I lost myself yesterday
12 years ago
“And it is still true, no matter how old you are -- when you go out into the world, it is best to hold hands and stick together.”
In amongst the boxes and sleep deprivation from doing all of this scrubbing and cleaning and packing and cleaning and scrubbing and packing LOL Yesterday I got pretty low as the previous journal probably indicated.
I wanted to say thankyou. For all the helpful advice you gave me. I love drawing and ive just got soo many ideas and things I want to draw that having such a supportive group here really helps me to stay focused. Some days, like yesterday I lose my way a little, get all twisted up in insecurities and dark whispers in my head feed my fears. But then you guys kinda pick me up and dust me down and shoo away those nasty things.
I do have a long way to go in my artwork, but thats not anything to get down about. its a work in progress, it will always be a work in progress and I forgot that my primary reason for making art in the first place is to inspire other people. so even if some of my art is a bit sucky if it means someone else looks at it and thinks...I can do better than that..or I want to try the same look, or things like that then...well thats a really important thing to be able to do.
So yeah im gonna keep pushing forward aiming higher and hopefully this time next year we can look back on this point and laugh :)
Thankyoo for sticking by me. i read all your comments and well as usual, im left feeling like a pretty lucky little squiggle.
2 more sleeps to go and then perhaps by monday some sort of normality will hopefully be restored.
I wanted to say thankyou. For all the helpful advice you gave me. I love drawing and ive just got soo many ideas and things I want to draw that having such a supportive group here really helps me to stay focused. Some days, like yesterday I lose my way a little, get all twisted up in insecurities and dark whispers in my head feed my fears. But then you guys kinda pick me up and dust me down and shoo away those nasty things.
I do have a long way to go in my artwork, but thats not anything to get down about. its a work in progress, it will always be a work in progress and I forgot that my primary reason for making art in the first place is to inspire other people. so even if some of my art is a bit sucky if it means someone else looks at it and thinks...I can do better than that..or I want to try the same look, or things like that then...well thats a really important thing to be able to do.
So yeah im gonna keep pushing forward aiming higher and hopefully this time next year we can look back on this point and laugh :)
Thankyoo for sticking by me. i read all your comments and well as usual, im left feeling like a pretty lucky little squiggle.
2 more sleeps to go and then perhaps by monday some sort of normality will hopefully be restored.
Love and huggies
Princess Sylphie
and under a time to get it done you must be super busy.
Also when you are moved just take your time unpacking.
Just know we are all here to help you stay on your toes and keep on going.
*gives a big dwaggie huggle*
No sweat, Sammy. I get really insecure sometimes, so I know how you feel. Maybe helping out others who feel insecure helps me not feel insecure.
Having a box to play in is so much fun. Huggies I so much love your art style dont make it less cute what you showed well it's nice and well done . I like yours more .
Re: No worries... that only makes you as normal as the next person. *nods*
Bad days and good days... times are spirits are higher, and other times when they are not... this is the eternal roller coaster we call "life".
Everyone gets sad, upset, scared, etc... main trick is for any of us not to let our emotions control us, bather us control our emotions.
Of course, I admit I feel a bit like a hypocrite when I say that, since I haven't exactly been perfect at that me-self.
But, yeah... main thing is to try you best to keep on keeping on as best you can, from one day to the next.
Because, frankly, that may be about all any of us can really do, when you get right down to it. *Hugs*