(Repost) I ask of you.
12 years ago
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(Reposting because of things...)
Those who know me.
Yes you people.
I have a request...and I want your honesty.
People like to point things out if asked what they feel about someone, the positives and the like.
But...what about the negatives....
..I'm going to be straight here and ask outright in the usual sense.
What do you think of me?
..before you start telling me I'm soft, kind or sexy (yeah my sona is...I'm ugly as fuck imo)..
Ignore it.
I've hurt people..strangers, friends, ..closer friends..
I don't want the positives...I want honesty...and honesty from those that really care.
Please refrain from just being a dick though because that's mean.
What I'm after are honest answers...and how you feel about certain things I say...do...act without realising...that kinda stuff.
Nitpicks? General repeatition? Recent things that have happened/changed? Or longterm deep problems..
If you're worried about posting publicly a note is fine.
..and if you're only a watcher and don't really KNOW me...no offence but this is really only for those who I am friends with...closer to....but....those who....may have been...
Everyone has their thorns...and I have many..
Those who know me.
Yes you people.
I have a request...and I want your honesty.
People like to point things out if asked what they feel about someone, the positives and the like.
But...what about the negatives....
..I'm going to be straight here and ask outright in the usual sense.
What do you think of me?
..before you start telling me I'm soft, kind or sexy (yeah my sona is...I'm ugly as fuck imo)..
Ignore it.
I've hurt people..strangers, friends, ..closer friends..
I don't want the positives...I want honesty...and honesty from those that really care.
Please refrain from just being a dick though because that's mean.
What I'm after are honest answers...and how you feel about certain things I say...do...act without realising...that kinda stuff.
Nitpicks? General repeatition? Recent things that have happened/changed? Or longterm deep problems..
If you're worried about posting publicly a note is fine.
..and if you're only a watcher and don't really KNOW me...no offence but this is really only for those who I am friends with...closer to....but....those who....may have been...
Everyone has their thorns...and I have many..
I think you are a kind and fun person. >w<
Sometimes you do stuff that bothers me, but you know I'll let you know if you do. Overall though, I think of you as a great friend and awesome person. :3
Don't do either...you are who you are...and if people aren't able to find some compromise and live with your 'thorns' (To a point...everyone has limits), then they don't deserve to experience the beautiful flower that is the rest of you.
Do you get what I'm saying?
Otherwise, hope things feel better and that...
Much Luff,
Deggy
its just... sometimes it hurts pretty much when you do.
but anyways I love you no matter what~<3333
Besides that... I don't know what you did or who you have hurt. The very few people who I used to know and who know/knew you, are themselves mostly idiots how I had to found out (unrelated to things around you) ><
I only know that you have never been hurting me.. well, I'm sometimes sad for example when you forget to write again after you went somewhere, but that's not making you a bad person. I've learned that such things are just part of your personality which is generally as beautiful as your sona is. Really, I would not know why to say something different!
Fuzzy you are beloved, admit it naaaooo! >:
Of course, if every time I have tried to contact you, if it has been inconveniently timed, please let me know ^^'
Other than that, you have always been a wonderful caring person. You're nice, and look out for others!
But... the chatting thing. Wish we talked more though.
the vent art you posted explains alot, and you are basically tearing yourself apart. saying your not good enough, hating yourself for who you are. what we see is dark colours, shadows and blackness. those colours are what you feel. should they be fear, hate, loneliness, guilt. what ever those colours are they mean something. but I really think you should speak to those who you trust, who you know understand you.
I am always here Fuzzy and you know that. your not alone in your struggles as I am dealing with mine at this time. Please if you ever need to talk about anything. post me a note and I'll be on ASAP
You're kind, you give close friends' gifts. You've been there to help me with my emotions, and not many do that for me nowadays, and I am glad to know you. And now it's my turn to help return the favor and try to help you and work with you as you've done for me. You have qualities of a great friend. You are like family, you're my Sis. and I know you might not want my help, but at least let me try to, to help see what's going on in your life that is really stressing you out and causing you to feel so down.
You are not a bad person at all - not from hat I've witnessed and seen - you're funny, and silly, you have creativity - as I've definitely seen with your minecrafting skills and your coloring and music. =3 Fuzzy, you're a wonderful person, you may not see it, but we do. We go through highs and lows, and a nice person like you shouldn't go through tough times alone. I'm here to help you Fuzzy, and something has been stressing you out lately, it's apparent in the venting art, and if you need some help, I'm always here to do what I can for you.