want to apologize for being late and everything.
12 years ago
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i just want to apologize for not being on here for 4 weeks. its been tough for me. my tablet died and it took me a long time to ask to borrow one of my friends old one till i get a new one. i'm just very prideful that way. not that i want to be, but i just don't like to ask for help i really hate it. but anyway i finally mustered up the courage to ask for her old one till i get a new one. or really she just gave it to me to use.
i want to say i'm sorry to my commissioners for being very VERY unprofessional. i should have noted you all about this but so much has happen i figured it would seam like more excuses postpone completion of work. but anyway as it states in my TOS i will draw a free sketches to the commissions that are over 3 month's late. i will note you all shortly with individual apologies.
i will also make a doctor's apartment this week. i really need a small dosage of depression pills. im REALLY ageist it but i've talked to a few Friends about it and my mother.so i don't feel as ashamed to admit it. i just need some motivation back. im so happy i have something to draw with though. but for the last 3 to 4 weeks i have been very very depressed and not myself. i hate it i don't know whats wrong with me and i want to fix it. i have never felt this way in my life. i fee like i'm reverting back to when i was a child and i was very shy and antisocial.
i want to say i'm sorry to my commissioners for being very VERY unprofessional. i should have noted you all about this but so much has happen i figured it would seam like more excuses postpone completion of work. but anyway as it states in my TOS i will draw a free sketches to the commissions that are over 3 month's late. i will note you all shortly with individual apologies.
i will also make a doctor's apartment this week. i really need a small dosage of depression pills. im REALLY ageist it but i've talked to a few Friends about it and my mother.so i don't feel as ashamed to admit it. i just need some motivation back. im so happy i have something to draw with though. but for the last 3 to 4 weeks i have been very very depressed and not myself. i hate it i don't know whats wrong with me and i want to fix it. i have never felt this way in my life. i fee like i'm reverting back to when i was a child and i was very shy and antisocial.
Although I now feel the need to look up what my commission was x3 if we can, i might be willing to fit my new form into it instead of the sharky form (unless you've already started or completed the commission!) ;o
if not then i understand n.n (also: sorry if i'm being a bother!)
Glad things are okay with you, though<3
Quite well.
Something I might suggest, if I may offer some unsolicited advice, is putting aside $100-200 over time for the next time you find yourself in a similar situation? :) I've started doing that slowly, and once income ramps up, I'll have $200 set aside for a new Intuos and will be starting to save up for parts for a desktop. I'd rather not be caught in a situation where I have no means to work on things. (Granted, I could always do traditional, but.."
I feel you on the depression. Been there for an extended period before. It's not fun. I'm glad you've recognized it and are going to get help, whatever you decide you need. Take care of yourself. <3
Have you gone to a therapist about your depression? It helped for me before and pills don't nessecarily fix your depression I'm afraid.
Anyways, I really hope you're back to your normal self as soon as possible! *hugs*