What is it with people saying they are going to commission me, they tell me what they want so i spend time doing up sketches and then they flake out on me and tell me that they dont need the art anymore... so money that i was relying on coming through, doesn't, and then im stuck trying to borrow money from people that im going to have to pay back through out the month and then just rush at the end again to try and make rent. Look I know that I may not seem like im struggling, but I honestly live month to month and have been for most of my life, I just got rid of my ex-fiance and have been trying to make it on my own going through depression from loneliness and my other medial issues including Complex Migraines that i cant get medication for because I cant afford to get all the tests run to see even exactly whats wrong with me. I don't tell people my problems because its not really anyones business. I have been looking for a real job for months now with no luck. Not having a car or even a license is pretty hindering. I am not very popular and thus i know that its hard for me to try and rely on commissioners to buy from me. The ones that are flaking on me, are more the ones that i really thought were my friends. But i guess everyone likes to be 'friends' with an artist that they think they can get free art from.

dont mind me, I'm just over here about to get my power shut off and with no food in the apt. But hey, if you can spread the word that I'm still open for commissions, that would be great!

I'm only $50 short on the electric bill and $40 for food would be awesome.. so i need to make $90 in two days. I accept Direct Deposit if you have a US Bank near you, Or i can take paypal as well as Debit / Credit cards. just ask me for the link to use a card. my Paypal is Essphox[at]gmail.com

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I have a few Adult themed YCH /TCBY sketches up if anyone likes either of them. only $30 - $80 depending on what you want.


good news for all of you though! in that im finally OPEN for Fur-suit Heads if you want one! they are $250 plus price of fur. I accept Direct deposit, Debit/Credit, Paypal, and money orders. at least $100 is due upfront and the rest sent after the foam base has been made and approved by the commissioner.

I am open for 3 fur-suit head slots! PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD. The heads include 'follow me' eyes with clear pupil for easy vision and a moving jaw with lower jaw set.


All of my other commission prices are easily laid out on my Weasyl account found here: https://www.weasyl.com/profile/essphox

and all of my other commission prices for other things are here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2682776/
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thanks for reading -.-