OBVIOUSLY I'M MAD.
13 years ago
“I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they couldn’t hurt me. And I thought that was what being tough was, but it isn’t.”
James Frey.
YOU LITERALLY IGNORED ME JUST TO SEE HOW I WOULD REACT.
WHAT
THE
FUCK.
ARE YOU STUPID
UGH
AND NO.
YOU WEREN'T IGNORING EVERYONE
YOU WHERE IGNORING ME
I KNOW YOU WHERE IGNORING ME BECAUSE YOU WHERE TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE YOU ASS
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I EVEN WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU AFTER THAT YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER.
AND YOU CAN GO AND BE AS ANGSTY AS YOU WANT
I DONT CARE
I DO NOT CARE
HELL YOU CAN APPOLOGIZE LIKE 8 TIMES I DONT CARE
IT WASNT COOL.
IT WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE YOU STUPID FUCK FACE.
THE ONLY REASON I TRIED TO MAKE THIS OKAY WAS BECAUSE OUR FRIEND TOLD ME TO.
FUCKING BLAHARHARGH
THEN AFTER YOU TELL ME YOU'RE 'HURT' BECAUSE I DIDNT JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH IVE TOLD YOU LIKE TWICE THAT I DONT WANT TO.
GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL DAMNIT
UGHASDFGJZZDFGHJKCRDTBHJKM.FVDCXGYVBHJKMFCVJGB FJC.HGJKFD.XHYJFDKLC
wow my index finger hurts
shiiiiiit
anyway
i think this is why people are fucking LESBIANS
men are RETARDED
or maybe its just men from California.
hi im milky and im full of angst.
WHAT
THE
FUCK.
ARE YOU STUPID
UGH
AND NO.
YOU WEREN'T IGNORING EVERYONE
YOU WHERE IGNORING ME
I KNOW YOU WHERE IGNORING ME BECAUSE YOU WHERE TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE YOU ASS
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I EVEN WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU AFTER THAT YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER.
AND YOU CAN GO AND BE AS ANGSTY AS YOU WANT
I DONT CARE
I DO NOT CARE
HELL YOU CAN APPOLOGIZE LIKE 8 TIMES I DONT CARE
IT WASNT COOL.
IT WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE YOU STUPID FUCK FACE.
THE ONLY REASON I TRIED TO MAKE THIS OKAY WAS BECAUSE OUR FRIEND TOLD ME TO.
FUCKING BLAHARHARGH
THEN AFTER YOU TELL ME YOU'RE 'HURT' BECAUSE I DIDNT JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH IVE TOLD YOU LIKE TWICE THAT I DONT WANT TO.
GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL DAMNIT
UGHASDFGJZZDFGHJKCRDTBHJKM.FVDCXGYVBHJKMFCVJGB FJC.HGJKFD.XHYJFDKLC
wow my index finger hurts
shiiiiiit
anyway
i think this is why people are fucking LESBIANS
men are RETARDED
or maybe its just men from California.
hi im milky and im full of angst.
I NEVER MENT TO HURT YOU
I LOVE YOU BBY SO MUCH LIKE 5EVA
TEEN ANGST!!!
<3 <3
LETS GET MARRIED
But we better not generalize men from CA lest there is butthurt :p
and it makes them fucking stupid
thats 'MERICA.
its all denny's and mcdonalds ya know
I live in NY, greasy has a food group here. I went to California and I was surrounded by health food restaurants, organic foods, and etc. The only place within a 10 mile radius that had grease in it was Johnny Rocket's. And a pizza place, but Good God, their pizza was like cardboard with cheese on it. And what kind of pizza joint doesn't have WINGS!?
They're insane out there xD
thats lame though
maybe they're all just pissed off and stupid because they dont have yummy food
Cali is probably the ONLY state that's like that. It's the vegan capital of the country, for serious.
I loved visiting my friends in Cali, but I think I'll bring my own food next time, I can't survive on Avocado pita pockets for very long :[
and vaginas
and they have cooties
Almost makes me want to laugh.. What an ass he is for doing that.
*hugs you*
ass army
I am not kidding you.
I had a best friend that was a guy. He got butt hurt that I started going out with Apollo and ignored me forever and then tried to win my heart after 8 months of not speaking. Sorry dude even if you had a chance it's elephant fucked in the ass with no reach arounds.
:/
I tots feel your pain sister. I totally and utterly do.
SHIT
im like BEYOND pissed off right now
The important thing is to calm down. Don't think about him or talk to him if it makes you feel better. Do what makes you happy. Don't stress. :>
ASDCGGJFLDHAK RUDE MILLY BEANS YOU ARE SO RUDE RIGHT MEOW I CANT EVEN LIKE, YOU MUST BE KITTEN ME
MEOW MEOW
WUUUUUUUUUOOUUUUU
part of the reason i ignored you was because i'm weird and i seriously don't know why i decided to do that
the other part was because i wanted to see if you cared enough about me to ask what was wrong
an "are you ok?"
"why aren't you talking to me?"
but no, you didn't. the only thing you told me was "get on skype ;c;"
and you are mistaken
i didn't want to talk to anyone for almost two days
not just you
the reason i was on xbox was because i just got xbox live and i wanted to activate it. before i could shut it off someone invited me and all my friends were in the party. i didn't want to talk to them but i also didn't want them to pry to see why i wouldn't join. so i joined and stayed pretty quiet, ask austin he was there. i was drawing the whole time. i admit i stayed longer then i thought i would but they were having a good time and i enjoyed listening to it.
i wasn't hurt because you didn't jump into a relationship with me, i was hurt because you would sooner give a complete stranger a chance than me.
sure it's kinda selfish, i know that
this last time i was trying to find out why you didn't want to date me
but i don't give a shit anymore
i'm sorry i ignored you, i regret it
i'm sorry the way i handled everything
i'm sorry you don't like hearing me apologize
and i'm sorry i'm not perfect
i still wish i could be your friend, JUST a friend
but i'm done
i was asking you t get on skype so you could talk about whatever the fuck your issue was.
But you where still there, which counts for something.
it doesnt matter anymore, because i dont care.
I cant do a long distance relationship.
and i could never date you, you're like a brother. if that makes sense
ugh blegh
im not attracted to you, i never have been.
And im sorry
maybe im shallow, maybe you're just forever buried in the friendzone.
regardless, i could never date you.
I could give you reason after reason, but im not going to because just me saying no should have been good enough for you at the start.
But it never was, because you had it in your mind that id change my mind or something.
and regardless of what i said you kept trying.
i understand that you love me, but you shouldnt.
because you cant have me.
And i dont see why you're upset about me giving my number to someone, people do it all the time.
like aaalll the time.
Whats stopping me from going on a date with someone?
nothing, so why should i feel bad about it? why are you trying to make me feel bad about it?
you had plenty of ways to contact me privately...
but you didn't.
like i said, i could have handled it better
i could have just sucked it up and talked to you on skype...i regret not doing that
it's ok that you aren't attracted to me
i didn't really think you had changed your mind but...
i just had that lingering hope in the back of my head ya know?
i won't ask again, i'm sorry about that
...
i don't know milly...
i was selfish and i didn't handle things like i should have
you think we can still be friends?...
i'll try to not be such an ass
...
i'm like a brother? i know what you mean
i can do that, if you'll give me another chance...
im to lazy to hold a grudge