FINALLY found out what's wrong with me (after 8 months)
12 years ago
Most of you who talk to me, know I've been very sick on and off since November. I've been in and out of the hospital numerous times, each time getting closer to an answer. Weve checked everything from heart problems, to GI issues.
I had to go back to the hospital last night (I actually JUST got back...it's 8 AM x.X We got there at 1 AM)
I have a preeeetty large cyst on my spleen, and am most likely looking at having to get it removed.
Part of me is terrified. I've never had surgery before.
The other part of me is relieved. After 8 months of pain, I just want my life back.
Let's just hope that this is the issue, and that there's not something else because I am so done with this.
I had to go back to the hospital last night (I actually JUST got back...it's 8 AM x.X We got there at 1 AM)
I have a preeeetty large cyst on my spleen, and am most likely looking at having to get it removed.
Part of me is terrified. I've never had surgery before.
The other part of me is relieved. After 8 months of pain, I just want my life back.
Let's just hope that this is the issue, and that there's not something else because I am so done with this.
I have high pain tolerance, but I don't want to be sore in bed for weeks x. I don't think it will take that long though? I'm overreacting.
WHAT IF HE SLIPS UP AND I DIE OH GOD.
I was 3+ years in this pain then the doctor did the surgery and was extremely scared, yet excited about the whole thing. This was my chance finally have some normalcy in my life. this was my first time being fulling knocked out. The doctors do an amazing job of making sure your comfortable, the start you off slow with some sedatives and pain relievers, you may get hot flashes that is perfectly normal, after that you feel weighted/heavy and you really get spacey/derp faced. then they bring you to a room in a bed and move you on to a table. If you're receiving gass the will ask you to take some deep breaths this help's calm you if your not already super derp face and jellified they will ask you if your ready and you give them the ok an the put the mask on you and you count up....
You wake up in a stupor and will most like not even remember your family coming in and you's act all goofy for a bit. They will check you one more time, an then if you staying as an inpatient you will then go to your room. As an out patient they will give a once over and release you shortly after.
If you have any concerns no matter how small let your doctors know they want to ensure you that you will be fine, they will answer any question you may have. The staff after words are So nice to you, Ice chips at first, then water and if you feel well enough juice you can start a liquid diet for a bit then ( depending on the case) you will be able to have non lipid foods for while then your regular diet.
You have nothing to worry about unless you go to some hack job clinic XD
Doctors and anesthesiologist have years of practice in school, and out of school.
We'll be here for you when you get back.
Best wishes and a speedy recovery!
Everything I was going to say and more.
Get well soon crimes!
If you want someone to talk to about the ups and downs of surgery, you can ask fayroe for my cell to text or you can hit me up on Skype? I know the jitters all too well ;3;
To better health and painless days!
Will be thinking of ya, gurrrrrrl! <3
You will live and become stronger through this.
With such a large amount of people on your side, there is no doubt in my mind.
I'll bring you over some sushi or something after your surgery. Just to pick up your spirits.