a nobody? the hell you are, "nobody" is such a four letter word when used to describe someone

we all make mistakes, you can give up, and hurt yourself and more people in the end, or you can learn from your mistakes and try to rekindle what was lost, and prevent more loss.

I totally agree.

More like five letter word

"wrong"

nice choice, but I prefer "shit" or "fake" if one wishes to be less crude.

Umm do what you want Hun, but I don't think anyone is laughing at you.

I think it was always moreso that I was laughing at myself...

We Guzz!

;3;

I'm with 12-string on this one. :T

Heeeeey, think about it this way, other people will hide from the fact that the love their pr0nz, like it's their guilty pleasure. ;) *hugs*

KARMA.

Least you're open about it, friend *Hugs tight*

No! Look, don't let people destroy all your good works just because two people unwatched you or you fell out with a few people! Stuff happens in everyday life that you can't control, don't beat yourself up over what others have done! Sure, you posted something that made people unwatch you, but you had no idea what the response would be like! You can't let all you've done be ruined for this!
Believe in yourself! I know it's hard, but you have to move on from this. Learn from it, be stronger because of it, but don't let it pull you down.
Please.

*huggles and purrs* dude calm down~ is ok~ trust me, I've ruined my friendships numerous times and made. My current best friend, Aoife, through random consequence I nearly broke her neck and killed her... And she still hugs, loves, talks to and cares for me. I nearly broke my other friend's wrist once and bruised it badly, I've slapped, scratched, insulted and almost makes people and most of them still care for me. So yeah, just remember that you hurt someone emotionally for maybe a second.... Compared to the many people out there (like me and my Alpha) who have no thought of sympathy and hurt others without knowing consequence. v.v

I hope it makes you feel better~ :3

Your friend always,
Skittles~ <3

*made up.

I am still watching you and I just don't comment because I don't want to over load my comment box lol (usually on my phone and my phone sucks). You won't lose me my friend, and hey if you love the pron I get, I will get more, I aim to please my watchers, mates and friends.

2/266...
...
...
...Uh-huh...

I'm sorry, but could you explain?

That's kinda vague. o.o

That's two people that left, out of decently over 200. Were they close? Because the rest of us are still here!

I thank you, from the bottom of my kitty heart. ;_;

Accept the ridicule.
Accept the abuse.
Accept the disgust.

For those who have different desires than you? It makes them no less human. Hell, I'd bet that if the differences were willing to be put aside, you'd probably get along with quite a few individuals whom were previously blocked (assuming they were mature enough, or had the capacity to do the same).

Know I am the same. I love porn. But I hate it as well; To satisfy myself upon the well drawn art of others...to allow it to suffice detail into my imagination for that lusty climax of bliss...There is no greater pleasure.

But when the lust dies down, and the thoughts creep back in; I feel guilty. Why should I be allowed to do this when I can't contribute as well? Why should I beg others for things when I have no right or anything to give in return?

You are a person; You are unique.
You are not alone.

Please, do not leave us... Keep doing on your work, if you do that you will become very popular. Some furries love slick wet soft tongues so much, you know. Some of furries who prefer to read instead of seeing arts.

You lost two watchers... Only two? That's really few! But fewer than I do, I lost more than five I guess. I had no idea why, but I don't care. Because I don't know they are.

Hey... I love you because you're the biggest fan of tongues! You can't live with those warm things, right? We use tongues as sex toys.

*huggles tightly and gives you some licks*

Sorry, why the hell would I not be friends with you?

I just think that I'm too offensive in the stuff I post.

I worry too much.

You Are A Thoughtful Person...
And Quite Brave...

You Aren't Hated Sir...
You Are Loved By Many...

It's nothing Guzz, your still my friend. I know many furs who are into furry pr0n and they won't accept it so at least your being honest about it! I'm not sure if it's any particular submission you did cause I have my adult filter on cause i'm more of a fan of clean art but that doesn't mean I don't respect your opinion or am
against what you like! A person who can't be friends with another person because they disagree on a few things is just sad and myopic of a person's personality. ^^

*hugs*

When I seen the link to this first (the way you put it), I was afraid you'll tell us you accidentally killed someone or something. I don't understand why anyone should be upset at you because you like furry porn to a very high level. I do too, and am amazed by the beautiful art some artists draw, even the more excessive things. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that... I don't understand how anyone would be upset at all over this, it's silly.

