To start off I'm not looking for sympathy, I just needed to get this out of my system. If I were you I would ignore this entirely.
I promise this will be the last time I vent, for at least two months.

So at work I should feel great because I get asked to help out a lot and am given plenty of responsibility. I don't though, because I am utterly replaceable. Most of the time no one would need me if they could use Google. For the things I am responsible I can't really bring about any improvement because my resources are strapped thin as is. So most of my day is spent sitting around hoping to get something to work on, or doing homework. There's no challenge at my level, and no chance for promotion on this campus, but I need the pay.

My family could get along fine without me, my classmates could replace me on the group projects easily. I am a very easy to replace person, and usually I'm fine with that. What bugs me is that I have no value, I provide no real benefits for those around me.

As a friend I'm pretty crappy too. I'm no good at talking and usually can't do much to help anyone out. Shoot I'm supposed to be a management major, and I can't even motivate anyone to work on a project that they are interested in. I mean myself too. I've been trying to get something done either on the game or personal projects, but nope nothing. I am barely doing my schoolwork. Luckily that's one thing I'm good at, school. Yay. Actually I'm slipping there too, but at least it looks like I got it under control.

I can still get my ass motivated enough to show up for either of my jobs, or school. Woo... I can exist at a certain location at the correct time. Yay.
Speaking of existing at certain locations, my school/work is having a free lunch so I'm going to go try and grab a bite, if you'll excuse me.