...I wanna say I'm sorry. :/ I know some of you tried to talk to me on aim a while ago when furaffinity was new, but I was really nervous about my sexuality and being a furry, and as pressure kind of got on me I started pushing people away, and I deeply regret that. I know it's kind odd that I didn't want to be a furry etc, and still attend this site, but I was trying to be a closet fur because I was afraid all this might come back to haunt me later due to various warnings from people about internet usage I took too seriously...

Anyway, I'm trying to force myself to be comfortable with myself, so if you've previously tried to be friends with me and still wish to be, I'm going to be getting a new SN for AIM and sign back onto my yahoo thing once I find my password. I'll post a new journal once I get the AIM sn. I'll probably use my old one (Zakavar) starting tomorrow as well, but I have to keep that one on privacy due to a few old friends still probably having it on their buddy list that I dont wanna associate with anymore (they're part of the above reasons for crawling back int he closet furry-wise).

Again, I'm really very sorry to all the people I kind of pushed away. Hopefully if I made any of you sad or mad you'll be able to forgive me. :[;

(cross posting to my Live journal. THough, again it will be on privacy so if you never added me on there, add me and I'll add you. Same if you took me off.