the reason they were together "for better or worse" and all that.
Most people don't find love like that, so making a "criteria" just seems to take the spontaneity out of romance.
Anyways, we are being rude. Let's take this outside
Also, just to make sure you know, if I really want to interest people I just tell them I make 100k a year and they do line up. I've looks and money, in this economy(or with any planned relationship) people tend to look for security and stability. I know some people merely get together based on chemistry, there isn't anything wrong with such relationships, it's their decision. My criteria is based on a prospective mate getting together, with a long term plan on being independent. I know several, have dated several, most of which have become friends since not everyone gets the same feelings of obligation.
I do however have a sense of, "well I didn't see that coming!(sarcasm)," when I see events like this happen. Though again, people should obtain accidental death coverage, most people do not have this very beneficial coverage.
Ohyes, what a winner~~
Right, because the first thing anyone needs to do to attract people is tell to make sure to casually mention their income.
Oh right, I forgot that's really your only redeeming quality to people. Money.
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Trolling aside, this is a tragic incident. My thoughts go out to the lovers, this hits close to home for me because I'd be in a similar state, and situation, if my husband passed suddenly.
maybe you have prostitutes at your door? but hot bitches, fuck no.
ps: your icon should be replaced with the foreveralone.jpg
/end high rant
Stooping to name calling... Stay classy
Again. My Condolences.
You are vile scum. This isn't an insult or ad hominem, just truth. Whatever your marital values, that was unsympathetic, cold and unnecessary. I hope you are faced with the same lack of respect you give in your life. Fuck.
This is NOT the kind of thing you say to someone who has lost the love of his life in a horrific tragedy. You keep it to your DAMNED self. Or if it's something you so VERY much need to say, say it among YOUR circle of friends--not to the grieving husband.
Learn some FUCKING tact, sir, HOLY god-damn christ.
The one song that I think about whenever I hear of a persons loss is 'Lonely Lullaby' by owl city.
I think the lyrics fit well with how you are feeling Kaza <3
Don't be afraid to reach out to your fellow furs, Kazanori. We will try to help with the emptyness you feel inside. Just know you have friends and strangers alike willing to help out.
Try to keep your chin up, you're not alone, never will be. *hugs*
You could offer to mail a check, however.
Its not easy losing loved ones...especially those close to your hearts. I can only hope that in the midst of the tragedy, that a glimmer of peace for you and hopeful hope that a glimmer of good will come out of everything. As odd as that last part may sound, the words, "I'm sorry..." can't express enough of what has happened. My prayers are with you and the others affected by this sad passing.
*hugs* I wish you the best with all that's going on...stay strong
If you ever need a fur to talk to, I'm here to support you.
*hugs*
Stay strong my friend..
I first heard about this when I saw your message to me through Gmail. This ... this is very chilling. I used to speak with Loki FA a few years back, when I was still with WYS. She was a fun person with an awesome quirky sense of humor. She'll be VERY sorely missed. =<
I hope they all cheer you up.
Take all the time you need as it will take a long time.
I heard the news yesterday and kept composer about hearing it but today I am feeling sad about this.
I think it had to do with I hope they were alright. >.<
Like I said before though I am here for you.
I can send you a few bucks, but not a lot... just tell me a paypal to send it to or something.
May dragon wings guide Liko to a place of wonder and dreams.
May the dragons heart beat strong within you and bring you power and hope in this dark place.
R.I.P.
We are all here for you if you need us *hugs tight*
Please ignore that jerk who doesn't understand this is not the place nor time to voice one's stupid opinions. Do not allow it to get to you.
It is always painful when you loose someone that is dearly close to you but I hope you feel that even in the afterlife, your mate still loves you and will still be right next to you, even if not in the realm of the living.
Surely, it won't be something you'll recover from quickly, but just know the community's here for 'ya.
Best wishes and luck to you.
:: tight hug ::
*hugs and holds you* im so sorry Kaza.
ItÂŽs horrible what happned *hugs*
My condolences
I hope you can draw strength from that so many people here want to give you support.
I said a little prayer for you tonight, to give you the strength that you need to pick up the pieces..
It is now that I wish we lived closer, that we didn't not live oceans apart, so that we could pay our respects, be a shoulder for you to cry on physically, be there for you and for Serpy.
Our condolences, our prayers, our thoughts, our hugs (however virtual) go with you and Serpy across the distance. My only regret is that we cannot be there for you, for Serpy, but know there are two Aussie furs with you, with Serpy, in their prayers and thoughts.
*hugs tight*
~
I'll keep you in my heart and hope things get better for you soon, though I know nothing will remove the pain you feel completely... I hope you at least have less worries soon.
If you would like, I do some painting. I could make a painting in memory of Loki. Just tell me what you want and I'll paint it.
You don't know me but i am really, really sorry to hear of your great loss that you will have to endure......
It must of felt great that you found the girl of your dreams and you married her....but now u lost her, u must feel so lost, so sad and depressed, i wish i could help you feel better...i know how you would feel if this happened to me....it's not rocket science to imagen things like this and i can....
My condolences on behalf of all UK furries...i'm sure...
Arbuzan Rakiri.
Vex was such an amazing friend to me
And Loki was always so kind hearted when we spoke. She never had anything bad to say with me.
I'm so sorry.
Please take care, and know you have a lot of people here for you who are willing to help you out any way they can.
I grew up with my dad telling me this one thing.
- I have only taught you all I have been taught, but I have not told you of what I have learned-
I never new what he meant till I grew up and experienced life on my own. It hurts some times when it happens but believe me, the pain makes us stronger for it. Like the Great Phoenix rises from the ashes, so you will too. You just have to believe.
Always.
I wish I could do something to comfort you.
I can't even imagine the pain you're enduring right now.
You must be a very strong willed person to do so. Just don't blame yourself for not being there.
No one could have possibly foreseen this horrible tragedy.
You may not know me, but we are furries. We are family. If you ever need someone to talk to,
I'm here just like everyone else is here. For you.
Please, take it easy.
You have my regards, best wishes, and sympathy.
Whatever you do, never give up.. for their sake.
I'm glad to hear you are alive but sad that you are left in so much pain..
My heart goes out to you, friend.
My cousin died in a similar accident about a year ago... the one thing that I was thankful for is that it was quick, and she didn't suffer through the pain... Please keep this in mind. She didn't suffer, and now, no matter what viewpoint you choose... she is free from pain.
I admire your will to live on for her. It's times like these that really make me realize that the fandom is not just of friends... we're all family here, and any one of us is willing to help out in another's time of need.
Stay strong, and know that you are loved by many, just as she was.
I'm sorry I have nothing much to offer. My thoughts goes to you and :icon~SillySerpentine
This is a while after things have passed but it's still on your mind I know. I lost my father and mother this year too.
I knew Vex for a long time and I had no idea this had happened until now.
Again, my heart goes out to you.