My Holiday isn't so bad anymore.
13 years ago
And suddenly, my birthday and Christmas are the best ones ever had in my life. You are all sweet, you are angels, and you've overwhelmed me with your kindness. I made the last journal thinking I'd get to vent. Instead, I got more love than I've had in a long while.
From
ryan7251 I've received not just recommendations for great games for emulation and free to play on Steam, but also and amazing friend willing to help me in my time of need at his own expense. He has recently given me a copy of Terraria with which I can relax my nerves. Thank you so much!
From
gluttonvinyl, someone with which I have become close as we've played around in a long going RP session, and the one who got his friend to send me a laptop when mine was stolen, has also just recently bought me a copy of Minecraft (which is totally different from Terraria, by the way). I've heavily modded it, of course making sure to add ponies to it. I'm so happy!
From
knails87 and
hooligans87, I've been given a promise of a trip to a Mexican restaurant (I love Mexican food!) when my birthday actually comes and some My Little Pony clothing with which they will surprise me of what they will pick out. I'm looking forward to it so much!
From
capnsqueaks, I have been made a promise of not just a lovely little comic using his amazing cut and paste skill starring Twilight and an OC of mine, but he said he'd be willing to buy a 3DS game for me. True, I lost my 3DS when I was mugged, but its relative cheapness compared to everything doesn't make that a problem since I now have a job. Hooray!
From a Friend on Steam I made while playing TF2 (who wishes to remain anonymous), I've received multiple little things like keys, rare guns, a Balloonicorn I've named "Rarity's Cousin, Shingle" (all for TF2), and a copy of Doom 2. He's a nice guy, if not constantly torturing me by having me watch the worst of the worst when it comes to movies (Star Wars Holiday special... ugh). I'd tell you to smother him with love, but then he'd make me watch Garbage Pail Kids: The Movie.
From another friend on Steam named Miss Milk, who I met through another friend on Steam called Alucard, I've received a copy for Left4Dead2 so that we can play together. She needs a friend, as she has few, and I'm happy that I can be the friend that she needs. It fills me with joy that I can do something for someone, at least.
Finally, from someone who know me thanks to my massive Sonic the Hedgehog fanfiction on Fanfiction.net starring Metal Sonic, who is often Strobelightmaster or something to that affect, I'm not just getting a fantastic comic made with her amazing art skills, but I was told "I love you". I'm sure you can understand what that means, and why it fills my heart with warmth and my eyes with tears.
Thank you, thank you all. Even those not mentioned here, there are so many other amazing things people have done for me.
arbpw has been a friend,
maskedcharizard made be some art involving and silly Pinkie balloon when I was sad,
ldj made me an adorable picture of Mrs. Cake reading Pinkie a story for bedtime, and there's probably some things that I missed. I just want to use my entire first paycheck to make you all feel as special as you've all made me. I... I love you all so much, thank you for being my friend. Please, tell each other how great you are, and spread the joy you've given me.
Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays to you all!
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From a Friend on Steam I made while playing TF2 (who wishes to remain anonymous), I've received multiple little things like keys, rare guns, a Balloonicorn I've named "Rarity's Cousin, Shingle" (all for TF2), and a copy of Doom 2. He's a nice guy, if not constantly torturing me by having me watch the worst of the worst when it comes to movies (Star Wars Holiday special... ugh). I'd tell you to smother him with love, but then he'd make me watch Garbage Pail Kids: The Movie.
From another friend on Steam named Miss Milk, who I met through another friend on Steam called Alucard, I've received a copy for Left4Dead2 so that we can play together. She needs a friend, as she has few, and I'm happy that I can be the friend that she needs. It fills me with joy that I can do something for someone, at least.
Finally, from someone who know me thanks to my massive Sonic the Hedgehog fanfiction on Fanfiction.net starring Metal Sonic, who is often Strobelightmaster or something to that affect, I'm not just getting a fantastic comic made with her amazing art skills, but I was told "I love you". I'm sure you can understand what that means, and why it fills my heart with warmth and my eyes with tears.
Thank you, thank you all. Even those not mentioned here, there are so many other amazing things people have done for me.



Merry Christmas, and Happy Holidays to you all!
And after that fic you wrote (that may have actually changed my life!), all you have to do is ask, if you'd like a drawing from me :)
Aww, thank you! It always fills me with joy to hear that my story has changed someone's life in some way, even a small one. May I ask how my story affected you? And if I can ask a picture of you... well, I love Pinkie Pie being a baby with a parent watching her or swaddling her. Could I ask that for Pinkie and a parent (or parents, maybe?) doing something together? Either that or Trixie. I like Trixie.
And they are some pretty awesome guys, by the way. Super nice and fun to hang around. :D
Your story... well it made me think about things, like why I hate my "real" mother and want a "true" one that cares for me... and helped me realize other feelings I had in me for a long time, that I never noticed yet... also, about an hour after reading it, by random chance I found out one of my bestest friends is actually willing to baby me :3
About the pic: I'll add it to the list, but I can't promise anything, as finals are coming up, and my studies slow down my art productivity.
Ah, I see... we are like minded, then. I know the pain of not having a "real" mother, and desiring a parent to love and care for you. I'm glad I could help you realize more parts of yourself, and even happier you found a friend who will baby you. You're lucky, and I'm jealous. :3
That's okay, I just thought I'd ask since you offered. Take as long as you want, or don't even draw it. You don't have to do anything, I've gotten so much. :)
Ol'Squeaks is happy to participate, but even more happy the festivities are so wide spread. The season of givin indeed ^_^
We love you Conflicted, and we're glad to see you happy :)
You have a Steam profile, yeah? Feel free to add me then. My Steam name is Arbpw.