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My Situation
12 years ago
Note: Due to embarrassment I didn't want to post a new journal so I took a old journal that was buried in my journal logs.
Edited: June 23th, 2013
So for the last 2 months ive been unemployed, the temp agency hasnt found me a new assignment and I predict they likely will not. Last week I ran out of food and out of compassion my best friends gave me some food and have given me some leftovers, etc since but I still have been barely skimping by, eating usually 1 meal per day, usually at under $2 worth of food like Ramen, McDonald's, etc.
The last 2 weeks have been hell, emotional breakdowns from depression and anxiety of how I will continue to survive, my mate of 14 months abruptly leaving me and his friend causing drama and accusing me of things I did not do, my parents putting stress on me to try and get a job and pay them what I get to try and cover the costs of my house that they are helping me stay in. I have gone to bed some nights wondering if I should just end it all.
I am asking for what anyone can spare, I need money for food, gasoline, and anything extra to help pay the bills.
Edited: June 23th, 2013
So for the last 2 months ive been unemployed, the temp agency hasnt found me a new assignment and I predict they likely will not. Last week I ran out of food and out of compassion my best friends gave me some food and have given me some leftovers, etc since but I still have been barely skimping by, eating usually 1 meal per day, usually at under $2 worth of food like Ramen, McDonald's, etc.
The last 2 weeks have been hell, emotional breakdowns from depression and anxiety of how I will continue to survive, my mate of 14 months abruptly leaving me and his friend causing drama and accusing me of things I did not do, my parents putting stress on me to try and get a job and pay them what I get to try and cover the costs of my house that they are helping me stay in. I have gone to bed some nights wondering if I should just end it all.
I am asking for what anyone can spare, I need money for food, gasoline, and anything extra to help pay the bills.
