So I've come off my holiday early due to my husbands work commitments. But it's ok. It's a compromise for getting to go on holiday in the first place cause there was a short point of time that it was looking likely we weren't going at all.
I'm not home yet and won't be until tomorrow but I'm currently in Bristol rather than Wales now so have net connection huzzah.
Instead of coming home last Wednesday night I'm gonna be home early Wednesday morning which means I can get right stuck in pretty instantly into commissions which I'm feeling fully charged and back to feeling like me.
I really managed to reconnect that little inner part of me had some chunks of real quality baby time and just had ace fun really chasing sheep playing in rivers and feeding ducks and having mid afternoon naps out in the fresh air in just my baby clothes, being heavily padded, and sucking my binkie almost constantly for the four days I've been away. The grown ups talking above my head as if I can't understand and being put to bed before everyone else. So yeah I'm feeling like I'm currently on cloud 9
So yep I'm back to being fully charged and hopefully this will last me quite some time so tomorrow when I get back I shall really be getting stuck in with gusto and verve

I'm glad most of you behaved yourself whilst I was away I'll be reading up on the chunk of notes I need to catch up on and if anyone needs something specific from me feel free to point me in the right direction. It's soo awesome I'm feeling like myself again. I really missed me