.:: I know I usually encourage it... ::.
12 years ago
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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2764104/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2764104/
CURRENT STATUS:
Fixing PC. Work is back on track though.
But can people not pester me about art for a while?
My depression has hit an all time high. To the point it's really affecting me. I usually put on a tougher skin and not let it bother me too much (Been suffering from it for years now) but things are starting to pile up on me.
Yes, I know I owe a lot of art.
No, I have not forgotten about you.
And so I don't have to repeat myself when people ask, I'll simply write down what's bothering me, as I'm not in a social mood right now.
- £4000 in debt
- Can't find work
- Scared to start work if found any (Stupid social anxiety)
- Self hatred all time high
- Lonely
- Health
I'm sorry about this, I will get around to everyone's piece of art. I've even cut back on a few essentials so I don't have to open for anything new, even though I have literally nothing in the bank right now.
I'll hopefully have some things completed tonight. Though I'm not happy with anything I'm doing, and I refuse to do a half arsed job with commissions. I take things seriously, as art is my life.
I know I have no right to ask, but please be a bit more patient with me. I'm determined to get everyone's art done as soon as I can. I'll even do a mini art queue soon to inform people whose pieces I shall be doing over the next few days.
Again, I am sorry...

ThetaKogun
~thetakogun
That's certainly a lot to be shouldering. *hug* I'm sure your commissioners will understand.

wyebird
~wyebird
OP
Usually I wouldn't be too bothered by it. But I dunno... seems to be getting to me more then usual. Hopefully I can get things sorted soon, so I can get more work done lol *Hugs back*

Aziran
~fluffybastion
Nothing to be sorry about. You know this. Art is a luxury, yes, people paid for it, but unless you stated a -specific- time for a turnaround, they can sit on their hands and wait.

wyebird
~wyebird
OP
I can understand some people getting impatient with me though, it takes me forever to get to some people's work. But right now, I just can't seem to do a very good job. And I don;t want to do a half-arsed job, I take art too passionately to allow myself to do that lol

Aziran
~fluffybastion
Again, art is a luxury. The fandom has bred some really bad habits when it comes to people and commissioning artwork. Don't stress out, just take your time and breathe.

GingerM
~gingerm
That depends, to a certain extent. Even if no timelines are given, after a certain point it's not unreasonable to ask what progress has been made.

Aziran
~fluffybastion
Oh granted, asking for an update is all well and good. But threats to contact PayPal to invoke a forceful refund is too much (As I know she's had in the past.).

GingerM
~gingerm
Very much so; on that I certainly agree with you.

Evil-Dog
~evil-dog
I know what it's like to not be able to find work

wyebird
~wyebird
OP
It's terrible. Apparently there are loads of jobs around here, but most of them require qualifications. And I have none lol

Dialect
~dialect
Yikes, I'm sorry to hear that D: I can understand If you need a little bit more time, real life issues should come first.

wyebird
~wyebird
OP
I know, but I hate having people waiting around for art. Might just get some anti-depressants or something and work through this lol

Zanth
~zanth
You take care now. Try and take a few days off, maybe? Take a walk or something, try to switch off your mind for a while.

wyebird
~wyebird
OP
I took one or two days off, but my depression got worse. So I'm just going to work through it otherwise I won;t get anything done lol

Reizo
~reizo
*hugs tightly* I hope everything gets better hun...

bloodgod245
~bloodgod245
i hope things work out hun