I repeat this over and over again every now and then. But the only things which are bad are things which cause harm to other people or yourself. Anything that doesn't result in actual harm is ok, whatever it is. If someone hates you just because you like something non-harmful that they find weird, they're probably closed minded people who've yet to learn that liking what they do is not a necessity for being a good person. So keep liking what you like and don't mind people who do this :)

wait people are upset you like these things? I am most confused


one thing im not confused on sir is you are definitely not a nobody
keep doin what you do my friend

*hugs tightly*

*hugs* :c you can chat with me any time you want to

You have others who enjoy what you enjoy, that's why people will watch you correct? Don't be too worried, there are things people will not like compared to things others will like, but if they want to dislike the person themselves over minor likes and dislikes, that's their own decision.

Thoughts on furry porn, y'says? It might not be a physical thing to any one, not truly, but the naked ape is a kinky bastard and why block his cock, if it is this infatuated appendage both sexes enjoy, whether it be theirs or others'. We loves the meat, just as The Maker intended, and as the phin and the goat and the chimpanzee do.

As for you; damn it man, clearly there's digital love heading your way whether ya' feels it or naught, brotha'.

BUT I JUST FEEL BETTER DENYING HOW DEAD FUCKING SEXY IT ALL IS BECAUSE I'M TRYING TO BE "The perfect role model for the most desireably effable norm of our splendiferous society's pride."



*farts* Whut?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-TA57L0kuc



NIGGER, PLEASE...



I was brought up to reject all the 'bad' things in life. You know those, right?

- Strangers... (ASK NO ONE FOR DIRECTIONS, damn you!!! >8E).

- Sexual AWARENESS Adultry... (Jimmy, you are a robot. Deal with it, and Go The F*ck To Sleep.™).

- And any Lego construct who's end result is...a DRAGON with a totally intentional "cavernous gullet" for a mouth.^^ (But yeah Square-Enix, we'll keep pretending that your "cum dumpster" vision of a sandworm is entirely epitomistic of the Devil Whore that is my own... ).



But as we all know, whatever knowledge or indoctrinations mommy and daddy had to pound into our grey matter never really were "the limit." We wanted to know what was on the moon, and whether or not Samus Aran was a dude.



We ALSO wanted to know who would win in a no-holds-barred battle between Superman and The Incredible Hulk.



Everything has its time. And everything plays out as it would.

I figure in between staying home on Sunday mornings to needlessly "PATROL THE PERIMETER! >8P" of this houshold and browse PSN for its plethora of goodies, I can squeeze a few moments in to stare down the wonderously abysmal gullet of a woman whom many closet vores are afraid to speak of their honest-to-god worship of... http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2622572/

I've missed that picture for many moons.

Dude, on the fact that you can come out to admit these things to not only your friends, but also to the watches you've made, I for one see the point you convey, alas, your friendships come and go, and truly people won't always agree on your point of view. But I, truly feel that undermining anything creative is like slapping a child across the face for drawing a picture of a square and calling it "daddy".

I won't do that your a great guy, and you should with what i've read above, you're more than a nobody, to quote JRR Tolken

"When Frodo, stood over Moredor with the ring laced around his neck, he could only remember what Sam had said," that night will fall slower than if you let me go, together we can defeat Sauron,"

As you know Sam was a loyal friend someone who follows.

And I for one will follow you forever

Your Friend

Uíllian O Gearrá

Oh brother. XD

IT'S ALL  deonwolf's FAULT.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7246421/

...DAMMIT.

I watched you for a reason, and if you lose a couple watchers here and there so what. I lose watchers all the time do to things I post, it's life. You have to do what makes you happy or you're just gonna move through life all depressed and shit and that's not cool. I will remain watching you and apparently so will the people above me. Be happy and free, do what you do and don't worry about what others think. People are going to hate regardless of what you do, that's part of life.

