trinaredmoon tagged me in this meme thing where I have to say twenty five things about myself. BLURGS.

"Post 25 random known/unknown facts about yourself then tag 5 other people."
Well I'll post the facts. I'll just forgo the tagging though. xD I'm a poop like that.

1. I'm overweight. Fat. Obese. Don't hate me for it.
2. For the first few months that I was in my current relationship back when it started over 2 years ago, we had to keep it a secret because we were at a group-therapeutic-living situation thingy on a farm. xD Char used to sneak into my bedroom and sleep with me (literally, just sleep next to me and cuddle and stuff, not the sexual meaning of the term "sleep with" lol).
3. I used to not consider myself a furry. Then I started going to furry meet-ups! I guess I'm a furry now, a herp a derp. I'm even becoming interested in fursuits, after starting attending meets with suiters around. I'm making my first one, Judy, a punky wolf-husky character. I'm so excited to finish it. I chose her mostly because I wanted to be in a character other than "just a furry version of myself" when I was in suit. You know, to act out something super-different from what I am. Judy is punky and badass and angry and outspoken and just.... AWESOME. I'm just weird and derpy and fat and quiet. =w=
4. I fart a lot. I dun care. I think people probably think I'm pretty gross.
5. I have really bad self-esteem. I don't like the way I look, sound, or behave most of the time. I try to work on it, but I have an honestly VERY HARD time accepting compliments, or thinking I'm "good enough" in general.
6. I love origami. I forget how to now, but I used to know how to make this really complex day-lily thing. <3 All I remember right now is the crane, the lily pad/lotus, and cootie-catcher.
7. My first ever boyfriend turned out to be gay.
8. I think I might be addicted to iced coffee. I like it. Though I used to hate coffee altogether (but I enjoyed coffee flavored ice cream, which is strange).
9. I used to be the BIGGEST sore loser EVER. I wouldn't finish a game of cards or whatever if I was losing, and honestly, I think if I had stayed like I am, I'd be one of those old people who'd just flip the checker board over at the nursing home if I was about to lose the game.
10. I just lost The Game.
11. I absolutely love first-person shooters. Halo: Combat Evolved was a big part of my middle school years. Lately I've been enjoying Killzone 3 multiplayer.
12. I love Pokemon. I love the anime (it was my "gateway" anime--I became an anime nerd, mostly because I think I fell in love with Pokemon when I was young), I love the TCG (used to be in the league), and I love the vidya gaemz. I'm actually considering getting a PokeBall tattoo eventually. It'd be either the GS Ball, Great Ball, or Ultra Ball. Not sure which one yet.
13. I have a tattoo. It's a dragonfly on my left forearm. But I want MOAR. SO MANY MOAR.
14. My sleep schedule is pretty fucked. I mean, it's almost 1 and I'm awake as ever. I usually don't get actually to sleep until 3:30 lately. Ugh. I need to change this. FFFFFFFFFUUUUU--
15. I looooove learning that old friends of mine are furries/furry artists. Rizzle, Magen/NightlineZ, Greelinator, PJ, etc. It's really funny. I'm just like, "O RLY?" and they're all like "YA RLY."
16. I used to be a really active Gaia Online member. I occasionally log on still, but for the most part, I've kind of found other things to waste my time on.
17. LIKE NEOPETS. I WASTE MY TIME ON NEOPETS NOW. EVERYBODY SHOULD NEOFRIEND ME. MY USERNAME IS rivkahwinter. <3 <3 <3 When I was younger, I was super into Neopets. We're talking like 11 years ago. I even got my parents to sign the permission slip so I could participate in things like the NeoBoards, and send in art work, since I was under 13 or whatever. Also, I was devastated at two incidents: one, when years after, my accounts got frozen because I had used them to collect the dailies. I dun do that anymoar. I lost a Faerie Kougra named Umtoa. I loved her more than aaaanything.... and two, when I realized my first account, pianogirl122, didn't exist any longer, because I had forgotten my password and never logged in and it got deleted because apparently if you don't log into it for a really long time, that's what happens. D:< UGH. NEOPETS MAN.
18. Also regarding Neopets: I have a bunch of the plushies that were only sold at Limited Too for the first few years they existed. I used to play with them all the time with my friend in middle school.
19. I missed 8th grade. And probably the equivalent of a year of high school. I'm amazed that I graduated. School avoidance was a real big problem for me. I hate school.
20. I don't feel like I'm 21. I don't drink or anything. It's weird. I feel old. But then I also feel really young in the overall picture...
21. I'm VERY afraid of ticks. I hate them. With a passion. Whenever I find one on me, or even on a pet, I FREAK THE FUCK OUT. I jump and scream and whine and make whatever person is near me check me over in the places I can't see (my back and hairline mostly) for more. I might draw a picture of Riv realizing she has a tick on her and freaking the fuck out, and then Blarmajin just coming over and plucking it off her and setting it on fire. That's what happens when there's a tick on me if I'm over at Blarmajin's house. :> SHES SO BRAVE~ TvT
22. I really have to poop.
23. I REALLY want a pet snake. Even though I do love rodents, I think I'd be able to feed it the already-dead frozen ones. I loooooove the way snakes move and feel on my skin. When I lived in Vermont, I picked up a garter snake in the garden one time and she just kinda crawled all over me and was cool with me. It was really awesome. :3
24. I'm a very texture-sensitive person, and I have a lot of textures I hate, and I wouldn't touch glue until 3rd grade or play in the dirt or mud or anything sticky or dirty or gross. I couldn't run through sprinklers in the summer time because being in wet clothing just was the WORST. POSSIBLE. THING. and the end of the world for me. I had a weird childhood, lacking in lots of things that kids usually like. Like being messy and stuff. People don't believe it when they hear that I really love the way snakes feel.
25. I make silent judgment on people who don't correctly use grammar or spelling or whatever else. I am a hypocrite however, because I'm sure I do it too. Tut tut. (Yes, I do love MC Frontalot. What made you ask?)

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GTFO.