FA+
Shop
-.-
12 years ago
Welcome to my tavern, why don'tcha sit a spell and have a brew
Join the Tavern's Telegram Chat https://t.me/joinchat/CEx_HD8NOyYLN7MgkxeGNw someone i know at school who is also on here, repeatedly tells me he doesnt give a ****.
yet everytime i post something saying im sad, depressed, or my life isnt going well.
he thinks i dont have a right to be sad, depressed and so on.
he needs to make up his damn mind, or leave me alone, cause, no ones life is perfect, and everyone has a right to HAVE EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS
SO STOP THINKING I CANT FEEL BAD. >_> and dont threaten to hit me for feeling bad. cuase thats not a smart idea.
IMA GO CRAZY MUSHROOM DRAGON ON YOU. which is basically just, randomness and pain XD
Ya, everyones got there problems in life. So don't try and say I have no reason to feel bad, when you don't know the real me, practically no one knows the real me, cause the real me is a lonely ass little shit with no friends and cries himself to sleep. That is the me I am trying to not be. A new me, that has friends, specifically on here.
If you are trying to be a friend and give a shit about me, your doing it wrong
To everyone else.
I LOVE YOU :D*hugs*
yet everytime i post something saying im sad, depressed, or my life isnt going well.
he thinks i dont have a right to be sad, depressed and so on.
he needs to make up his damn mind, or leave me alone, cause, no ones life is perfect, and everyone has a right to HAVE EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS
SO STOP THINKING I CANT FEEL BAD. >_> and dont threaten to hit me for feeling bad. cuase thats not a smart idea.
IMA GO CRAZY MUSHROOM DRAGON ON YOU. which is basically just, randomness and pain XD
Ya, everyones got there problems in life. So don't try and say I have no reason to feel bad, when you don't know the real me, practically no one knows the real me, cause the real me is a lonely ass little shit with no friends and cries himself to sleep. That is the me I am trying to not be. A new me, that has friends, specifically on here.
If you are trying to be a friend and give a shit about me, your doing it wrong
To everyone else.
I LOVE YOU :D*hugs*
He needs to calm the hell down
Mhmm.
I don't trust people who get hot headed quickly
To start off, I'm not saying you can't have emotions. I'd be lying if I said I don't have days where I feel like shit, feeling low, wish I were better off dead. You've been around me long enough to know that I've had some really, REALLY fucked up shit happen to me. But so what! As bad as I felt, I know there is someone else feeling worse than what I am, that has gone through more than what I have. But we all have our own experiences. It doesn't matter to me what your story is, whatever knocked you down. I approach everyone the same way. GET THE FUCK BACK UP! Cry until your throat hurts, scream at the top of your lungs, do whatever it is you do when you are upset, but DON'T LET IT BE THE END OF THE WORLD. You think things got done because people moped around and did nothing? NO. They WANTED change and MADE IT HAPPEN. Don't play woe is me with me, because I know people who have went through far worse than you have, and are doing their DAMNEST to push past it, if they already haven't.
(Now that I'm calmed down)
And about what I WANTED to say to you this morning? I am going off of what you put in your journals. I may not always read it immediately, and I can't always contact you. But damnit Draco, I FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU. I know your spot is hard and tough, and if I could, I'd help you out myself. But I can't. I am doing what I can from my end to try and keep you as positive as possible. Do I fuck up a lot? Yes, and I know I do. But I can't afford to lose another friend. I don't expect you or think you will hurt yourself, but for fuck sake man, try and stay positive. I don't care what your religion is, the concept of "be glad you are alive" is rather universal. You have friends that care about you, online and off, and we want to see the best of you. I'm not talking expectations either, I mean as a human being, you deserve some sort of happiness. So if what I said earlier has upset you, I am sorry. There's nothing I can say to take back what I said earlier, but I can be a better person starting now. I'll be quiet and leave you alone if that's what it takes.
Don't mention me indirectly online either. I get really pissed off when people refer to me either without mentioning it, or if will reflect on me negatively when people don't know me.
And to anyone that has something they want to say to me about this: think before you speak. I know I screwed up. But if you want to be an asshole, then fuck off and fuck yourself.
And you won't lose me as a friend if you don't talk to me about my emotions. You aren't very good at it