Dam dude, friends come and go, as easily as the leafs on the winter, and they appear again on the spring, yer such a sweet person caring about our feelings and thoughts about you, thrust me, if somebody that you considered yer "friend" stopped liking you just because of some insignificant things, they were not worth of your friendship. You are such a nice person, don't be sad of such a thing. And about those watchers that did unwatch you.... to the hell with them, they are too much stupid to understand what you are feeling. Well, I know yer thinking that I',m just anothah watcher that is just pretending that cares, but i really care bud, and I',m always here if you want to talk.
Feel better bud *hugs*

im a guy i love porn

WHERE'S THE 'LIKE' BUTTON?

hits it hard with both paws

*snickers* what kinda' porn We Talking about here. cause i Don't "technically" draw Porn *snickers and sticks out his tongue a bit*

Hehe. :3

No one can call vore "porn..."

*snickers* Yay! hehe =D! *hugs* i hope everything is going better for you. my friend.

Giving up on what you feel is rit? Changing your values, simply due to the fact you want all your watchers back?

....

Your starting to sound like a Popufur, begging for all his fans to come back after he was an asshat.

Let me clarify something here.

YOU ARE NOT THE ASSHAT!

The ones that force you to change yourself, either for amusement, or love of control, are.

There will be a repeatof this event, that they will grow tired of the ' New You ' and rise up again.

I have this to say about that matter.

Block them again, remove them again, and renounce this journal. Stay with the people whim have cared about you, whom has supported you, not the teeming masses whom sought to control you.

The once silent reader,

ThreeDawg

dude you're a friend of mine even for being a cat and that's saying something
i can't imagine why anyone would hate you

Your my friend you could never hurt the ones you love guzz just be true to yourself and your true friends will always be there for you

Having a sexuality ain't abnormal. Never will be. After years of denial, I was able to let my friends know that I was a furry. They had always ridiculed furries, and I was afraid they'd hate me.
They reacted like friends.
"So what? I look at futa hentai all the time."
"You're not alone, I've saved many a picture from many a furry thread."
"Porn's porn. Don't care what you look at. I look at some weird shit too."
My point?
We all have vices. All of us. We can't help but have vices. As a living being, we're almost /required/ to masturbate. All of us are lewd, or at least have a lewd side.
Nobody will hate you for liking porn, Guzz, no matter the subject, no matter the pretense you've set up. Even if you advocated for the opposite, you're fine and surprisingly normal to like furry porn.
You're fine.

Just don't wack it too hard, chafing really sucks :C

In my case, sometimes the biggesst reasons to even get harder are based solely upon my perfect understanding of all underlying implications and concievable realities given the nature of any pornographic depiction. (*was totally necessary to use the word "depiction..."*).

I BLINK TOO FUCKING MUCH!

wow... thats some hard words... i will always be your friend Guzzle. and i will not unwatch you. i really hope you will get better soon and if you need to talk send me a note *hug*

"Hello, my name is Lilmousy, and I'm a furrypornaholic"
("hello lilmousy") lol

DISCLAIMER: Everything stated below are what I currently believe at
this point in time. These beliefs are subject to change as I learn more.
These are here to provide possible answers for those who are
interested in my response to the above journal. If
you're not interested, gew ewey! =P

DISCLAIMER: None of what is stated below is meant to in any way to
insult anyone

DISCLAIMER: I am NOT a licensed therapist or counselor. My only credit
is my nightly routine of meditation and my constant observation of others
and how they interact with one another. Take my thoughts with a grain of rice.

DISCLAIMER: I am in no way responsible for the actions people may take
after reading the following.


Now that the paranoia is out of the way (lol):

Humans are hard-wired to desire certain things for perfectly logical
reasons. I really don't see what all the fuss is about. A couple
people found that their tastes didn't match yours, so what? There's
plenty of people who are into the "strangest" things, and it's all
perfectly natural.

It might help if you put warnings on the thumbnails indicating what
fetishes / possibly offensive material are contained within.

