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13 years ago
Ok i know a lot of people will think im silly some will think Im lieing.. but I saw something this morning... I have no idea what time it was but in the middle of my sleep I relized I was about to have a nightmare... I just could feel it. and I even reconzied the dream by the feelinng. It was another horrific zombie dream, I have them rather frequently. this one being rather tame since it was just zombies climbing into a room from 4 windows. I had a gun and was shoot at them to no avail but i knew what was going to happen as they overwhelmed me. luckly this time they were all very blurry, kinda low rez like an old video game...so all i saw them do was club my body over and over as i died. well.. unless i tried looking closer.. and i could see parts of their horrific bodys. but belive it or not.. that isnt what scaring me.. I have those dreams enough... that I know i cant stop them.... but what is scaring me.... is I saw something just before my dream hit.. i was able to wake up for like 4 seconds.. and my eyes looked around my room...
the room was filled with a dull blue light from my labtops flashing lights(left it on due to my computer problems)...and as I looked up... I saw darkness.. pure black.. in the top corner of my room.it was squared of with perfect line. across from the light of my labtop(so the light should have filled the area)...I didnt think of it as i feel back to sleep and was forced to endure the dream. but what scared me was when I woke back up after being killed. I looked up in the same spot... and it was no longer black.. the streak of utter blackness was gone... and the area was filled with the same blue light the rest of my room was in.
now before you say the obvious no their is no way for the light to have been blocked. the light on the labtop is about 3 millimeters by 4 so I cant think of anything that could so acutratly cover just that part... maybe a fly.. but a fly couldnt have such clean lines...
and before you ask the next obvioun question... if i was still asleep.. well...hard to say.. I am about 80% sure I awoke due to the strain i felt when I was looking but im sain enough to say its a possablity.
well with the rising sun I feel memories dull and my fear lesson.. so writing this gets harder... but the fear I have is what was that shade... was it what gave me my night mare... and if thats the case.. has it been attacking me for over a 2 years...giving me these horrable nightmares... not to forget my stupid roomates daughter brought a home made weegie board into our house... and suppository brought in a spirit that was causing anger and hatred due to her pretending to be wiccan (I have no problems with wiccans, just problems with stupid children who try to use what they think is the religion )
well.. Im feeling better now..Im sure my fear wont return till tonight.. when sleep takes me.. and wonder if ... something plans to watch me again
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8968970/ an attempt to replicate what i saw... and yes i know.. scared of a black rectangel ><
the room was filled with a dull blue light from my labtops flashing lights(left it on due to my computer problems)...and as I looked up... I saw darkness.. pure black.. in the top corner of my room.it was squared of with perfect line. across from the light of my labtop(so the light should have filled the area)...I didnt think of it as i feel back to sleep and was forced to endure the dream. but what scared me was when I woke back up after being killed. I looked up in the same spot... and it was no longer black.. the streak of utter blackness was gone... and the area was filled with the same blue light the rest of my room was in.
now before you say the obvious no their is no way for the light to have been blocked. the light on the labtop is about 3 millimeters by 4 so I cant think of anything that could so acutratly cover just that part... maybe a fly.. but a fly couldnt have such clean lines...
and before you ask the next obvioun question... if i was still asleep.. well...hard to say.. I am about 80% sure I awoke due to the strain i felt when I was looking but im sain enough to say its a possablity.
well with the rising sun I feel memories dull and my fear lesson.. so writing this gets harder... but the fear I have is what was that shade... was it what gave me my night mare... and if thats the case.. has it been attacking me for over a 2 years...giving me these horrable nightmares... not to forget my stupid roomates daughter brought a home made weegie board into our house... and suppository brought in a spirit that was causing anger and hatred due to her pretending to be wiccan (I have no problems with wiccans, just problems with stupid children who try to use what they think is the religion )
well.. Im feeling better now..Im sure my fear wont return till tonight.. when sleep takes me.. and wonder if ... something plans to watch me again
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8968970/ an attempt to replicate what i saw... and yes i know.. scared of a black rectangel ><
mmm sadly no.. nothing that intresting http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8968970/ thats more or less what i saw
I don't know if this is something alike, but there is sightings of shadowy people that watches you. Seen some myself. But this is something I haven't heard of before.
Secondly, if your roommate's daughter brought home a homemade Ouija board I strongly advise you talk to your roommate and their daughter and have that thing removed from your premises, even if the daughter protests against it, homemade Ouija boards are far more dangerous and unpredictable than store bought ones.
