I'm tired of being tight on money. I'm tired of constantly requesting extensions on payments. I'm tired of not being able to treat my friends. I'm tired of feeling like a mooch. I'm tired of begging. I'm tired of feeling useless. I'm tired of feeling like I'm being punished for something. I'm tired of working my ass off with nothing to show for. I'm tired of this goddamn pathetic excuse for a life.

I honestly expected to have a job by now. I really did. But now, I'm just losing hope. I'm pretty close to giving up at this point. My electric is due in like 2 days. I have most of the money but not all of it. $50 should cover it easily.

Five people. Five full color commissions. I know I have at least 60 watchers. I don't know how many of you are active but please help me out. If you can't spare a ten then hey, link my journal to see who can.

My paypal is aleu_whitewolf[at]yahoo.com
Given that paypal does not allow funds for porn, no porn. Sorry.
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