You should be fine as long as you don't try to cram your views,
interests, and/or beliefs down people's throats. By not putting
warnings on your thumbnails, this is essentially what you are
doing. People (in general) are highly-sensitive and ignorant. If
you don't explicitly warn someone about something, they're likely to
spam, flame, troll, and possibly sue. Think of TV dinners. They have
a warning on them stating something along the lines of, "May be hot
after heating." This SHOULD NOT BE NECESSARY, and yet it is.


One thing that you should take into consideration: everyone has their
own beliefs of what is and what isn't; what's good, and what's bad;
what's acceptable, and what's not acceptable; etc. Many people will not
agree with you. Many people will not like the same things you do. Some
of these people will be very outspoken of their disagreeableness. This
is something that is to be expected and not at all abnormal. Do
not take these personally.


The negative thoughts (ie "I'm a worthless excuse for a human
being") are NATURAL and occur in EVERYONE. These are there to
make us STRONGER. Possible reasons for this:

Reasoning 1) Someone who has been beaten down their whole life is
impacted far less by negative remarks directed at them than those
who have had everything sugar-coated all their lives.

Reasoning 2) Your mind generates these thoughts to give you the
opportunity to "prove it wrong" and/or convince yourself that it is not
true. Every negative thought is an opportunity to do this. The more
you take advantage of this, the higher your self confidence will be.

Reasoning 3) The ability to battle these thoughts in the comfort of
your own personal world (ie your mind) strengthens your ability to
battle similar thoughts directed at you on enemy terrain / foreign
ground (aka words from other people).



Loosing someone's trust can be very emotionally draining. One thing
you have to remember: emotions are ILLOGICAL, IRRATIONAL, and
IMPRACTICAL. They can, however, serve a purpose. In many cases,
the stronger the negative emotion, the more important the LESSON.
It's perfectly normal to make mistakes. Heck knows I've made plenty.
When those mistakes lead to distrust, sometimes it can be fixed, and
other times it can't. Either way, you need to USE your mistakes to better
yourself. The key is knowing how to turn those mistakes into signs on
the road of life to help you to prevent making those mistakes in the
future. Emotions suck, but they help to embed our mistakes in our
minds so that we might better avoid making those same mistakes
in the future. The more mistakes you make now, the less likely you
will be to make those same mistakes in the future as long as you
use your mistakes to better yourself.

Sometimes the horse is just dead, and will not get back up no matter
how many times you kick it. Sometimes the trust cannot be regained.
In these cases, the best thing to do is to move on. Make new friends.
Learn from your past mistakes so that you don't make them in the
future.



Anyway, that's my 2 cents. Take it as you will.

Wow, after re-reading this, this sounds incredibly corny. I apologize
for my corniness =P

It's not corny. It's more informative than anything.

Thank you for your insight.

*licks* its all good

Wow, that's some strong confessionals there. We now know the truth about you. But do not ask for us to throw you into the Abyss; you do not want to go there. You let us know abut the real you, and I feel it will lead to those of us to appreciate you even better. I never thought of you as a bad person, because what you like defines you. It doesn't match what I like, but that doesn't mean I cannot be a friend of yours; we all do not march to the same snare drum after all.

Eh, shit happens. Problem with a lot of people when they get this "epiphany" of atonement is that they're all good at being this big, dramatic "martyr", but they never take the even harder steps to try and make shit right again. It's not just a confession that makes somebody a better person, it's righting your wrongs, if you can.

Art is nice, and anthro porn is great, so no real biggie there; it's why most of us are here instead of DeviantArt lol

Good luck on your spiritual reckoning, dude, hope it works things out for ya

that was some pretty heavy stuff there, but really, beauty lies in the eyes of the creator. So there are haters out there, but you just gotta keep on going and take their hate with a grain of salt. I was once a General of Defense on Youtube in the ongoing Furries vs. Trolls War, but I left realizing that haters will hate and it's nothing to worry about considering their stupidity and ignorance. So keep doing what you like, you'll find that most of us are on your side.

Well... Nothing you've said ever offended me. So... Be happy! Be happy already!

You know.

When I post a moment of self-doubt or fear of being detached from the fandom...

