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Surgery Tomorrow
12 years ago
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For art done from other artists. (empty)
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For art done from other artists. (empty) Not an April Fool's Joke. This is just an update to the journal I posted a few days ago, found here ---> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4481024/ .
Honestly at this point...I can't wait for all this to be over. I've been in excruciating pain the past couple nights. It has been horrible. I went to the ER friday night because I couldn't take it anymore. They've prescribed me percosets and those are now not working very well. Directions say take 1-2 pills every 4-6 hours. I've had to stretch it out just to make them last and...well, the way it is, I'm having to take 1 pill every 2 hours. I've already told my doctor this and he said just hang in there. As long as I'm not taking 2 pills every 2 hours I'm good...the fact I've spaced it like I have works I guess (cuz there's still 4 hours in between the first and third doses...and between 2 and 4 doses)...
But tonight it's going to be hell, I can just tell. Usually mornings/afternoons the pain isn't so bad but today it has been. Tonight I'm not allowed to eat, drink or take ANYTHING after midnight. So I have to somehow space stuff out to where I can take a double dose at 11:45 and also put on this ice/hot muscle pain reliever thingy on my belly that has helped some too. After that I just hope hope hope that it gets me through the night. I gotta be at the hospital at 6am. Surgery is at 8, and it'll be about an hour and a half. They said I should be in recovery for an hour if all goes well, and then I go home. I just hope to hell they prescribe me something stronger because these strong meds are not working...
Yesterday I was flat out exhausted. I slept pretty much the entire day - only waking up every so often to use the bathroom, take meds, and drink some water. My appetite is gone. I'm forcing myself to eat. Last night though the pain was pretty bad. Ice/Claude is pretty worried about me...but without him I'm not sure I could get through this. Just having him close by, holding me, rubbing my sides and belly and talking to me helps get me through it. I know during the pain spikes I am pretty much stuck in a curled up position, whining and pretty much crying...and he feels helpless - but him just being there has helped so much. I can hang onto his voice and feel his caresses. It helps..I hope he realizes it. I've told him over and over again that without him I'm not sure I'd be able to get through this.
Anyways, I'm not sure when I'll be back on FA to give everyone an update. I'll have Claude post a journal and have him link it in my shouts - so if you guys want to see what's happening, please go to his page
iceblueeyes and he'll be able to let everyone know - if he's able. This has been really hard on the both of us.
Also I appreciate all the support and comments from everyone...it really does mean a lot. Today to try to help distract me from tomorrow and maybe from the pain I'll attempt to do some form of livestream. You'll have to bear with the pauses and breaks because there may be times where the pain will flare up again.
Thank you again everyone.
Honestly at this point...I can't wait for all this to be over. I've been in excruciating pain the past couple nights. It has been horrible. I went to the ER friday night because I couldn't take it anymore. They've prescribed me percosets and those are now not working very well. Directions say take 1-2 pills every 4-6 hours. I've had to stretch it out just to make them last and...well, the way it is, I'm having to take 1 pill every 2 hours. I've already told my doctor this and he said just hang in there. As long as I'm not taking 2 pills every 2 hours I'm good...the fact I've spaced it like I have works I guess (cuz there's still 4 hours in between the first and third doses...and between 2 and 4 doses)...
But tonight it's going to be hell, I can just tell. Usually mornings/afternoons the pain isn't so bad but today it has been. Tonight I'm not allowed to eat, drink or take ANYTHING after midnight. So I have to somehow space stuff out to where I can take a double dose at 11:45 and also put on this ice/hot muscle pain reliever thingy on my belly that has helped some too. After that I just hope hope hope that it gets me through the night. I gotta be at the hospital at 6am. Surgery is at 8, and it'll be about an hour and a half. They said I should be in recovery for an hour if all goes well, and then I go home. I just hope to hell they prescribe me something stronger because these strong meds are not working...
Yesterday I was flat out exhausted. I slept pretty much the entire day - only waking up every so often to use the bathroom, take meds, and drink some water. My appetite is gone. I'm forcing myself to eat. Last night though the pain was pretty bad. Ice/Claude is pretty worried about me...but without him I'm not sure I could get through this. Just having him close by, holding me, rubbing my sides and belly and talking to me helps get me through it. I know during the pain spikes I am pretty much stuck in a curled up position, whining and pretty much crying...and he feels helpless - but him just being there has helped so much. I can hang onto his voice and feel his caresses. It helps..I hope he realizes it. I've told him over and over again that without him I'm not sure I'd be able to get through this.
Anyways, I'm not sure when I'll be back on FA to give everyone an update. I'll have Claude post a journal and have him link it in my shouts - so if you guys want to see what's happening, please go to his page
iceblueeyes and he'll be able to let everyone know - if he's able. This has been really hard on the both of us. Also I appreciate all the support and comments from everyone...it really does mean a lot. Today to try to help distract me from tomorrow and maybe from the pain I'll attempt to do some form of livestream. You'll have to bear with the pauses and breaks because there may be times where the pain will flare up again.
Thank you again everyone.
I'm sorry hon, I'm sure you'll be just fine, especially when you have Ice there with you.
Have him text me and let me know how it goes.
Oh, yes, and let you know i've started on that gift-art for you. ;P
Good luck! *Hugs*
Do you still have a lot of your animals? I'd imagine they are hard to take care of at the moment... I would help if I was free but my job is taking a lot out of me physically and out of my time. I have Thursdays and Fridays off if you ever need me even if it's just to chat. You get plenty of rest and eat and drink enough.