I like muscular men, and I don't get aroused when I see a sexy woman. That makes me homosexual. but I don't act like a fag.
I had never fell in love with anyone. So at this moment I'm living alone, although I hang out with my friends a lot. So, I'm just myself (I'm gay just because my sexual preferences, I don't have any other gay behaviors) this makes my friends think I'm straight, or asexual. When the time is come, I'll meet someone and will feel for him something special, hoping to receive the same feelings from him . Then I'll be ready to say to everyone about my sexual orientation.

My situation is similar to yours. I always behave I'm straight with my friend, but they don't understand the [true] me. *sigh*
Maybe I will tell the truth after acccompanying with someone for a long time, just like you.

Yeah, we are on the same plan. Time will tell...

I'm very glad that I can find here. FA gives me a private space to show [ture me]. I can enjoy many musclar men without restraint. Besides, people can develop their talent here, but my drawing skill is really not good, I think. When seeing lots of master's artworks, I sigh and remind myself try my best.
Moreover, I can also make friends with many people coming from other country, understanding foreign people's thought. Of course, it can improve my English skill. lol

Thank you, paulgon. It is nice you respond to me.

My pleasure! And keep drawing!

Yeah, sexual orientation doesn't necessarily dictate your behavior.

Right!

hmm in youre country no homosexuallies allowed? really? would show them my middle finger c.c
*hugs* <3

Our country's education has been giving us a conception that we can't discriminate against the homosexual. In fact, most people still consider the homosexual weird because of traditional conception. But not no allowance.
Haha, thanks for showing your middle finger to them.

chance to get something else to live?

I have no idea, so I hide my [ture me] to live with people. Don't worry, I get used to it and live happily.

well okay *gives you an nice firm hug*

Thanks, Ragarth. *firm hug back*

*squirms and licks this dragon* <3

Ohh! XD Silly me. :P
And thanks. ^^

It's not always that easy being a fag in countries where it's more accept either. At least in the self-hate department. Always hated the idea that family or friends found out. =P
I'd wager it's much more unpleasant in countries with more negative views. Hope you'll hang in there.

Thanks, buddy. I don't live unpleasantly at all, just sometimes get lonely in my dorm. I will hold on until I find a man who we can really understand each other.

That's nice. My friends accidentally found out during the army and I lost them, made me very depressed. Hope ya find that one. It isin't the easiest thing to do in the world. I can tell you that. =P It's nice people in internet don' t really care about that stuff.

Oh, I'm so sorry. *Hug* And thank for your kind regard.

I wish you the best of luck.

I hope so. Thanks a lot.

Thanks, Coola. And yap, I hope I can tell to people who know me about my sex orientation one day. It's indeed not a wrong way to be straight or gay, isn't it?

I'm not gay i will admit that so I cant completely understand the feeling of hiding yet .... I do put up 2 faces aswell .... i hide from my friends that I rp I hide from them I enjoy furry art and such .... and well my intrest aswell ..... living with a mask on at a daily basis .... blurrs those lines sometimes ... but you should always remain you .... thats what I tell myself and it worked well so far .... one day I will have the courage to come forth for now I'll keep it at an arms lenght

Sometimes I would get sorrowful and painful when nobody can know "real" me irl. But I can't let other people know what my true mind and attitude inside my body, even though they are my family, they still don't know either.
It's contradiction. But who knows, it is true. All I need to do is adjusting myself to get used to it. That's a life of a gay, I think.

Nah dont say it like that .... society jsut doesnt understand completely yet ..... One day it will just for now we need to be happy with who we know we are and keep it that way

Heheh, I know. Here it is another world for me and I'm really glad I can be here. And meeting lots of new friends. :D

You and I have the same problems, but in my case it's not my country, if not, my family. My family not would accept me completely be a homosexual, ever, to deciles the real me, feel that I would throw of my home or worse a recruit of the army and that I do not would like, If my family does not accept me as I am, I simply would kill me.

I see. In my case, I would like to try to have a formal communication with my family. If they wouldn't accept and kick me out, I wouldn't choose kill myself, but live outside alone. I won't kill myself because it's the stupidest way to solve this problem.
I believe all problem will have a solution to be solved. :)

其实我也是同样的想法，你在台湾还好，接受程度可能会高些，大陆兽就没那么幸运了。不过我也在争取往外面走的机会XD
其实相对于简单的一幅图，配点文字说明可以让人更多了解owner和artist，雷雷这点做得不错哦！
(你真的很帅(ฅ>ω<*ฅ))

我怎么看不到自己打的那段话0 0
你看到吗

FA打中文的時候有時候會顯示不出來

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I have the same feeling just as yours but unfortunately the acceptance in mainland is worse than that in your place. When I decide to tell this truth, it means I will lose some of my friends to some extent. I have experienced last year, losing a best friends.

In my opinion, however, education is a good way to change people's minds. I hope through studying the graduate program abroad, I can have the opportunity to live in a new place, with people who can understand gay and leslie.

还是不打暼足的英文了0 0， 去年真是考试考死的恶心一年。

雷雷真讨厌，讨厌这么帅0. 0

太過保守觀念的文化 常會排斥那些同性戀者啦
所以我到現在也是還沒有向任何一位現實朋友說出事實

我也不会再主动跟别人说这个事实，一是尝试过作死的后果，二是我身边有几个能接纳本身的我的好朋友，跟他们（男女都有）在一起的时候像，我觉得特别自在。

虽然说fa给你提供一片你可以做真我的地方，但我觉得现实中拥有几个能理解自己的朋友还是有差距的。其实小心一点地冒险还是有几率成功的哦，只要经过一番评估，例如对方的受教育程度、思想观念、平常的兴趣爱好能否接纳新事物，我觉得一个真正好的朋友是不会介意orientation的，因为你对他没有伤害，加上之前的友谊存在，很难会平白无故地讨厌一个人。

自从去年向个别身边的好朋友出柜以后，这一年人生改变很大，我甚至觉得今年的研究生如果不是有了他们的支持从而释放内心的压抑我会考不上。很多时候这种影响是unexpected的，你永远无法anticipate自己会改变多少。而且影响是双向的，说不定你也会给你的好朋友带来改变（他们可能会觉得，你是多么信任我）。

感觉雷雷也是一只缺爱的兽兽，真正的“muscle hug”只有现实中能够给你哦！

其实我也是同样的想法，你在台湾还好，接受程度可能会高些，大陆兽就没那么幸运了。不过我也在争取往外面走的机会XD
其实相对于简单的一幅图，配点文字说明可以让人更多了解owner和artist，雷雷这点做得不错哦！
(你真的很帅(ฅ>ω<*ฅ))