I get maybe.. five.. six... comments.. mostly about how it's my own fault and I should just shut up and cope.

You got FOURTY-FIVE posts from people telling you it's going to be ok.

Seriously - count your blessings - learn to think before speaking - learn to enjoy what you have while you have it.

This post isn't as much about self doubt as it is about personal conviction and harmful thinking. I addressed an issue that, all things considered, is one of the most infintestimal things an FA user could worry about. I was condemning myself over something that we all honestly know about ourselves when we browse this website.

I can't say why you don't get much commentary on a journal about self doubt, because I have absolutely no idea or hypothesis why.

Again, this isn't "self doubt." It's comviction. Conviction is like following a religion to a fault, where at some idiotic point you feel like a first class criminal for...masturbating?



Yeah... >_>

I know that feel bro. I recently learned that I'm a DL (diaper lover) and into lolicon. I've felt guilty about it. I think I'm a fucked up person, hell I can't even look myself in the mirror when I'm wearing a diaper. I will say it again, I know that feel bro.

I agree with everything you've said. Thank you.

Also, I realize where I was fallacious in posting this. But that's not as important as getting over the problem itself.

I know that what I do won't unltimately please everyone. And to NOT know that would be blatantly ignorant. I don't think I need to needlessly dissertate about stuff like ohh, "Not everyone likes the games I like" or "Some people prefer Adventure Time over CSI." Let "Captain Obvious" retain his position as 'captain'...

Trolls will be trolls, and appreciators will be appreciators, just as producers will be producers, and enthusiats will be enthusiasts.

Butt fuck that, 'CAUSE I JUST MISPELLED "BUT!"



I was 12 once too.



It didn't feel like 19...



-  guzzlemuzzle9460

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3436466

Furry porn? Well, if it is drawn well, as long as the subject isn't completely repulsive to me I can appreciate it. I like good art. I don't go seeking it out, but if I see it, it usually doesn't bother me.

As for the rest, I can assure you I have no idea what you are talking about.

Who gives a shit what other people think? So the fuck what you enjoy porn, I enjoy porn, I enjoy furry porn, I enjoy WRITTEN furry porn. And if that's wrong then I sure as fuck don't wanna be right with the Christians, bigots, and people who work at 7-11. I fap, everyone does, it's a bodily function.

If I wanna jerk off to an eleven-foot goo monster who likes to snuggle people why is it anyone's business?
If I get my rocks off while looking at a picture of a cartoon fennec with muscles the size of King Kong's nutsack then who has the right to criticize me for it?
If I like to type up paragraphs of my personal sluttyness with some other fat fuck over a chat log with my dick in my hand WHEN SHOULD ANYONE CARE?!

And why should I care that THEIR intolerant asses care?

When someone's shooting your dick of with a Colt .45 do you stand there saying "Oh this is disgusting I can't believe anyone would do this" or do you MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY, smack the gun, and stab the guy in the kidney?

Why should you care if other people don't like what you do? "Oh no, two people out of six billion worldwide decided to not have my stuff on their submission list, I must be a terrible filthy person"
"Oh one guy I thought was my friend isn't my friend anymore just because he didn't like what I like, I must be the one to blame, and I must have a bad character that he correctly judged!"

No! Some fuckos decided they didn't want to have to hit the 'delete' button every time they went into their submission list, and one fucker was a terrible person who you had a bad judge of character in, and left you because he's a superficial dickhead.

Why should you care? YOU SHOULDN'T. You're a furry for god's sake, we all are! We're the most misunderstood fandom in the internet! Even the Trekkies look down on us! But do where care? NO. We dance around in our animal suits and throw hundereds of parties in convention centers all around the world, we give hotels feild days by booking EVERY room, and we draw fabulous art that would make Piccado shot himself and take up stamp collecting!

Stop caring what other people think! We're awesome, even if we have kinky desires. Everyone on this world has something they like!

Some fuckers let their partners take a hot steaming shot on their chests, taze their nibbles, and CHOP THEIR DICKS OFF. No fucking lie, google 'pain olympics' and you'll see that there are people far more fucked up than us.

