I labeled it that way to say that this post is literally about me. Oh wait, that's what journals are for...among other things. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO HEAR SOME HORRIBLY AMAZING NEWS, DON'T KEEP READING THIS JOURNAL!

Yes, I am actually fucking amazingly happy! Truly happy, to the point literally nothing (and I mean nothing) cannot (and will not) shatter this!










Wanna know why? Oh shit, well I'll tell you all! But you gotta keep scrolling for this one!





















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And now some random words to make you think I'm actually talking about why I'm happy (this is to tease you all and for my own general amusement. You see, when I'm really (and I mean REEEEEAAAALLY) happy, I become extremely playful. Like, to the point people really don't know how the hell I can seem depressive or just "oh, he's just fine." No, I turn fucking wicked playful, like a fox about to steal your cookies, eat them without you noticing, and scurrying the hell off before you realized shit just disappeared! I'm really that playful! Now, if I hurt someone's feelings when I'm like that, it literally kills that mood entirely...but, not this time! In fact, I don't think anything can keep me down for long anymore! Wanna know why? Oh wait, I was making you scroll for that information! X3



































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...OH ALRIGHT, FINE...Here's the real thing I wanted to say. I'm in love! And this time, it's real...it's not just me rushing in, it's not just "oh, it may be"...no. This is legitimate. And I have no remorse for any of it, at all! He is my true love, he is my twin flame. And I want to share him with the world...though, he just made his FA account very recently. So, I'm not going to say..but I'm sure you'll find him by looking X3

He's everything to me. No words can describe my love for him. He feels the same way, we've talked about many things. He sought me, on Google+, and was curious about the furry fandom. I told him the honest truth, that it is basically like our own society, except more condensed, and generally more loving. I also told him of the drama that can be associated with the fandom, however it did not shake him. So, I talked to him, guided him in. I also spoke of the spiritual, not so connected part of things. I'm not going to get into a debate or anything on that at all, just accept that he listened and enjoyed it, and it all sounded good to him :3

Anyway...We opened up to each other. We talked about many things, even about how similar we are (and I keep seeing the similarities in others as well, but with him...there was no question). He told me he never thought of another guy before...and it made me feel so deeply loved!

Tonight, was the deepest of things...everything literally just fell into place. We talked about our feelings before, but something just...clicked. I'm not going to say, since not many would understand (yet alone believe), but...it's just that deep. And no, it was not anything dirty, thankyouverymuch >.=.> But it was meaningful. Let tonight (and thusly, day), be the marking of the first day of our lives, in complete unison. July 24th, 2012...I met the love of my life, and I will NO LONGER seek a relationship of that deep of a level from anyone else. Now, it does not mean that I will not show affection for anyone else, because I couldn't just turn away from those that care so much about me. It's just that, he matters the absolute most to me. I love everyone...but I can no longer love everyone equally, like I tried so hard to do. I can't stay neutral on this anymore. Try as I might, I literally cannot. He is mine, completely...just as I am his. I will show love and kindness to others, but from here on, he gets my heart.

Thank you, for those that actually cared enough to read this. It does mean a lot...and you're all amazing! I love talking to everyone here...I'm so glad I have you all in my life! And now, I may be able to get my priorities completely straightened out (finally, I may add).

Thanks, and take care! <3333333333333333333333333333333