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The passing of Pandaguy
13 years ago
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Furrypile *deep sigh*
For those that do not know, we lost a good fur tonight,
pandaguy. he was taken from us after a long battle with Diabetes and releated health issues.
When
timberwlfy Called me, i was like, ooh shit...he never calls me, I picked up and he told me Panda passed I was, stunned, cold..I didn't know what to think....I'm such a horrible friend I didn't even know he was on Dialisis yet.
The more I sit and thinka bout him, and the times we shared, and how I'll never get any of that back, the worse I feel. I'm actually crying typing this up, I can't remember the last time I cried about something in my life.
Disney will never be the same, neither will MFM, *shuders and sighs* He never made it to florida, there is so much he anted to do and couldn't, restricted by his body and health...he was a prisoner of his existence, I want to beleive eh found peice and freedom...but I'm selfish, and while I udnerstand his suffering and torment is over, I miss the hell out of him and I want him back, and I can't even tell HIM that....I feel very rotten,
I love you Panda, I miss you, sorry we didn't talk more....
Atleast...i got to spend 3 months with you last year....that is my fondest memory...and I will chersih it always...
For those that do not know, we lost a good fur tonight,
pandaguy. he was taken from us after a long battle with Diabetes and releated health issues. When
timberwlfy Called me, i was like, ooh shit...he never calls me, I picked up and he told me Panda passed I was, stunned, cold..I didn't know what to think....I'm such a horrible friend I didn't even know he was on Dialisis yet.The more I sit and thinka bout him, and the times we shared, and how I'll never get any of that back, the worse I feel. I'm actually crying typing this up, I can't remember the last time I cried about something in my life.
Disney will never be the same, neither will MFM, *shuders and sighs* He never made it to florida, there is so much he anted to do and couldn't, restricted by his body and health...he was a prisoner of his existence, I want to beleive eh found peice and freedom...but I'm selfish, and while I udnerstand his suffering and torment is over, I miss the hell out of him and I want him back, and I can't even tell HIM that....I feel very rotten,
I love you Panda, I miss you, sorry we didn't talk more....
Atleast...i got to spend 3 months with you last year....that is my fondest memory...and I will chersih it always...
I just want one more hug
Maybe this might get me to take MY Diabetes more seriously :-\
yeah my father needs to....
*releases a balloon in his honor and gives you a big hug*
I think I only crossed paths with Pandaguy once or twice, and I can't even remember if I said 'hi' or not.
A couple of times on FA in the past, when someone has died, I've seen such an outpouring of grief that it makes you understand how great the person in question must have been. This is one of those times.
He will always and forever be missed