Birthday Blues
13 years ago
Well I'm pretty close to getting my internet shut off now. All kinds of irony going on with that since I failed in trying to get a bit knocked off of my rent as my Birthday gift this month and had to give it all over for that. Aaaaand the internet is the way I make rent money in the first place.
After my smashing my face in a fall in the bathroom I really really tried to get commissions and make up money and even had the silly hopes of making enough for a doctors visit. But how many did I get? Zero. How much money did I make? None. I really really suck and it looks like my birthday is shaping up to as well.
Because if my net gets shut off, absolutely no money for next months rent. I'm stressed and frustrated that all of my job applications I put out aren't getting anything back. I hate that I'm so limited because no matter how many times I get my car to start it's dead within two days again. Oh and guess what? No money to fix that either!
I've just been striking out time after time recently and it's taking it's toll now.
Commissions at: pandadox[at]yahoo.com Donations always welcome/appreciated.
After my smashing my face in a fall in the bathroom I really really tried to get commissions and make up money and even had the silly hopes of making enough for a doctors visit. But how many did I get? Zero. How much money did I make? None. I really really suck and it looks like my birthday is shaping up to as well.
Because if my net gets shut off, absolutely no money for next months rent. I'm stressed and frustrated that all of my job applications I put out aren't getting anything back. I hate that I'm so limited because no matter how many times I get my car to start it's dead within two days again. Oh and guess what? No money to fix that either!
I've just been striking out time after time recently and it's taking it's toll now.
Commissions at: pandadox[at]yahoo.com Donations always welcome/appreciated.
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In terms of another commission, I could get one done but I am just waiting for the last edit on the previous commission. But I do hope I can get another commission from you.
And it sucks all this is happening around your birthday. :( I do wish the best for you and hope that things turn out alright!
Sorry to hear nothing came in, I've been thinking about getting art again, but I dunno if one contribution is really enough to help, hmmf. D:
as for journals I was going to post to help you out but been worried about ya, my computer has been shut off because it keeps shutting down on me so I might need a new PC as my parents say or it could be a swollen capacitor.
still sorry to hear nothing is going for ya, same for me. i'll see about what donations I can do and send.
I am willing help if you want to take a commish or two from me. PM me and we'll exchange details.