2 Girls 1 Cup
Lemon Party
Pain Olympics
Blue Waffle

And a whole assload of other fucked up shit that people post on the Internet because it got their rocks off!

Calm down, drink some tea, and stop giving a shit. I'm Jay the blabbering nagakitty and that's all I have to say about that.

(Free cookie to anyone who reads all of this, and gets the reference at the end.)

Stone Cold Steve Austin. :V

Never heard of him. No cookie for you.

And yes, reading other comments, I do realize you're out of your depressed mood. :> *Gives cookie*

He's a professional wrestler/movie actor/regular badass.

Whenever he said his piece, he'd end it with "...and that's all I have to say about that" and "And that's the bottom line, because Stone Cold said so."

WWF's WWE's glory days... |3

And thank you.

Oh I'm not too big on wrestling sorry. :P

You're welcome.

They are based on existing pornography, lol.

We still love ya bud. *hugs tight*

Thank you Zeezy. *hugs warmly*

*murrs happily in the hug* ^.-.^

I'm not gonna unwatch you just cuz you like to look at porn the most. That's your decision, not mine, and it isn't even harmful to anyone, so why should I be mad.

I'll admit, when you told me Christians need to "evolve" that ticked me off, not because you didn't share my beliefs, but because you didn't respect them. Though, I have forgiven you for that, since you were basically just conveying your beliefs, albeit in a rude way, and you were probably in a bad mood.

So yeah, I don't have any grudges against you, nor do I plan on blocking or unwatching you. Instead, I wish you would feel better and not worry what others think of your taste in art.

Long story short: You are you, they are them. Haters gonna hate. Best to love and tolerate.

Take care, Guz. I'm here if you need me.

But... I love furry porn too .....

Welcome to "The Outer Zone."

It exists "outside the box," and everyone is friendly here.

Oh, hunny. I was born in "The Outer Zone" Liking furry porn is only one of my travesties against the greater race of normalcy.

I was born in "The Outer Zone"

Same here.

I've been there ever since I was reading story books about sea monsters...^^

...in a baby crib.

LOl, we like it here...the weather is nice. ^_^

Err...everyone have a weird side.

i dont think ive been watching you. well i am now. hun, i only have one thing to say. if you are nobody, just remember..... NOBODY IS PERFECT.






(if you dont get it, im saying you are perfect. )

I'm not perfect. I just try my best to do what I do best, which is write in a colloquial style, and narrate in a style that conveys as much imagery as possible.

I WOULD say that gaming is also what I'm best at, but that was back in the 90's. The games of THESE days kick sooo much "a" it ain't funny...

i know!~!!!!! games like realm of the mad god

I still lurv you Guzz

Thank you ShadowWolfie. *hugs*

dude I get unwatched all the time. ALL THE TIME. Sometimes it does bug me but there's nothing I can really do about it. I just figure "Fuck it" and keep going. There are other people on this site for those that unwatched me. The end.

the only reason i'd ever unwatch ya is so i could then watch ya again. Keep ya head up.

Guzz i may not watch you but i see you around FA a lot and Ive never seen you just be a flat out dick to people.
We all have our personal views on things and people cant agree to disagree sometimes.
Were all sexual beings by nature and those who deny it are fooling themselves. Not that everyone has the same libido of course, but its all in our nature. As long as that side of someones nature doesnt harm anyone else i really dont see the issue with what people do or dont like.
So please dont be so hard on yourself.

You have my respect Guzz, dont let people get you down and dont let others prevent you from being you.
Just because youre in a social forum doesnt mean you have to fake who you are.

I don't see why liking furry porn would make you a horrible person =( I like furry porn, I just refuse to draw any kind of porn (for future career reasons). Those people are dumb for de-watching you when they could have just changed their view preference to clean :/ that's on them, not you. I watch many people that do porn, but I choose not to see them, only clean and mature, not adult.

I hope this has helped you, if you still need to talk you can note me for privacy. -hugs-

Well in one case, it wasn't actually an un-watch. It was just a site glitch giving me the wrong info, lol. The other user, not so much.