Thirdly, and somewhat stereotypical Wiccans do not use Ouija boards at all. I am friends with several Wiccans and they will tell you having a board in the house is not a good thing.
yeah i didnt find that out till my friend who i would say is aware of stuff and practices Wicca came in and talked with her. I believe she removed it, as well as said the thing was gone. It was just something that creeped into my mind when i saw it. if i had known she brought one into my home i would have beaten the living shit out of her.
yeah im very sorry about that comment i had a feeling i didn't write that right. i know wiccans dont use them and are perfectly fine people.what I meant was teens who get into it for magic powers and shit tend to think oujia board are part of it when they are not... and that pisses me off that they are essentially making a bad name for all good wiccans out there(im sure your friends would probably agree)
At least the board is out of the home, teens are always misguided in their endeavours of what they think is involved in Wicca. Silly kids. Hehe. And it's alright about that comment, I won't hold it against you. *hugs*
xolroc might be right about the phobia part, something to take a look into and do some studying on?
You'll be fine!
just think logically, and remember Ockham!
true, and belive me i do have a logical side of my mind, that does thing along the same lines, and has thought of all the other things it could be(their are plenty). but it never hurts to investigate. plus it made me feel a lot better writing all this out...
To see you own shadow in your dream signifies an aspect of yourself which you have not acknowledged or recognized. It may be a quality about yourself or a part of you that you are rejecting or want to keep hidden. These qualities may not necessary be negative, but can be creative ones. Alternatively, the dream may mean that you are in someone else's shadow. You are constantly being overlooked and are fed up with it.
To see a shadowy figure in your dream represents characteristics which you have not acknowledged or incorporated into your own personality. Alternatively, it symbolizes the young, the helpless or the under-developed.
Zombie
To see or dream that you are a zombie suggests that you are physically and/or emotionally detached from people and situations that are currently surrounding you. You are feeling out of touch. Alternatively, a zombie means that you are feeling dead inside. You are just going through the motions of daily living.
To dream that you are attacked by zombies indicate that you are feeling overwhelmed by forces beyond your control. You are under tremendous stress in your waking life. Alternatively, the dream represents your fears of being helpless and overpowered.
Source: http://www.dreammoods.com/
This might provide some light on giving an explanation , May not be comepeltely 100% Accurate, but it'll help I'm sure c:
http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/dreamd.....p;search=hyena
thx for the imput, not sure how some part match up..but i do think its cool ^^ thx
Tell your roommate to tell his daughter to get rid of that shit. It's a doorway.
well I try my best to be...kinda.. I try my hardest to ignore things like that. repeating the mantra believing in them gives them power believing in them gives them power... to remember to disregard them... but thx for the tips ^^
I'm kindof in the Fox Mulder realm of "I want to believe." I think "there's more to heaven and earth" than what we see normally, and what we can measure with science, but I try to approach things as a skeptic.
When falling asleep or waking up in the middle of the night, I sometimes see weird things. Nothing precisely like what you describe, but shapes seem to resolve themselves incorrectly, or colors seem a bit off. Even when something frightens me, I generally take it to be a trick of tired eyes and a tired brain. The difference in my case, is that I wake up a bit more and look more closely, and either things then look as they should, or I can see more clearly what looked strange in the darkened room for what it really is. (Occasionally I shrug it off, and in the morning I figure out what it was.)
I would tend to go with the "tired mind/eyes messing with you while half-awake" theory, but not discounting the possibility that something less mundane is going on. I think it's worth considering your precise feelings at the time, ignoring what was more of a reaction. That could provide some clues. Otherwise, I'd try not to focus on it too much, and for now let things take their own course. If something similar happens again, take note of your feelings, and try to separate what's a reaction to something unsettling, and what was already there.
Hopefully if it's not something mundane, it's a situation of something benign that was just susprising and not understood. I believe that my house has some residual energy of some sort in it, perhaps a noncorporeal inhabitant, but I just had to get used to it. I'm quite comfortable here now.
Next time you see it just stare it in the eye and start masturbating!
Show it you mean business!
One other thing I've noticed is that if I'm not fully awake, my eyes tell me things that make no sense. It's possible there really was a line there. It's possible that there is no good explanation because something very random happened to get in front of one of the lights on your computer and got blown off/settled down when you moved your sheets or the fan on the computer turned on or something.
I think the stress and frustration you have are reason enough for your dreams to be dark and to wake up with nightmarish feelings. Our minds take their frustration out on us when we have no other outlet. I think if you improve your environment and your life, you will start having fewer scary dreams.
I do not know anything about the supernatural. My mind does not process supernatural things. I am the type of person that is willing to leave things unexplained if there is no good explanation for them. I have waited years for explanations without turning to the supernatural to explain it. It's not that I have a problem with people that see/feel supernatural things, it's that I find it incredibly hard to participate in those mindsets myself. So, if a shade of anger and frustration is haunting you, I have no idea what to do about it.
Perhaps, moving into a better environment where you have less frustration and anger to feed off of would starve it off? I don't know if logic works on this sort of thing.
*hugs* People care about you. Look at all the responses you got to this. You've got a lot of good wishes directed at you. Lots of people that want you to be a happy foxie. Hang in there, things in your life will be happier soon, I just know it.