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Ok i gotta vent about something
12 years ago
my mother....
my fucking crazy ass mother.....
if you go through my journals this isnt the first one about her....
So i hope everyone is aware that i do have a very busy life
Im an artist i make art and fursuits for $ and i work on them everyday
Im also a junior in high school currently only taking 4 classes (Science, English, Art, and History) in school and with 1 online class (Alg 2)
oh and not only this im the ONLY fucking person who does any cleaning in this house.... so thats another thing i have to do
I have to worry about all this shit on a daily basis... the stress kills me but i do what i can to manage (hey life isnt easy right?)
So my mom is all up my fucking ass with this stupid math class... and i HHHHAAATTTETEEEEEEEEEEE math with a flaming passion only because its the most hardest subject for me im HORRIBLE at it.... it stresses me out more than anything so yeah i will admit i avoid it alot but my mom wont leave me the fuck alone about it... it already upsets me enough and her screaming at me isnt helping.,...
now when i considering online schooling i was told that "you could work at any time at your own pace" BULL FUCKIN SHIT!!!!!!!!
and here i am like 2 weeks behind and my teacher is calling my mom about it......
so im well aware i need to do something to get out of math... idk what but im talking to my guidance councilor tomorrow (hopefully) and seeing what my alternate plans are..... idk if i will have any alternate plans but im seriously hoping there is something i can do if not im looking at dropping out of high school... and i dont want to do that all because of one fucking class i cant pass -_- the school system is complete bullshit i hate this... id rather trade it for a real job.. seriously
so ontop of all this my mom is stressin me out arguing and screaming at me about it for the last few days
and today after a bad brawl with her my mom comes in and gives me some bud.... like as if its going to redeem the argument we just had like 3 minuets earlier.... i feel like she uses me sometimes... she can be such a bitch..
my fucking crazy ass mother.....
if you go through my journals this isnt the first one about her....
So i hope everyone is aware that i do have a very busy life
Im an artist i make art and fursuits for $ and i work on them everyday
Im also a junior in high school currently only taking 4 classes (Science, English, Art, and History) in school and with 1 online class (Alg 2)
oh and not only this im the ONLY fucking person who does any cleaning in this house.... so thats another thing i have to do
I have to worry about all this shit on a daily basis... the stress kills me but i do what i can to manage (hey life isnt easy right?)
So my mom is all up my fucking ass with this stupid math class... and i HHHHAAATTTETEEEEEEEEEEE math with a flaming passion only because its the most hardest subject for me im HORRIBLE at it.... it stresses me out more than anything so yeah i will admit i avoid it alot but my mom wont leave me the fuck alone about it... it already upsets me enough and her screaming at me isnt helping.,...
now when i considering online schooling i was told that "you could work at any time at your own pace" BULL FUCKIN SHIT!!!!!!!!
and here i am like 2 weeks behind and my teacher is calling my mom about it......
so im well aware i need to do something to get out of math... idk what but im talking to my guidance councilor tomorrow (hopefully) and seeing what my alternate plans are..... idk if i will have any alternate plans but im seriously hoping there is something i can do if not im looking at dropping out of high school... and i dont want to do that all because of one fucking class i cant pass -_- the school system is complete bullshit i hate this... id rather trade it for a real job.. seriously
so ontop of all this my mom is stressin me out arguing and screaming at me about it for the last few days
and today after a bad brawl with her my mom comes in and gives me some bud.... like as if its going to redeem the argument we just had like 3 minuets earlier.... i feel like she uses me sometimes... she can be such a bitch..
I can definitely help you with math; it's my favorite subject. I went up to Calculus 3 in college.
^^; Really though I do suck at math, but please cheer up, I hope you feel better soon.
However: yeah, online schooling sucks. It is not someone else's responsibility if you fall behind, though, even if you "suck at the subject" or don't have time to do it.
I'm sorry that you value having a job more than getting an education (since you can get a better job with education - not even sure if you can sustain a living on fursuits...), but that is your own decision. I'm sorry that you feel as though you don't have the time to do your school work. I'm also a junior in high school, but I take six classes, including one online class (scheduled as a class period, required by the school district). Two of these classes are advanced (honors English plus Pre-Calculus), and two are band classes - which, believe it or not, are fairly difficult. While I don't have to clean the house, I do have golf, a job, plus any extra schoolwork (including concerts) on my plate. I'm preparing to take the SAT tomorrow. I value education quite a bit, which might be why I'm having trouble seeing your point of view. I understand stress and feeling pressured, but I feel as though it is your fault for being behind in your schoolwork, not your teacher.
Please don't be too offended by this. I'm just saying my opinion on the subject. If you feel as though I'm going too far or don't understand you (....despite being the same age), feel free to send your followers on me or block me. :/ Again, I'm sorry if I offended you, but I think you are overreacting just a titch.
Although im not blaming my tearcher for this and your right it is my fault iv been procrastinating and avoiding it because im no good at math at all x.x thats whi im hoping i will have some options to either catch up or just get out of math completely (which i doubt will happen but im hoping i can figure out something)
And yeah im well aware i cant be stable on my own with just art and fursuits im still trying to figure out what i want to do for a living... And the only thing i love doing is drawing but i cant find a career that i kno i would be comfortable with... I would rather be happy doing my job than turning it into something that i hate
To be honest im very scared for my future i really just want everything to go right. I want to graduate high school i want to go to college i want to have a long and happy life. But idk because of stupid school im tired of it so much it feels pointless to go anymore x.x not to mention florida education sucks ass
And yeah dude that really sucks im sorry *hugs* i kno all too well about the controlling unruly mother but you obviously have a more shitty situation than me and dude that just blows :C
everything always works out. No worries. I was in your shoes last year, failing pre calculus and worrying about college. It all works our though. So don't worry