Thanks for commenting though. And I've pretty much gotten over the issue of this journal at this point.

It basically comes from my religious upbringing. Feeling bad over small stuff, like "thinking the wrong way," lol. I don't let it get in the way of my art appreciation and my general open-mindedness though. =P

Oh religious upbringing..yes, that can be a problem sometimes, cause conflicts. If you were into real-life things like that then I think you would have a reason to feel guilty, but this is just art, words or a picture, it's not real; so you shouldn't feel bad about loving it.

yeah i know that feel bro. and sometimes fetishes shouldnt get out of our heads or the privacy of our rooms and partner

First, you are very admirable for admitting it
Second, you arent the only one, trust me I probably look at worse o3o
and third, I support you my fellow cat brother :3 and almost all of your followers and friends and its not that big of a deal *brohug* if you ask anybody in america over the age of 13 and chances are they have some sort of dirty liking

Needless to say, you have lots of people behind you

Thank you, and I appreciate your condolences.

no problem friend :3

anytime you need me, just note me

Saying you're a horrible person after you've just spilt all your guts...

No man, you're better than me, that's something we need to get straight.

I don't like putting myself up on a pedestal for everyone to see and look up to. Being looked up to is nice, but I'd rather be the one in the position of looking up.

It's hard for me to sleep thinking myself to be "better" than other people, because I know that's the kind of thing that can easily get out of hand. It may be a natural part of life - overcoming challenges and obstacles - but it's when I feel like I "live to overcome" things that I have inner conflicts, like the idea of trying to be supposedly "better" than other people. I don't ever want to be like that, though I know how to ACT like that (the "snobby asshole" characters in my art.).

Several people are "better" than me in several ways...

You know Guz I may be late to the party...like really late.

And I'm only 17, and I myself have been through alot.
I've seen you around and from what I see, you are a very kind person! Even if I haven't seen you that much.

I don't even pay attention to the number of watchers I have because imo, I don't really...care, as long as I'm doing what I love.
The watchers are just a bonus! ^^ And just because you have watchers, that wont mean that everyone is your friend.
BUT!
You can't please everybody!
A wise man once said, those that matter don't mind. And those that mind don't matter.
Don't let people get ya down~
Do what you love and don't be afraid!

I remember when I had my old account Eachom.
I had to hide because I was afraid to show the world openly that I liked the stuff....I thought I was....
gonna be judged.
Alot like you are right now.
But I was surprised when I opened up finally, the community welcomed me with open paws and arms!

I personally do not like porn, but that's just who I am personally.
If someone else likes it, that does NOT bother me! ^^

Keep doing what YOU wanna do, and don't let the people that don't matter influence YOUR life!


+2 cents from the possum~

u no bow down, us artists is just normal peeplez

So you like porn. Much ado about nothing I say...

Half the fandom likes porn, the other half wont admit it. *shrug* its not a big deal.

I was raised to be unswervingly christian all throughout my life, lol...

Oh, well theres your problem. Repression because of unrealistic ideals is a killer.

Bah, fuck the nay-sayers. Do what, and enjoy what, makes you feel pleased or awesome. <3

And I spend the vast majority of my time doing just that.

Be yourself. Nothing should ever get in the way of that. It's that simple. It's all about the pursuit of your own happiness. Don't ever let anything get in the way of that.

i think we should all write one embarrassing fact, to make you feel better......

i love nipple piercings!

there, see? no-one cares....
just stop being so over dramatic.

I don't know if you're responding to these anymore, but it's alright! I know exactly how you feel, I feel the exact same way. I came across it all by one innocent, accidental click a few years ago. Now I'm trapped.

I know as soon as the whole world knew (or so it seemed) I felt so much better, yes I lost some friends, but it was those I had kept and made during those times that helped me. There were those nights when I would literally cry myself to sleep, days I almost committed suicide, but it were those friends who had saved me, those who cared for me, no matter what I had done.

I know I am but a random stranger, and again, I don't know if you will read this, but if you do:
I went through the same thing, and I will be a friend to help, as there were ones for me <3

(sorry this is such a late comment D:)