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I give up.
12 years ago
I don't think I can keep going on like this.
I honestly thought I could be somebody special and worthwhile. I really thought I could make it out of here and write a book, or get a good education, or bring joy and happiness to anyone.
Instead all I've managed to do is throw away my money, waste years of education, and managed to kick and spit on everyone that's stuck their neck out for me, friends, family, you name it.
I'm not creative. I'm not special. I just took a Final Fantasy character, put some tits and a dick on it, and called it my own.
I don't know how any of you stand me. I'm just another creepy, retarded pervert on the Internet who beats off to dickgirls.
I have no money to go anywhere, I have no motivation to write, and I keep hurting the people closest to me.
Sorry for being a huge waste of time for you all.
I honestly thought I could be somebody special and worthwhile. I really thought I could make it out of here and write a book, or get a good education, or bring joy and happiness to anyone.
Instead all I've managed to do is throw away my money, waste years of education, and managed to kick and spit on everyone that's stuck their neck out for me, friends, family, you name it.
I'm not creative. I'm not special. I just took a Final Fantasy character, put some tits and a dick on it, and called it my own.
I don't know how any of you stand me. I'm just another creepy, retarded pervert on the Internet who beats off to dickgirls.
I have no money to go anywhere, I have no motivation to write, and I keep hurting the people closest to me.
Sorry for being a huge waste of time for you all.
Perhaps the reason you feel like a failure is that you aren't setting attainable life goals.
Sometimes (and this is probably going to sound stupid) you have to set goals that you know you can achieve. That's how you get into a confident head space. Then you set more and more complicated goals.
Dreams are swell but that's what they stay for most of us.
I am sure you have things you are good at.
I am sure you can do things other people struggle with.
Use that. Do those things. When you get to feeling a bit better about yourself then it's time to push your own limits. I don't want to come off as a self help whack job or anything but give it a go.
(if you can't, it looks like this http://farm9.staticflickr.com/8069/.....101863d4_z.jpg )
And don't say its just cus you commissioned other people, those 2502 people are fans of YOUR character, otherwise they'd just watch the artists that drew it.
I hope that makes you feel at least a tiny bit better about yourself :>
you're not what you say you are
but it's always nice to feel like you've actually done something with your life!
I believe in you, even if you don't believe in yourself.
If none of the stuff on here works for you, then maybe you should work with your hands? Sometimes all that's required is a knife and a block of wood to get things going :)
be who you are
be that awesome person we know and love
and be happy! we know you can do it, and we're all behind you cheering you on and rooting for you ^_^
You aren't a waste of space!
You might be a perv on the internet, but aren't a higher percent of this userbase that? That does not mean that we should hate you, that's just you, and if people can't accept that, well then they should just keep their opinions to themselves.
Just get back on the horse, work things out, we WILL be around!
...though I probably should change my password.
Inspiring music!
http://youtu.be/7woW7DmnR0E
(The video is OK. Listen to the lyrics.)
Like me!
Also, holy fuck your character is adorable.
You're more creative than most people I know.
We also need more open-minded people in the world such as yourself. Losing any of you makes this backwards planet go further backwards.
If your such a waste then i am that just as much.
You've hit a rough spot in life, and from what I'm reading, you have plenty of people to lean on for moral support and to talk to, including me. I like you and I will always do so unless you give me a damn good reason to dislike you.
Now get a job
I've been working it for over two years now.
Keep saying I'm this , I'm that, I will , will get you no where.
Alot are like you on fa but happy, true ya will never get anything from fa
, that might help your education or career, but if
that what ya want to do and makes ya happy, then work for it.
the first step of achiving yer dream is dreaming.
see, you really shouldn't put yourself down. Is alright to accept mistakes, and if in anger, is better to use that overflowing energy into working your way onto better things.
I don't see how you can be a waste of my time. I enjoy what I've found and it has been fun too. Keep thinking of the good things.
for the record... I beat off to much weirder things so stop it :P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
Love you Master <3 Soldier on :3